What will happen to me?

u know what I think would help u find some passion and direction in your life? getting involved with some sort of charity that helps people (or animals) who have real big problems. Not to put down the issue u have because depression is a big deal that troubles many people, but right now u feel bad about yourself and have no passion for your own life. Helping others could not only give u something to feel passionate about but the knowledge that u have done good could give u a self esteem boost. I had a relative who suffered from depression who did this and it helped her a lot (of course that is while still getting treatment, because it's important to have professional help). The feelings of loneliness are a vicious circle, because the meer lonely u get the harder it will be to be good company, so the meer alone you'll be and the lonelier you'll get. Right now, instead of focusing on the loneliness and the anxiety of your life as the reason u are depressed u need to realise it's the other way around, u aren't sad because you're alone you're alone because you're sad.

Also, I'm sorry, but I think a part of this is attention seeking. u geplaatst this and after only 20 minuten without an answer basically put "you guys are ignoring me, I better go kill myself" that is not the way to handle life, of get the antwoorden u want. When u say your dad doesn't care, do u honestly think that's true of do u need such quick validation that it's hard to keep up with? Because gegeven your reaction to having to wait a reasonable amount of time for an answer that's how it seems.

u are not a hopeless case, there is so much u could do with your life, and once u start to really try to live with depression instead of caving under it u could have a great life. Not wanting marriage o kids isn't so strange, I don't want that either but I'm perfectly happy. At the end of the dag your happiness and esteem needs to come from yourself, not your parents, vrienden of potential children.

I really do recommend trying charity work in conjunction with regular treatment for depression, if anything it will help u see u are needed in the world. There are so many people u can help, and when u are helping them u are doing something invaluable. Also, a little thing my relative found helpful (again, as well as treatment, not instead of) is exercise, the endorphins do apparently help.

omgsh hunnie,r u ok?plz dont evr sai that not evr,we are all here 4 a reason and being upset and doing damage 2 ur body will not make things anny esier...i am no expert at this as i am onli 13 and u r an indipendent strong woman,and as u get older i no that things get very hard,and we beutifull ladies r the reason y we're all here so whatevr u do dont make things any difficult 4 u and the ppl around u and be the happy person deep inside.i no u feel tht saying me happy wont make a difference and that is is pointless but u must not let pain get the better of you.


though u may not b relegious here are sum bible verces that might help you,u can reaserch meer on the internet-

lonely-psalm 23,hebrews 13:5

desperate(at your wits end)-psalm 62:5-8,psalm 55:22,2 corinthians 1:8-11

needing guidance-romans 12:1,2,james 1:5-8,psalm 32:3-10

remeber theese r onli a fw,plz plz if u need meer on different subjects tell me,i got many here,tempation,lost,unwanted,needing peace-ANYTHING i hav them all here

plz try theese,the bible is a wonderfull thing 2 comfort u and i use it a lot,along wiv hundreds and thousands of people all over the world.im here remeber so if u want 2 know meer dont forger i hav all the verses that u could ever want,good luck get better soon

Here's what I would do I would just go out and do SOMETHING who cares if you're alone at a mall just do something be creative.

First saying that u feel like u it the rock bottom it will make u feel even meer bad.
If you're alone u could go for a walk of go to the gym (in there u could meet people and u wouldn't feel so lonely) of u could do some activity u enjoy (read a book, writing your diary..)
u could also get a pet because they are allways for you.

Well no offense but that was completly stupid because you'll die then. so go do something that could save u now.

helping others usually helps u to feel better, so that's a good idea. pets are good. something that really helps me when I really don't feel like charity work though is just listing all the good things in your life. try to think positve.

DO NOT DO SUICIDE tryed it once...Bad idea.*(

what the flip is wrong with u ppl!!!!! y would u try and kill urself?!?!?! ppl have it waaaaaaaay worse then u!!! ( read my other commentaren up top, boven ) its not worth killing ur self over trust me and hallo at least u have a father mine was murdered....