I know that no one knows me here. But I just have a lot to say n' I need to tell it to someone. Anyone, really.
I'm 13, first off. I don't have much experience in this world, but I've learned a lot. There's been so much that's happened over the years that lead up to this moment.
In 5th grade, I was antagonized for being different, like everyone else. But I was like the main target. It hurt really bad n' I started to drift away meer n' more. Then...well...something happened during that year, but I won't say. It brings back too many bad memories.
Anyway, 6th grade didn't start out that bad. I had vrienden again n' I met this adorable guy named Colin. He was my life. I asked him out one day...and he zei no. That, once again, shot me into a deep depression. I had nowhere to turn. I was a suicidal mess, n' I ended up even cutting my wrists. I was once again an outcast, but everyone called me emo. I had always been rejected, n' that was just another example.
Then 7th grade came along. door then, I was fully into Guns N' Roses (mostly Axl!) n' me n' Colin were finally talking again. All my vrienden were talking again n' I even had some new ones. Life seemed OK.
But for some reason, I just couldn't be happy. I would lock myself in my room and listen to GN'R all night. I wouldn't speak for days.
But then other days, I'd be crazy n' I'd want to be around people. I was like a roller coaster.
Recently, my parents finally realized that something was wrong n' they took me to the doctor. She zei that I was Bipolar 1, like Axl.
This was just months ago, probably 1, most likely. But that's just all confused me. I'm back at a dead end w/ only my mp3, a backpack, n' a can of mase.
I always knew I was different than the people I was around, n' this just added onto it. But I gladly tell people. I'm not ashamed of it. I can still function as long as I have my music. I just need to have support that I don't have. My support is GN'R, but I need the people around me to understand too.
I'm 13, first off. I don't have much experience in this world, but I've learned a lot. There's been so much that's happened over the years that lead up to this moment.
In 5th grade, I was antagonized for being different, like everyone else. But I was like the main target. It hurt really bad n' I started to drift away meer n' more. Then...well...something happened during that year, but I won't say. It brings back too many bad memories.
Anyway, 6th grade didn't start out that bad. I had vrienden again n' I met this adorable guy named Colin. He was my life. I asked him out one day...and he zei no. That, once again, shot me into a deep depression. I had nowhere to turn. I was a suicidal mess, n' I ended up even cutting my wrists. I was once again an outcast, but everyone called me emo. I had always been rejected, n' that was just another example.
Then 7th grade came along. door then, I was fully into Guns N' Roses (mostly Axl!) n' me n' Colin were finally talking again. All my vrienden were talking again n' I even had some new ones. Life seemed OK.
But for some reason, I just couldn't be happy. I would lock myself in my room and listen to GN'R all night. I wouldn't speak for days.
But then other days, I'd be crazy n' I'd want to be around people. I was like a roller coaster.
Recently, my parents finally realized that something was wrong n' they took me to the doctor. She zei that I was Bipolar 1, like Axl.
This was just months ago, probably 1, most likely. But that's just all confused me. I'm back at a dead end w/ only my mp3, a backpack, n' a can of mase.
I always knew I was different than the people I was around, n' this just added onto it. But I gladly tell people. I'm not ashamed of it. I can still function as long as I have my music. I just need to have support that I don't have. My support is GN'R, but I need the people around me to understand too.
Ok, here it is,
One dag I'm at school, just minding my own biz, and talking to my friends. Then one of my ex boyfriends vrienden comes up. Hes all," Hey, heres a note from Robert." So I read it. It read,
If I could have 3 wishes, it would be to have the girl I love back who burnd me, and to have enough money to buy her whatever she wants...
Obvisosly, hes talking about me. We dated last year, now... hes still on my shoulders, like an annoying papegaai that won't go away. My friend told him that I wanted to go back out with him... and I don't!
Then...*sighs* then, theres my online boyfriend... hes sweet, charming, and we do things... I've known Robert longer, but my love for him..(online bf) is so strong... we talked with our voices today and I almost screamed...
But the probolm is, is that I'm tring to break up with Robert, but every time I'm about to say it, he gives me a gift of when I say it, he laughs and thinks I'm joking.. What do I do?!?!
One dag I'm at school, just minding my own biz, and talking to my friends. Then one of my ex boyfriends vrienden comes up. Hes all," Hey, heres a note from Robert." So I read it. It read,
If I could have 3 wishes, it would be to have the girl I love back who burnd me, and to have enough money to buy her whatever she wants...
Obvisosly, hes talking about me. We dated last year, now... hes still on my shoulders, like an annoying papegaai that won't go away. My friend told him that I wanted to go back out with him... and I don't!
Then...*sighs* then, theres my online boyfriend... hes sweet, charming, and we do things... I've known Robert longer, but my love for him..(online bf) is so strong... we talked with our voices today and I almost screamed...
But the probolm is, is that I'm tring to break up with Robert, but every time I'm about to say it, he gives me a gift of when I say it, he laughs and thinks I'm joking.. What do I do?!?!
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please if u need advice, just try it.
the new Dear Annie
xxxxx