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I was born
though i shouldn't be
I should have died
I would have died
but i didn't

It would have been better for me to die
and leave this world behind me
it's full of liars and fear

I nearly died twice
Why didn't I?
I would feel so much better now

I would never have been betrayed
by three guys
I would never have seen my mom
lying on the floor and trying to kill herself
I would never have heard my parents
having huge arguments everyday
I would never have known what it's like
to live without money
I would never have been the daydreamer
everybody makes fun of

But then I thought god would have mercy
he sent me one...

I wrote this a while ago, and since it seems to be nothing but a series of advice, I figured... what the hell? I think I was listening to LeAnne Womack's "I Hope u Dance" at the time because that's what it sounds like.

When u look up at the sky, don't do it just to see if it's raining
When u find it is raining, don't run indoors and hide
When u get your hopes too high, don't say you're overrated
When u walk down door a river, don't be afraid to get your feet wet
When your brand goes out, don't blame it on the wind
When u watch the sunset, don't think the dag is over
When u reach out to...