The Deep Blue

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achtergrond

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Words for u that I hold close to my hart-, hart
I want to tell them to u someday

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don't know when they began
But since I've noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can't lie anymore-
Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be door your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profiel of your unhesitating face
The time that I spend together with u
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for u that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to u someday...

A normal life....

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I open my eyes again, to a sleepy morning
I tighten the tie around my neck
When I pass through the classroom door I can walk in with my chest puffed out proudly
Such a wind blows past everyday life
I thought I heard it
I even thought I felt it
Now it starts to shake within my chest
I thought it would come soon
As those millions of stars vanished
I watched them fade
I waved them good-bye
Im glad

Overlooking the corner of the hall as I sweep
I think something is odd
Even though the time within me has stopped
Its like Im living different days
The dust falls and piles up like snow
I thought they...

What lies...inside me?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Listen up: what can u hear?
Does my voice simply disappear,
Sucked away into the void, so empty and so dark?
If there is meer to this world,
Then I can be can be certain at last
That this drive burning within
Has some role to fulfill

I was crushed door the longing welling up inside
And I had just surrendered
Without having touched the air above the ground of the endless sky

So I began to run
Because I feel it, even now,
These sensations overflowing in the beating of my hart-, hart

I say Carpe Diem
As I am reaching for my goal
We'll create our own tomorrows 'till this world is finally whole

The answer...

Honesty: Embrace it

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Honesty is truth.
Honesty is letting somebpdy else know the truth.
Honsety is teaching somebody not to lie.
Honesty let's u know the flaws we make.
Honesty is prayer, of in other words, talking with god.
In god's eyes, prayer is just something we do that let's him know of our problems in life. It is our way of saying thank u of I'm sorry.
We all lie, we all tell the truth.
We all hide, we all toon ourselves.
What I'm trying to say is that honesty helps us deafet lying, and let's us embrace the truth. For those who hide from life, hones sets them free door letting them know that this isn't...

Purpose

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Deditcation:
AnnieWannie: Thank u for always being there for me when I needed help. I'm still grateful for when u saved me from me wanting to kill myself. u are one of my dearest for that. Thank you.

malmd: u have also saved me. u thaught me that no matter how much pain u go through, somethign good will come out of it. I went through 13 years of continous pain..and I got all of these wonderful people, espeacially poem girl. Thank you.

iluvshadowo3o: I love u with all of everything I have to give. u are the first person to ever love me, and to ever cheer me up. u are the very...

Where am I?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

It's just a normal dag in school. Rowdy classes, angry teachers...everything seems to be itself. I ask the teacher to go to the bathroom...but something strange happens. The teacher dosen't notice me. I walk right in front of her...but still no sign of interest. After a few minutes, I just give up and go on to the bathroom. When I wash my hands, something catches my eye. You're probabaly wondering what it is, but that's the point. It was nothing. I looked in the mirror..but my reflection was not shown. I was thinking logicaly, coming up with many possible ways on how this may be possible. I...

I'm just so joyful today...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I engulf myself in an aura of joy.
An aura so strong that nobody is able to match it.
An aura able to heal the weak and clean the sin.
Everywhere I look, people are bursting in joy..
They laugh, not in pain, but in joy..
People emideatly beign greeting with eachother.
They make anybody who is angry of sad happy.
All greed, hate,anger,envy of evil quickly goes away.
I emmideatly go and speak with everyone else, but before I even have the time to speak, they all hug me. I begin to vraag myself if they are in need of help of something is going on. Something is going on, they are happy. They...

Is there such a thing?

posted by BeautifulBlaze

We all live under the sky so blue.
We all live under the moon so luminous.
We all live under the sun so bright.
And we all on the world so crule, yet beautiful.
We all get happy.
We all get angry.
We all get depressed.
We all have melancholy.
We all have rage.
We all have kindness.
We all have Ignorance.
We all have stupidity.
We all are stuborn.
We all have greed.
We all have envy towards others.
We all have hatred towards one another.
We all each and every known caracteristic in the known reality. We all act the same at times, yet we are too ignorant to see the truth of it. We all are the...

Just Relax.

posted by BeautifulBlaze

My fantasy is where nobody gets hurt. Where everybody can live in harmony wthout any worries.I dream of a peaceful valley, vast and wide, full of beauty, and life. Mountains that reach the heavens and we all lay on the gras that is as soft as the hand of god, under the sky so blue. As the wind blows though the valley, It relaxes our mind door sing a lulabye, takeing away any and all bd thoughts, taking all of us into a deep slumber, only to awake in a world where it is always daytime.

You are under the night sky... a sky that contains so many stars to the point where it almost seems like darkness...

The truth on who I'am....

posted by BeautifulBlaze

1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad bron of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my vrienden though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If u knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make u go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make u hate me even more...