Bella zwaan-, zwaan

[This is just my opinion, not meaning to offend anyone of piss anyone off. This is just how I feel.]


There's so much crap on the internet regarding Bella zwaan-, zwaan being a terrible, undeveloped, idiotic character. Maybe some of that is true ... I'm not sure. I try not to discuss Stephenie Meyer's writing skills too much because I end up screaming at people but she isn't the best, admit it.

Anyway, I personally love Bella Swan. I am incredibly fed up and aggravated door the idea that women nowadays have to know some kind of immense self-defense of have a super power to be considered a powerful female...

Two hours to go... 1 uur to go... 50 minutes... 45 minutes. I was starting to get sick of waiting. Why couldn't time verplaats faster? Edward, my boyfriend, had promised to pick me up 10 o clock. Okay, wrong choice of word. the word boyfriend doesn't really illustrate enough of my eternal commitment for Edward, but it's the closest I can get without sounding stupid. Anyway, it was New Years Eve and Edward and I were going to spend the last few hours of the jaar concentrating on being together. Then we were going somewhere special to see the New jaar in. That's all Edward would tell me. The rest...

I remember the dag when i promised myself that i would never return back, the place where i am being forced to return. I have never been this scared before in my life. i would give anything right now to back to my dad, in my room, with Jacob, where i am veilig in the slightest and not on a sunny,blizzering beaten road weaving throught the tropical streets of Jacksonville in the back zitplaats, stoel my mothers Commodore. Feeling my heartbeat throught my ears.
I can feel my lunch begin to rise as i started to remember the straat signs, the local bakery and smells of humiddity. My Mothers belly inferred with...

Ok im sorry, for the wait, I just got hook on other and rah rah, Plus, i was writing my new one In the new world can u please tell wither u liked that?

ok, here where we go.


I stood in the middle of the stage, still, lifeless. Edward, Alice Jasper stood in front of me, no hallianation this time , but really there.
My hart-, hart weeped for the final time.
Do i move, do i even think. Edward, stood as perfect as perfect as he always have been. His bronze hair still sat in the same style, his face still soo beautiful , and his eyes were my peace.
"ALICE!" i screamed. My best friend, i missed her...

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My entire body was frozen - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness in my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a seconde before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation…
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Renesmee, to my surprise, had a great time playing dress up with...

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We were out on a hunting trip when we discovered Charlie’s gift. At first, Edward and I had no idea why we couldn’t bring ourselves to attack the deers that seemed to be almost crowding the forest that day. A sudden, inexplicable rush of sympathy washed through my entire body. Edward, too, was unable to bring himself to harm the deer, which we normally refer to as “food.”

Edward and I were confused beyond explanation. Our throats were flaming, we hadn’t hunted in days, yet we couldn’t bring ourselves to harm the deer. I suddenly felt horrible for...

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Although I knew it wasn’t possible, I still had to remind myself that vampires don’t sleep. I couldn’t be dreaming. The porselein skinned, red eyed, beautiful man that stood before me was real. door now u would think nothing could shock me, but this… this was different. Everything I had been fighting to avoid, was standing right in front of me. Charlie was really standing there. He was really a vampire.

At first I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I tried, but they wouldn’t move. I was momentarily unaware of everything else around me. I forgot...