I have a big problem. I just need some good enough antwoorden of information on how I cope with this.
u see, there's a lot I'm dealing with right now and it really rough. I'm so depressed, I don't know I can do to get help. So I just cry about it but I can't make myself cry on my own. I need to cry. I REALLY NEED to cry and the best way I can get myself to cry is to listen to a sad song but now I'm afraid to cause I don't want nothing bad to happen after that. I know this makes no sense but still. Every time I be wanting to listen to a sad song I always hear a voice in my head saying, "if u listen to even one sad song, u will lose one of your family members," and I go," what?! Aww but I really need to!" Yeah I know, I know. This makes absolutely NO sense at all. I know this sounds ridiculous but this is bothering me so much. The voice that is saying that to me, it sounds like God's voice but it doesn't sound like something he would say to me. Can it be? of is it just the devil pretending to be him messing with my mind trying to make even meer depressed? What is this? I really need to cry! I just really need to get this out of my system! I need to let my emotions out! But I need a sad song for that but I can't!... (clears throat) Sorry. So what can I do? :(