Can u help me?

Baptized of not, not everybody in the world is perfect. The earth/world is very beautiful but it's not perfect. door that, I mean the people. I've been baptized when I was younger too. Everybody makes mistakes. I HATE making mistakes. They humiliate me. They make me look like a complete fool. Every time I make a mistake I think to myself "I am the dumbest idiot of all!" Even though that's not true. I just feel that way. It happens to all of us. Even when u apologize to god for whatever you've done, u still might make another mistake in the future but that's ok. It's completely normal. It only makes us human. God will always forgive u no matter how bad the mistakes u did are. He will always love you. He can never forsaken u just for making even one mistake. I honestly feel the same way. I feel like he's angry at me that he might put some kind of curse on me but that's totally impossible. He wouldn't do that. That's not the god I know. What's making me feel that way is satan. He just messing with my mind to make me even meer depressed. I reckon satan is trying to do the same with your mind too. u can't let that happen. u must fight back and ignore the negativity. Those mistakes that happened, that's the past. u gotta forget that past and do better in the future. u can't change the past (which we all wish was possible) but u CAN change the future.

Thats not true. Jesus loves u so much that he sent his only son to die on the kruis to pay for our Sins.
God forgives u because he loves u so much.
I'll admit, I'm not perfect, I make dumb mistakes again & again, and I ask for forgiveness and its received.
Please, don't ever think that hes unhappy with you, he loves you!