Pray for me. I need fixing

im tired of this life style

drugs, lies, cheating, stealing, everything that deep inside i am truly not.

im starting over, i would appreciate it if u called me door my birth name Eric. it seems that when i was younger, and i went door Eric i was much happier then i am any way

I AM DONE WITH DRUGS AND NO I DO NOT WANNA PARTY WITH YOU.

i rather sit at home pagina alone then get into trouble and fooked up.

in the past year, jaar in a half i have totaly messed up my life. been in and outta jail, rehab. lost everyone that actually were friends, and gained a bunch of aquaintences that were never truly my vrienden at all.

im tired of fake people and fake feelings. i am a very real person and i want to surround myself with other real people.

im going back to the life i had in, oh say, 2006. the only diff i guess is that i still need to smoke cigs.

take my advice considering ive lived 27x meer of the life then most of u have. drugs are not worth it and crime does not pay. dont u have goals? do u really just wanna spend all ur money on drugs and just be high for the rest of your life??

thats not a life, thats just stalling for death. if u really dont give a shit about yourself then i pray for ur lost soul. but i have goals and dreams and im not gonna let drugs and negitive people get the best of me.

id appreciate ur support as im making a total u-turn in my life