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I'm lying in my bed
As tears roll over my face
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers

Even though we could never be I still want no one else
Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself
Unless I

Take a chance and take a trip to the UK
Tell u face to face
That you're the only one for me
It would take a lot of courage
But nothing's asked too much
If it bring me to the one I need
'Cause u belong with me

But as I think it over
You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere
And my hart-, hart will break
But of that u won't be aware

Tears leave my eyes but you...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a love that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear meer that we will never be

I’m zoning out on u and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine u are volgende to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much meer than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kruis your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna love you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved u but doesn’t...

I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want to talk about you
If we can’t be endgame
I’ve tried to forget about you
I fell in love quite some times
But u are the only one
Who always stayed in the back of my mind

But I know
It’s impossible, this fantasy
I should let go if I know what’s good for me
I could try to pretend u don’t exist
But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit
It doesn’t matter if this is true love
Because sometimes that is just not enough

I don’t want to cry each time
I come to realize
That this dream of u and I
Will never come...

I Think that was the best dag of my life.I don't like chatting so much but fortunately i was online that dag & i was getting bored so i clicked on a girl and zei "Hi" to her;She also replied and we chatted for at least 20-30 minutes.She was Brilliant I liked her because of her KIND personality.She was awesome and after some days we became BEST FRIEND!! She is a huge fan of HARRY POTTER,NISSY,DANIEL, TAYLOR snel, swift & MANY meer FROM K-POP of J-POP WHOM I DON'T KNOW:)I only know that she is my BEST FRIEND on fanpop and in the universe I don't wanna loose her.I always thank GOD for such...

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If u know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause volgende to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the films now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...

Got my head on the pillow
Ready for a new night
Got my dreams to hold on tight
Wanna stay asleep forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel so alone
When I wake up you’re gone

Still I have to believe
That of all this loving can’t be for nothing
Don’t care about other guys ‘cause I made up my mind
It’s u of no one
It’s worth the pain
If only I knew it isn’t in vain
But even though we’re apart you’ll be in my hart-, hart forever

I’m keeping my eyes closed
Trying to keep the noise out of my head
Holding onto u for as long as I can
Wanna stay in bed forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel...

Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 jaar old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize

I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently u popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then

I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping u can see me
I scream at the top, boven of my lungs
Hoping u can hear me
But u never do
You never do

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to u so u can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this jaar my lijst will be short
It only contains a five...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling u how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth fan girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my hart-, hart out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of u and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then u knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...