Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed door the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes u cry, but I have to speak my mind
Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times u turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your hart-, hart but where's the spark, from the start?
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down
Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to love I must try love myself
Cuddle with a cold corpse like frame
I'm sorry if my view of matrimony seems so obscure
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
, illuminated door the blood red warnings
Let's rather put our minds on this starlight event
Dance, dance, dance under pure starlight
There's something about this glow that flows just right
Let's make tonight last forget about the past
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
, illuminated door the blood red warnings
Let's fantasize before the real world comes
Crashing and colliding like lightning's angry temper
time as teenagers will soon be up
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades and I'm old and grey
All I'll have are these moments to retrace
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed door the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes u cry, but I have to speak my mind
Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times u turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your hart-, hart but where's the spark, from the start?
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down
Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to love I must try love myself
Cuddle with a cold corpse like frame
I'm sorry if my view of matrimony seems so obscure
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
, illuminated door the blood red warnings
Let's rather put our minds on this starlight event
Dance, dance, dance under pure starlight
There's something about this glow that flows just right
Let's make tonight last forget about the past
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
, illuminated door the blood red warnings
Let's fantasize before the real world comes
Crashing and colliding like lightning's angry temper
time as teenagers will soon be up
Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades and I'm old and grey
All I'll have are these moments to retrace
I stare up at my little red ballon....
Floating above me,
Without a care in the world.
I wish to be like my little red ballon..
I want to fly..
So I can fly away from all the.
Hurt and Pain
And Scars and sadness..
I want to fly away from this colorless world..
And be free..
And just not care
Not care about what everyone thinks
So says of does..
Just float.
So I zei to myself..
Self,
Why don't u go learn how to fly?
Why don't u try to learn?
So u my be free..
And then I got this crazy I idea that...
What if I jumped from a really high place..
And maybe just maybe I'd just know what to do..
As I walk shaky up to the edge I see a never ending life of sadness in front of me..
But if I look up I see a life of happiness and I now I want to go there...
Just one meer step..
And I'll fly..
Just like my little red ballon..
And be free..
~P.S THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME~
Floating above me,
Without a care in the world.
I wish to be like my little red ballon..
I want to fly..
So I can fly away from all the.
Hurt and Pain
And Scars and sadness..
I want to fly away from this colorless world..
And be free..
And just not care
Not care about what everyone thinks
So says of does..
Just float.
So I zei to myself..
Self,
Why don't u go learn how to fly?
Why don't u try to learn?
So u my be free..
And then I got this crazy I idea that...
What if I jumped from a really high place..
And maybe just maybe I'd just know what to do..
As I walk shaky up to the edge I see a never ending life of sadness in front of me..
But if I look up I see a life of happiness and I now I want to go there...
Just one meer step..
And I'll fly..
Just like my little red ballon..
And be free..
~P.S THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME~
Okay here;s what's going on...
I found help and I made it to a phone in time I was brought to the doctors and ER and whatever.
The reason why I keep on passing out is because I triggered something in my spine that leads to my nerves and I messed it all up. I was also put on some new meds that help with sleep they messed up everything also but also I've been really sad lately..And the reason behind that is some meds I have to take everyday..
I take two pills in the morning because I need help focusing because when I was younger my mind couldn't tell what was fiction and what was reality I would get lost in my mind and sometimes couldn;t find a way out..But as I'm getting older those meds are working against me and in there theres some type of thing that triggers depression so I am no only taking those..
I'm really sick the doctor said..
And another thing,,
I came out..
I told my mother what I'd been doing..
About the pills..
So were working that out to..
I found help and I made it to a phone in time I was brought to the doctors and ER and whatever.
The reason why I keep on passing out is because I triggered something in my spine that leads to my nerves and I messed it all up. I was also put on some new meds that help with sleep they messed up everything also but also I've been really sad lately..And the reason behind that is some meds I have to take everyday..
I take two pills in the morning because I need help focusing because when I was younger my mind couldn't tell what was fiction and what was reality I would get lost in my mind and sometimes couldn;t find a way out..But as I'm getting older those meds are working against me and in there theres some type of thing that triggers depression so I am no only taking those..
I'm really sick the doctor said..
And another thing,,
I came out..
I told my mother what I'd been doing..
About the pills..
So were working that out to..