Dear Self
What if u don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last dag on this earth?
What if that two minuut conversation u had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time u ever spoke to her?
What if u never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile of talk to him ever again?
What if u later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would u be proud of the life u have lived?
Will u regret something that u did of did not say?
Would u be proud of how people would remember you?
Would u regret not taking meer chances, of not telling him what u really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My hart-, hart racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
What if u don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last dag on this earth?
What if that two minuut conversation u had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time u ever spoke to her?
What if u never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile of talk to him ever again?
What if u later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would u be proud of the life u have lived?
Will u regret something that u did of did not say?
Would u be proud of how people would remember you?
Would u regret not taking meer chances, of not telling him what u really feel for him?
I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My hart-, hart racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..
