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posted by malmcd
159 Brixton, England


    The third bang and cry made Viva's hart-, hart stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...
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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep writing these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil of unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...
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The Lost Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing u might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have u ever been told how long u have to live? It hurts. And it makes u think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The minuut the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Prolauge:
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to zoek for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")

Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me door surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my volgende crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the...
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posted by allicyn123
Okay so u all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, boon and Darka but what u don't know is there personalities, of there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell u them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell u the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one dag they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had zei to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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 Ashia writing in her dairy
Ashia writing in her dairy
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 4)
___________________________________________________________________   Ashia spun in the air and did a hand stand on her mortrcycle.She grabbed the week and sat as brand gleamed in her eye from a brand ring.With one last spun Ashia was heel on heel and landed smooth on the ground.The boys cheered as Ashia's enemy was defeated badly.Ashia jumped off her mortrcycle and began to work on her volgende punishment. The boys entered the cafeteria to find food every were.Ashia was scrubbing the walls as her top, boven enemy from those brat's threw food at her.It slid...
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added by SongGirl50701
posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for u to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for u and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our Love lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My hart-, hart stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your love is my destiny,
your hart-, hart is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your hart-, hart and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by SongGirl50701
 13 jaar old me..
13 year old me..
Dear vrienden and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own vrienden told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being vrienden when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, u came back at the time I wanted to die. u wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck u Melody."

I can see u now,...
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posted by Giz_4ever
Sandi:

Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...

Gizbin:

SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.


Killerpose:

People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are u absolutely sure u can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little angel grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single seconde I was in danger. In our county no one is veilig from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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posted by BooBooBear981
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye of G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~

- door Ellen Love: Poem Girl
posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes u feel angry,
And may lead u to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to u until
u realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind u from the truth,
And make u unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And u do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
u hurting other people,
Even though u don't intentionally do it,
of even if u are blinded door the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain u inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may toon up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If u should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something u might not be able to control,
Something that will make u mad
If I were to make u feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which u feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things u cannot explain.
I am the thing u will regret,
If u should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what u call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make u jealous,
For I make u want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home pagina
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy kasteel rat is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover door A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always door Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your love with all my hart-, hart I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't u just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the baai, bay window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka u better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and...
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