Empty Dreams
Why do I refuse to see the light?
Shrouded door a veil of eternal dark
Solitude has robbed me of my sight
Blinded now will I ever be free of this burden?
Just once I wish I could be as free as the wind
I believe I can be free of this weight
Dream with me to find
The emptiness inside of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How I could I have been so blind
Forive me for what I have done
Why can't I feel the gentle breeze
All the dreams I once knew are all dead and gone
Please help me face the truth
So I can feel at ease
Just once I wish I could be as free as the wind
I believe I free of this weight
Dream with me to find
The emptiness insde of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How could I have been so blind?
Forgive me for what I have done
I'm praying I can be myself again
Will it matter how much I bleed?
I'm afraid of this confession
But will it matter if I succeed?
Dream with me to find
The emptiness inside of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How could I have been so blind?
Forgive me for what I have done
Why do I refuse to see the light?
Shrouded door a veil of eternal dark
Solitude has robbed me of my sight
Blinded now will I ever be free of this burden?
Just once I wish I could be as free as the wind
I believe I can be free of this weight
Dream with me to find
The emptiness inside of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How I could I have been so blind
Forive me for what I have done
Why can't I feel the gentle breeze
All the dreams I once knew are all dead and gone
Please help me face the truth
So I can feel at ease
Just once I wish I could be as free as the wind
I believe I free of this weight
Dream with me to find
The emptiness insde of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How could I have been so blind?
Forgive me for what I have done
I'm praying I can be myself again
Will it matter how much I bleed?
I'm afraid of this confession
But will it matter if I succeed?
Dream with me to find
The emptiness inside of me
Did I lose my way of get left behind?
Creulty filled my heart
How could I have been so blind?
Forgive me for what I have done
I only just started cutting and I haven't told anyone about it yet.....I don't want people thinking I'm doin it for attention I'm doing it because of stuff that happened with my mum and dad...I'm also doing it because this boy that I like that did like me has apparently been using me and he's been breaking me hart-, hart door saying he loves me but then he went to my best friend...this one guy has made me cry so much and now I'm doing this to my self I don't want to do it but I cant help it. I just don't want people thinking that I'm doing this for attention I don't even want to tell anyone but I don't just want to keep it inside me I need to tell my best friend but I don't want to hurt her because she does cut as well and it really hurt me when she told me she cut and know I do it 😞😢
I Remember
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when u where on top, boven of me
It was like u controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let u win
I remember the way u looked at me
when I zei NO
It was like u wanted to toon u were in control
u pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
u covered my mouth
so I gave up & let u win.
I remember the sounds u made.
It was like u enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
of say it was my fault
I remember everything u did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess u win.
© Jennifer
I remember the way it felt
when u where on top, boven of me
It was like u controlled me
Your forced yourself in
So I gave up & let u win
I remember the way u looked at me
when I zei NO
It was like u wanted to toon u were in control
u pushed harder
and I tried to say no again
u covered my mouth
so I gave up & let u win.
I remember the sounds u made.
It was like u enjoyed it too much to care.
there were other people there
I should of yelled for them
But I was too ashamed; too afraid
they wouldn't believe me
of say it was my fault
I remember everything u did
But don't worry your secrets safe
I'm still afraid.
Nobody will believe me
So I give up and I guess u win.
