As I held Esme in my arms I felt like this is were i belonged.When I finally let her go she looked up at me I could see the love radiating out from her like heat waves coming up from the asphalt on a hot summer day. It felt as if hours had passed but it had only been a few minuten at the most.
"What took u so long?" she asked
I laughed.
"There were a few things i had to take care of first."At this very moment I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her I loved her unconditionally.But she was human...I would not bring her to this life,I couldn't bring myself to do it.She didn't deserve to be a vampire.I would wait until when i did not know.
She and I walked to a clearing about half a mile away from her cottage.The clearing was overflowing with flowers. I sat down in the clearing. Esme was looking at me curiously.
"What are u doing? It's freezing out here."
I had not noticed how cold it was, although I never really did.
"Just sit with me for a few minutes,please."
"Okay,but if i get pneumonia u have to cure me."
We laughed.
"Are u ok?" she asked
"Yes, why?"
"You are freezing!"
"Oh, uhm, thats just poor circulation."
"Oh."
We sat in silence for a little while. It was long enough for my mind to start to wander.
"Carlisle?" I heard it sounded so distant I wasn't sure if I was imagining it of if it was real.
" Carlisle?!?"
"Esme?"
"Oh my gosh u scared me.I thought u were in a different world there for a while."
"I kinda was."
"What were u thinking about?"
"Us."
"Oh"
"Lets get u in the house u are getting cold."
I walked her to the house and made sure she was ok. Just as I was getting into my car. She called my name.
"Carlisle."
"what can I do for u Esme?"
"Stay with me."
"I am sorry but I can't ,I have to work in the morning, but u are welcome to come home pagina with me tonight."
"Are u sure I wouldn't be imposing?"
"I am extremely sure."
"Okay."
We get in the car and go back to my home.After I get her seatled into one of my guest rooms I go down stairs, and think about how to keep her in my life. I look at the clock,time to get ready to go to work.
All dag I couldn't keep focused on my work. Esme had consumed my thoughts. I was sitting in my office.When my thoghts were interupted
"Dr.Cullen?"
"Yes"
"It's time for u to sign-out."
"Ok, thank u Mia?"
"Dr.Cullen."
"Yes,Mia?"
"Were is u engagment ring?"
"We broke it off."
I got up and left.When I got home pagina Esme was sitting on the sofa, she looked up and smiled. She really looked like she belonged there.
Thats when I knew that I would Have to Propse to her and soon, but how soon?
"What took u so long?" she asked
I laughed.
"There were a few things i had to take care of first."At this very moment I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her I loved her unconditionally.But she was human...I would not bring her to this life,I couldn't bring myself to do it.She didn't deserve to be a vampire.I would wait until when i did not know.
She and I walked to a clearing about half a mile away from her cottage.The clearing was overflowing with flowers. I sat down in the clearing. Esme was looking at me curiously.
"What are u doing? It's freezing out here."
I had not noticed how cold it was, although I never really did.
"Just sit with me for a few minutes,please."
"Okay,but if i get pneumonia u have to cure me."
We laughed.
"Are u ok?" she asked
"Yes, why?"
"You are freezing!"
"Oh, uhm, thats just poor circulation."
"Oh."
We sat in silence for a little while. It was long enough for my mind to start to wander.
"Carlisle?" I heard it sounded so distant I wasn't sure if I was imagining it of if it was real.
" Carlisle?!?"
"Esme?"
"Oh my gosh u scared me.I thought u were in a different world there for a while."
"I kinda was."
"What were u thinking about?"
"Us."
"Oh"
"Lets get u in the house u are getting cold."
I walked her to the house and made sure she was ok. Just as I was getting into my car. She called my name.
"Carlisle."
"what can I do for u Esme?"
"Stay with me."
"I am sorry but I can't ,I have to work in the morning, but u are welcome to come home pagina with me tonight."
"Are u sure I wouldn't be imposing?"
"I am extremely sure."
"Okay."
We get in the car and go back to my home.After I get her seatled into one of my guest rooms I go down stairs, and think about how to keep her in my life. I look at the clock,time to get ready to go to work.
All dag I couldn't keep focused on my work. Esme had consumed my thoughts. I was sitting in my office.When my thoghts were interupted
"Dr.Cullen?"
"Yes"
"It's time for u to sign-out."
"Ok, thank u Mia?"
"Dr.Cullen."
"Yes,Mia?"
"Were is u engagment ring?"
"We broke it off."
I got up and left.When I got home pagina Esme was sitting on the sofa, she looked up and smiled. She really looked like she belonged there.
Thats when I knew that I would Have to Propse to her and soon, but how soon?