Title: Road to Happiness Part 5
Rating:PG-13 for sexual situations and language
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Road to Happiness Part 5
Why was she torturing herself like this? Chuck had told her that he wanted her and she wanted him meer than anything else in the entire world. Why was she holding out then, she wondered. The answer came to Blair in an instant. Nate. They were supposed to be a couple; Nate had a certain image that fit well with Blair’s.
Also, how long would it be before Chuck tired of her? He wasn’t a one woman man and never would be. Blair felt confident that she had made the right decision sticking with Nate because she couldn’t risk everything for Chuck and get nothing in return. She was still miserable with Nate, and Blair wished she could be happy with him like she used to be before she slept with Chuck in the back of his limo. She couldn’t stoven, stoofpot about it all dag so she decided to get ready and head off to school.
Blair saw Nate outside her front door, waiting for her.
“Blair, where did u disappear to last night?” Nate asked her.
She gulped, “Um, I wasn’t feeling so great and to be honest I didn’t really want to be around you, Nate.”
He looked annoyed now. “I zei I’m sorry a million times, Blair. I just snapped. What else do u want from me?”
Blair didn’t like his attitude and was going to go in attack mode now. “You know Nate, u treat me like a piece of shit and I don’t know how much longer I’m going to stand for it.”
Nate was exasperated, “I don’t know how to please u anymore, Blair. You’re obviously not happy with me.”
Blair responded, “You’re right. I’m not. I think I may be in love with someone else, Nate.”
“Are u fucking kidding me? Are u breaking up with me?” Nate asked furiously.
“No, net yet Nate. But, let me just tell you, I’m at my breaking point. I don’t know how much longer we’re going to last.” Blair responded.
Nate nodded, his face set like stone. “So, who is this piece of shit guy you’re in love with?”
Blair’s mind screamed he’s your best friend, but she answered him, “He’s not a piece of shit and he treats me better than u ever did. I’m not going to pursue him now because I want to try to make this work. u should know though Nate, I slept with him last jaar when we had broken up for a couple of weeks.
Nate was about to retort, but that’s when he saw Chuck, and instead dragged Chuck over to where Blair was standing.
Nate was laughing like a maniac now, “Hey Chuck, u know how u thought I was treating Blair like a piece of shit yesterday?”
Chuck nodded and said, “That’s because u were Nathaniel.”
Chuck and Blair quickly exchanged a glance full of promise and heat.
Nate was still laughing but this time venomously, “Well, Blair is not saint Chuck. She just told me herself when we broke up last year; she was fucking some other guy. Although, she refuses to tell me who this guy is.”
Chuck looked back at her in shock. He couldn’t believe she had told Nate about them.
Blair was really pissed now. She hissed at Nate, “Can we not discuss our personal life in front of the whole school, Nate!”
Nate ignored her and continued, “Wait, that’s not even the best part, Chuck. She’s in love with this guy she’s been screwing. What do u think of precious Blair now?”
Chuck looked at her and asked quietly, “Is that true, Blair? You’re in love with this guy that u slept with?”
She picked her head up and looked at Chuck. “Yes, it’s true.”
Blair’s mind was spinning; she had just admitted to Chuck that she was in love with him. Why did she have to go and do that? She knew she had made the right decision when she saw Chuck looking at her with such tenderness that it made her want to cry.
Nate was so disgusted with her answer that he stormed off and left her alone with Chuck.
“Blair,” he began, but that’s as far as he got before Blair interrupted him.
“This changes nothing, Chuck. I’m still going to stay with Nate. What I feel for u is fifty times meer than anything I’ve ever felt for Nate, but I’m scared. I can’t get hurt anymore, so I’m staying with him.”
Chuck sputtered at her, “That’s bullshit Blair, and u know it. We can make it work.”
She shook her head at him and whispered, “No.”
“You have to decide what’s meer important to u Blair. The image u have so carefully made and protected, and what Nate means to that. of u can choose to be happy for once and be with me. u just admitted that u love me.”
He looked sternly at her face before continuing, “While you’re deciding Blair, let me just give u a little tidbit, I love u back.” And with that he walked away from her.
Blair couldn’t believe what he had just told her. Chuck bas, bass actually was in love with her. Now the vraag was what was going to do about it?
Hours later, Blair was still stuck at a standstill, so she decided to call Serena to get her take on it.
“So Serena, Chuck actually loves me too. What am I supposed to do about it?” Blair asked her.
Serena replied, “Ew, I’m still trying to get over the fact that someone is in love with Chuck Bass. Gross.”
Blair laughed at her, “You’re just bitter about life and love because Dan broke up with u again. For the billionth time, I might add. So, he’s really attracted to this Carr person?”
“Apparently, enough to break up with me.” She stated disgusted with how her life was unfolding.
“I’m sorry S, but back to me. What do u think I should do?” Blair asked her.
“Blair, I can’t believe I’m going to say this but if you’re really in love with Chuck, then go for it.”
“I’m just so scared Serena that I’m going to get hurt. Again. I don’t think I can take anymore.” Blair said.
“It’s up to u B, good luck.” Serena told her.
“Thanks S. I’m sure u and Dan will be back together before the week is out, anyway.”
A couple of days later, Blair had made her decision and decided to pay Nate a visit and tell him the news. She had just got to his house and knocked, but there was no answer. She took out the key that Nate had gegeven her, unlocked the door and went inside to go find him.
As soon as she stepped foot into the living room, she heard heavy panting and gasping. Was he having sex with somebody? She opened the door to the study and there was her boyfriend, furiously pumping into Vanessa on top, boven of the desk.
“What the fuck are u doing, Nate?” Blair asked stunned, although she shouldn’t have been with his track record.
Nate untangled himself from Vanessa and walked over to Blair, while Vanessa struggled to get her clothes on as fast as she could.
Nate grinned cockily at her, “What did u expect, Blair? For me to remain faithful to you, after u specifically told me you’re in love with somebody else?”
“I don’t know what I expected Nate, but if u think I’m heartbroken, think again. I came here to tell u that I want to try and work through our problems. We’ve been together too long for us to throw everything away.”
His face softened, “What about the guy you’re in love with, Blair?”
“I don’t think we can make it work. He’s a playboy and I don’t think he’ll ever commit to me.” She zei softly.
Blair continued, “I know we don’t love each other anymore Nate, but I’m not ready to give up the perks of dating Nate Archibald. We owe it to ourselves, to try and at least make it though senior jaar as a couple. What do u think?”
Nate nodded and said, “Okay, Blair. We can break up after the school jaar is over, it’ll be better that way to. It might not be as hard on our parents if we give them time to adjust to it beforehand.”
Blair thought about he zei and agreed, “Yes. I don’t want to go through the rest of senior jaar with a huge scandal floating around my head, which it would be if we broke up again. Then when school is over and its summer we can break up quietly and no one will know until we’re at college. We’ll be at different colleges anyway, so it makes perfect sense.”
“One condition Blair, we both can sleep with whomever we want. As long as it’s discreet, no one will ever find out.” He zei with a smile.
Blair smiled back at him and said, “That’s one condition I’d be happy to abide by.”
They hugged each other and Blair looked over at Vanessa, who had heard everything. Blair smirked at her and with that she scampered out of Nate’s home, happier then she had been in a long time.
After walking a few blocks, Blair noticed a limo coming up behind her. It was just who she wanted to see, she thought gleefully. Chuck.
She quickly opened the door to his limo and went inside. Blair saw him sitting there, in the plush zitplaats, stoel of the back. This is where it had all started, over a jaar ago. In the back of the limo. She knew this is where she belonged.
So she did the first thing that came to mind. She attacked Chuck. She fastened her lips to his mouth and when his lips breathlessly came apart, she thrust her tongue inside of his mouth. Chuck devoured her mouth, like this was the last time he would see her and he was starving for the taste of her. He flipped Blair over, so he was on top, boven of her and hotly began kissing her neck.
She thread her fingers through his perfectly combed hair and moaned, “I’ve missed you, Chuck.” I need u now.”
Instead of answering her, Chuck kissed his way down her body and crawled between her legs. He kissed the inside of her thighs, and got closer and closer to her center, but laid off prolonging her pleasure. Chuck then looked up at her and duif in and gave her the best orgasm of her life. She screamed so loud when she came, that Chuck thought that all of New York might have heard her. He chuckled to himself, deeply pleased.
After the pleasure that he had just gegeven her, Blair wanted to reciprocate. So she leaned into him and kissed him while putting her hand on his erection, which was ready to burst out of his pants and into her hand.
They were kissing passionately, rubbing up against each other when Chuck tore his mouth away from hers.
He asked her, “You broke up with him, then?”
Blair sighed, “No. Not, exactly.”
“What?” Chuck asked furiously.
She placed her hand on his thigh trying to calm him down before his temper erupted.
“Chuck, we’re going to break up in six months when the school jaar has ended. I just don’t want to go through another scandal, having everyone think Nate cheated on me again. It’s too embarrassing.”
“Ok, I can see your point. Did u tell him about us at least?” Chuck asked calmly.
Blair shook her head no, “I can’t. I think it would just be best if we waited to tell him. He’s going to be furious.”
“Blair, I’m not going to be with u until u tell Nathineal.” Chuck told her.
“I’m not going to tell him yet, Chuck.” She zei stubbornly.
He was just as stubborn as she was.
“Then u will never have me, Blair.”
“I’ll break u down Chuck, until u give in to me.”
“I don’t think so.”
“No, u won’t.”
“We’ll see then, won’t we?”
Blair smiled at him and gave Chuck a kiss on the cheek as she exited the limo. She was bubbling with happiness on this inside. This is what they lived for. The game. The game made everything so much meer exciting.
Blair had a plan and she was getting ready to set it into motion. The seduce Chuck bas, bass and win plan.
To Be Continued…