A/N:It's been FOREVER since I've updated this fic!!LOL!!Anyway...hope u like it!!!!
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Blair put a hand on her hip, studying herself in the vanity mirror, trying to focus on the task at hand. The dress didn't look like it fit her properly. It was too tight around the waist. She had told Serena that in the dressing room earlier that day, but she convinced her to buy it. Oh, well. At least the color was in season. This was the first dag she spent out in weeks, and it was supposed to be a good thing. A celebratory thing. She was living her life again, having...

The sun was washing the sky at this time.

She wasn't under covers, didn't change her clothes from last night and hadn't showered. She can't. Seeing herself, walking, counting the breaths it was too much to try and handle.

So instead of ridding herself of him, she soaked in what he was. She felt like absolutely nothing, like doing nothing what-so-ever. Too bad life doesn't feel the same way.

Instead the sun rises every morning, the moon sets every night and people breathe everyday.

Not even for a Waldorf does the world stop.

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After hours of staring at the ceiling and analyzing every crevice of...