When House left Cuddy’s office it was about lunch time, so he went to pick his friend, who have to pay for his food.
He entered Wilson’s office without knocking as usual, but now, he didn’t screamed, he was quiet. He just sit in the chair face to Wilson and waited until his friend will finish his jobs.
“- u so quiet today, something wrong? Don’t think that I am complaining”, he was just looking to House, he never been quiet of speechless, Wilson was keeping his pen in hand , ready to sign his last paper until lunch, but he thought that wasting time could torture House, to say , what made him such as quiet. “- I’m ok, just waiting until we could go to lunch”, House give him quick look, and start staring trough window again, “- When I’m detain you, u are angry, when I’m quiet u still angry”, he zei couldn’t handle Wilson’s scary staring at him. “- Just, u always detaining me, I’m interesting what made u changed.”,
Wilson signed his last file and was ready to go, but he was still sitting in his chair , waiting for answer. House could feel his eyes on his forehead, his questioning look, his caring face, Wilson’s cancer face.
House took deep breath, he was still watching trough window, but like he wasn’t seeing anything, thinking about other things, staring in one spot.
“- I helped for Cuddy, and now she want us to be friends”, it doesn’t sound like he cares, meer likely that he just wanted for Wilson stop asking and go to lunch. But his friend know , that he cares of Cuddy, and it’s doesn’t matter what it is about, if it touching Cuddy, he would be always care, it always mean something more.
“- And off course u doesn’t want to be just friends. But I’m sure u didn’t zei that to her.”, he said, like always, with some care and disappointment, he was looking at him searching for some reaction, for some feelings.
“- I said, that I’m kind ok to be friends”, he felt angry looks at him, “- What I supposed to do, she was scared that I would start seducing her, when she is not ready after broke up with Lucas...”, he was watching at his hands, when he remembered that Wilson doesn’t know about Lucas.
“- She broke up with Lucas?... when that happened ...?... And how do u know, she told you?”, when House turned to Wilson, he saw his surprised and questioning look, House couldn’t zei is he was happy of just shocked, but I guess, he supposed to be happy about his friend.
“- Yesterday,..it’s kind shocking story, so I think she would like to keep it in secret”, he zei with lovely face, and caring voice, expecting for understanding. “- And u won’t tell me...?”, he felt kind shocked, they both talking about everything, they are best friends. “- Sorry, but it’s not what people telling for everybody, I think she trust me, and I don’t want to ruined that”, it sound like he really care, who knew, maybe he is not so insensitive and inhuman, how everybody think .
“- Can we go for a lunch now?”, he zei when Wilson nodded .
“- So...what would u do about your friendship with Cuddy?”, Wilson asked when they already get sit to tafel, tabel to eat their lunches. House was very angry, so he was eating his Stake thinking just about his food, not hearing what keeping attention at Wilson.
“- House...? Don’t pretend that u can’t hear me. u zei u are capable to do few jobs in same time.”, Wilson was eating his lunch, waiting for answer, but still staying focus at House.
“- I don’t know. I won’t change, so if just she is ok to have friend like me, when I guess it’s not so bad”, Wilson stopped eating staring at his friend with surprising look. “- And u are ok to be just friends, u won’t try to get her?”, it doesn’t sound like him, it’s no way, that House could agree to be vrienden with her. “- Do I have any choice? She zei clearly that there is no us, so I left just to ways, of be just co-workers, of be friends.” He zei with sad voice and continued his lunch trying to stop thinking about it.
They was continuing their lunch when Cuddy came to cafeteria, they both noticed her, but didn’t zei anything. Just after few minuten they noticed that Cuddy was standing with food looking for place to sit, it was full everywhere. “- Hey... Cuddy...come here..”, Wilson called her, and then noticed House’s angry look, “- u said, u are vrienden now, and she need place to sit..”, House wanted to say something , but it was just too late, she was too close.
“- Hey, thank you, it’s so many people today.”, she get sit door Wilson, and smiled for both of them. She was friend with James for a long time, but to be friend with House , it was new, it was awkward.
House felt awkward too, he wanted to run away, but he just couldn’t left his lunch, so he just continued eating avoiding her eyes. She was start eating her salads so she doesn’t had to talk , she tried to smile for both of them, but atmosphere wasn’t very warm.
“- So, Lisa, how is Rachel...?”, he asked when he finished eating. He wanted to ask about Lucas, but if House zei truth it won’t be comfortable for her, maybe one dag she will tell him door herself.
“- She is great, thanks...she is growing very fast..”, she smiled and continued eating. There was no reason to feel uncomfortable, but she wanted to rush, maybe it’s because Lucas, maybe she wasn’t ready to eat lunch with House, but she needed time.
House take a quick look at her, he has happy about Cuddy’s baby, about her happiness, but deep in hart-, hart he doesn’t wanted to see her being happy, he wanted to think that her life is not full happy without him, like he felt. Now she was his friend, nothing more, but and nothing less.
“- Good to know, I’m happy for you..”, he zei that, House zei that for Cuddy. It sound just like when she tried to adopt Joy. He is not like others, he is not capable to express his feelings, maybe he doesn’t have those feelings, maybe he doesn’t know what he is feeling.
He zei that, stood up and left, he had to came back to work, he couldn’t sit there anymore, he couldn’t look at her eyes. He is House and she is Cuddy.
Cuddy and Wilson were surprised what he zei and that he left, he is trying to become her friend, and vrienden are happy about their vrienden happiness.
Wilson was watching at Lisa, waiting for reaction, feelings expression, but she was avoiding his eyes, Wilson knew that there always will be something between her and House. She knew that one look, one word, one touch , and Wilson will understand that is not too late, he will start to convince House to try again, to say her truth. She is tired of that, maybe is just too late, too much pain, too much words, of too less.
“- That sound nice..”, she zei thinking about House’s words, she get smiled and looking just at her plate she finished eating. “- Thank u for company, see u later..”, she give him quick, friendly look and left. She felt stressful, simple lunch, no bad words, no bad looks, nothing wrong, and still enough what to think about, to be nervous.
Everyone came back to work. House came back to his team, to finish their case, Wilson went to do his practise, and Cuddy came back to her files and documents.
It was like usually dag again.
Usually, cause everyday House and Cuddy are having stress like this, everyday they both rethinking about each other, about every possibilities, about their feelings, are they exist, are they real. Every dag they both arguing, flirting, fighting, talking, avoiding each other, well maybe House more.
Lisa is avoiding her minds about him, minds about feelings, relationship, now she could think just about friendship between them, she always felt needful of being close, being meer than friends. Maybe it cause they know each other about 20 years, it’s just no way, that after 20 years of playing u have nothing meer than co-workers relationship.
But now Cuddy is just waiting nothing meer but for House to become as much human as possible and become friends, cause she doesn’t think anymore that she could offer more.
Rest of the dag Cuddy was working her job as usual, files, documents, administrator things. She is strong woman so working she doesn’t think about her bad personal life, she could forget Lucas, to forget House is not so easy, cause he works there in the same hospital, but she was capable to lock her minds and feelings, when she is very busy, and when she doesn’t seeing him for a very long time.
About 5pm House entered Lisa’s office, he was like always rushing, walked without knocking, but today was different, he was much quitter, maybe he wanted to be meer friendly she thought when he get smiled half lips.
“- Hey, I need some your signs, to close the case. I did it again, tomorrow patient is going home.”, he was standing half smiling, waiting for her agree.
Her phone start ringing, but about minuut she was staring at his smiling face in shocked, not noticing ringing. She was surprised about his patience, about his smile, he never smile, not without very serious reason, and he had cute smile. They was looking at each other until House shacked his head to phone side, and just when she noticed phone ringing and picked up.
“- Lisa Cuddy, ..yes, hallo Pam, ....yeah...really???...yeah...yes, off course, yeah, yeah...ok I will be right there...”, without looking at House she finished talking and took files to sign where he asked to.
“- Is...something happened..?”, he was standing misunderstanding watching at her packing her staff. He was hoping to have a nice conversation, if they are vrienden now, he wanted to use it as much as it possible.
“- Sorry House, I have to go, my baby sitter can’t stay any longer, and how u know I doesn’t have Lucas anymore for care of Rachel”, she finished packing suitcase and started wearing on her coat, when she noticed House’s confused face look, it seemed like she ruined his plans.
“- Oh..you know volgende time u could use your vrienden for that, Wilson...or me”, that seconde she just get frozen.
“- Y O U ...?”, she was totally shocked, does House want to care of kid? Is sound like mirage, dream, unbelievable...
“- Well..yeah... I doesn’t have many friends, but they are doing that...helping each other....”, his voice sound confuse, but not because he doesn’t think that, but cause her reaction. She wanted to be friends, so it’s time now to start acting like that.
“- Thank you..”, she came closer, “- it’s so nice...you are good friend Greg..”, she kissed him to cheek and left. It was quick and soft kiss, friendly one, but it felt nice. He was standing, watching her leaving, with wide smile, she called him in his first name, and give kiss to cheek, suddenly he felt happy, even blest.
He entered Wilson’s office without knocking as usual, but now, he didn’t screamed, he was quiet. He just sit in the chair face to Wilson and waited until his friend will finish his jobs.
“- u so quiet today, something wrong? Don’t think that I am complaining”, he was just looking to House, he never been quiet of speechless, Wilson was keeping his pen in hand , ready to sign his last paper until lunch, but he thought that wasting time could torture House, to say , what made him such as quiet. “- I’m ok, just waiting until we could go to lunch”, House give him quick look, and start staring trough window again, “- When I’m detain you, u are angry, when I’m quiet u still angry”, he zei couldn’t handle Wilson’s scary staring at him. “- Just, u always detaining me, I’m interesting what made u changed.”,
Wilson signed his last file and was ready to go, but he was still sitting in his chair , waiting for answer. House could feel his eyes on his forehead, his questioning look, his caring face, Wilson’s cancer face.
House took deep breath, he was still watching trough window, but like he wasn’t seeing anything, thinking about other things, staring in one spot.
“- I helped for Cuddy, and now she want us to be friends”, it doesn’t sound like he cares, meer likely that he just wanted for Wilson stop asking and go to lunch. But his friend know , that he cares of Cuddy, and it’s doesn’t matter what it is about, if it touching Cuddy, he would be always care, it always mean something more.
“- And off course u doesn’t want to be just friends. But I’m sure u didn’t zei that to her.”, he said, like always, with some care and disappointment, he was looking at him searching for some reaction, for some feelings.
“- I said, that I’m kind ok to be friends”, he felt angry looks at him, “- What I supposed to do, she was scared that I would start seducing her, when she is not ready after broke up with Lucas...”, he was watching at his hands, when he remembered that Wilson doesn’t know about Lucas.
“- She broke up with Lucas?... when that happened ...?... And how do u know, she told you?”, when House turned to Wilson, he saw his surprised and questioning look, House couldn’t zei is he was happy of just shocked, but I guess, he supposed to be happy about his friend.
“- Yesterday,..it’s kind shocking story, so I think she would like to keep it in secret”, he zei with lovely face, and caring voice, expecting for understanding. “- And u won’t tell me...?”, he felt kind shocked, they both talking about everything, they are best friends. “- Sorry, but it’s not what people telling for everybody, I think she trust me, and I don’t want to ruined that”, it sound like he really care, who knew, maybe he is not so insensitive and inhuman, how everybody think .
“- Can we go for a lunch now?”, he zei when Wilson nodded .
“- So...what would u do about your friendship with Cuddy?”, Wilson asked when they already get sit to tafel, tabel to eat their lunches. House was very angry, so he was eating his Stake thinking just about his food, not hearing what keeping attention at Wilson.
“- House...? Don’t pretend that u can’t hear me. u zei u are capable to do few jobs in same time.”, Wilson was eating his lunch, waiting for answer, but still staying focus at House.
“- I don’t know. I won’t change, so if just she is ok to have friend like me, when I guess it’s not so bad”, Wilson stopped eating staring at his friend with surprising look. “- And u are ok to be just friends, u won’t try to get her?”, it doesn’t sound like him, it’s no way, that House could agree to be vrienden with her. “- Do I have any choice? She zei clearly that there is no us, so I left just to ways, of be just co-workers, of be friends.” He zei with sad voice and continued his lunch trying to stop thinking about it.
They was continuing their lunch when Cuddy came to cafeteria, they both noticed her, but didn’t zei anything. Just after few minuten they noticed that Cuddy was standing with food looking for place to sit, it was full everywhere. “- Hey... Cuddy...come here..”, Wilson called her, and then noticed House’s angry look, “- u said, u are vrienden now, and she need place to sit..”, House wanted to say something , but it was just too late, she was too close.
“- Hey, thank you, it’s so many people today.”, she get sit door Wilson, and smiled for both of them. She was friend with James for a long time, but to be friend with House , it was new, it was awkward.
House felt awkward too, he wanted to run away, but he just couldn’t left his lunch, so he just continued eating avoiding her eyes. She was start eating her salads so she doesn’t had to talk , she tried to smile for both of them, but atmosphere wasn’t very warm.
“- So, Lisa, how is Rachel...?”, he asked when he finished eating. He wanted to ask about Lucas, but if House zei truth it won’t be comfortable for her, maybe one dag she will tell him door herself.
“- She is great, thanks...she is growing very fast..”, she smiled and continued eating. There was no reason to feel uncomfortable, but she wanted to rush, maybe it’s because Lucas, maybe she wasn’t ready to eat lunch with House, but she needed time.
House take a quick look at her, he has happy about Cuddy’s baby, about her happiness, but deep in hart-, hart he doesn’t wanted to see her being happy, he wanted to think that her life is not full happy without him, like he felt. Now she was his friend, nothing more, but and nothing less.
“- Good to know, I’m happy for you..”, he zei that, House zei that for Cuddy. It sound just like when she tried to adopt Joy. He is not like others, he is not capable to express his feelings, maybe he doesn’t have those feelings, maybe he doesn’t know what he is feeling.
He zei that, stood up and left, he had to came back to work, he couldn’t sit there anymore, he couldn’t look at her eyes. He is House and she is Cuddy.
Cuddy and Wilson were surprised what he zei and that he left, he is trying to become her friend, and vrienden are happy about their vrienden happiness.
Wilson was watching at Lisa, waiting for reaction, feelings expression, but she was avoiding his eyes, Wilson knew that there always will be something between her and House. She knew that one look, one word, one touch , and Wilson will understand that is not too late, he will start to convince House to try again, to say her truth. She is tired of that, maybe is just too late, too much pain, too much words, of too less.
“- That sound nice..”, she zei thinking about House’s words, she get smiled and looking just at her plate she finished eating. “- Thank u for company, see u later..”, she give him quick, friendly look and left. She felt stressful, simple lunch, no bad words, no bad looks, nothing wrong, and still enough what to think about, to be nervous.
Everyone came back to work. House came back to his team, to finish their case, Wilson went to do his practise, and Cuddy came back to her files and documents.
It was like usually dag again.
Usually, cause everyday House and Cuddy are having stress like this, everyday they both rethinking about each other, about every possibilities, about their feelings, are they exist, are they real. Every dag they both arguing, flirting, fighting, talking, avoiding each other, well maybe House more.
Lisa is avoiding her minds about him, minds about feelings, relationship, now she could think just about friendship between them, she always felt needful of being close, being meer than friends. Maybe it cause they know each other about 20 years, it’s just no way, that after 20 years of playing u have nothing meer than co-workers relationship.
But now Cuddy is just waiting nothing meer but for House to become as much human as possible and become friends, cause she doesn’t think anymore that she could offer more.
Rest of the dag Cuddy was working her job as usual, files, documents, administrator things. She is strong woman so working she doesn’t think about her bad personal life, she could forget Lucas, to forget House is not so easy, cause he works there in the same hospital, but she was capable to lock her minds and feelings, when she is very busy, and when she doesn’t seeing him for a very long time.
About 5pm House entered Lisa’s office, he was like always rushing, walked without knocking, but today was different, he was much quitter, maybe he wanted to be meer friendly she thought when he get smiled half lips.
“- Hey, I need some your signs, to close the case. I did it again, tomorrow patient is going home.”, he was standing half smiling, waiting for her agree.
Her phone start ringing, but about minuut she was staring at his smiling face in shocked, not noticing ringing. She was surprised about his patience, about his smile, he never smile, not without very serious reason, and he had cute smile. They was looking at each other until House shacked his head to phone side, and just when she noticed phone ringing and picked up.
“- Lisa Cuddy, ..yes, hallo Pam, ....yeah...really???...yeah...yes, off course, yeah, yeah...ok I will be right there...”, without looking at House she finished talking and took files to sign where he asked to.
“- Is...something happened..?”, he was standing misunderstanding watching at her packing her staff. He was hoping to have a nice conversation, if they are vrienden now, he wanted to use it as much as it possible.
“- Sorry House, I have to go, my baby sitter can’t stay any longer, and how u know I doesn’t have Lucas anymore for care of Rachel”, she finished packing suitcase and started wearing on her coat, when she noticed House’s confused face look, it seemed like she ruined his plans.
“- Oh..you know volgende time u could use your vrienden for that, Wilson...or me”, that seconde she just get frozen.
“- Y O U ...?”, she was totally shocked, does House want to care of kid? Is sound like mirage, dream, unbelievable...
“- Well..yeah... I doesn’t have many friends, but they are doing that...helping each other....”, his voice sound confuse, but not because he doesn’t think that, but cause her reaction. She wanted to be friends, so it’s time now to start acting like that.
“- Thank you..”, she came closer, “- it’s so nice...you are good friend Greg..”, she kissed him to cheek and left. It was quick and soft kiss, friendly one, but it felt nice. He was standing, watching her leaving, with wide smile, she called him in his first name, and give kiss to cheek, suddenly he felt happy, even blest.