Cuddy opened her eyes slowly, “- Hey..”, she zei with very lovely voice cutely smiling at him. “- Sorry sleeping beauty, but I doesn’t have any good news yet..”, OMG she wasn’t dreaming anymore, he was real, and she get smiled at him so lovely. She shaked her head with little shame, now she realised that is different now, she was sitting in chair volgende to bed, where she took a nap, and he was standing in down of the bed with his cane, not smiling, his face was serious, he was thinking about case. In room was much lighter than in dream, now in room corner was lightening small lamp, and she almost could clearly see his face.
Now she remembered what he said, and nothing become important, Rachel was still sick, and even House doesn’t know how to help her. She trusted him, she knew that he will find then answer, but u just can’t stop worrying.
“-You should go home...don’t worry I won’t hurt her, I just need to get think...”, he felt weird in room with her and her daughter , and even scared, what if he couldn’t help her, everything would change, if he won’t help her, and she die...everything between him and Cuddy would change, and I guess to bad side.
“- I know..”, he quickly turned at her, is she really trust him, he is not so bad that he would like to hurt her kid, but he was House, he wasn’t sure that she could leave him alone with her baby.
“- Cuddy...I need to zoek for toxins at your house...”, she get surprised and for a moment she was just staring at him questioning, “-And u are asking for my permeation..? Few years geleden u didn’t bothered to do that..”, she could still remember that case about boy who was working on her roof.
“- Well I just doesn’t want to lose tooth if Lucas would found me breaking in....and I need answer as soon as possible and it’s late...”, she felt kind silly that she forget that, but still it was nice, that he asked.
“- Well, if u think that u could found something, then do whatever u need.”, he just nodded, she couldn’t see his reaction, of maybe he wasn’t reacted any, but she kind felt that he was thankful.
volgende minuut he start limping out of room when she stopped him, “- Are u going there now?”, she didn’t know what to think, is he is going there door himself, she was sure that he would ask to do it for his team, and he could page them, of call. And she was kind thinking that his team is searching now, of already did it.
“- I told u that I need answer as soon as possible,...or I could call my team if u are scaring of me doing that...”, he felt weird speaking like that, maybe for real, his team should do it.
“- No...it’s ok...then I’m going with you...”, she start standing when she noticed his look, he think that she doesn’t trust him, she get smiled, “-I thought u could drive me home, I need to get sleep.....and I’m without car today...”, she wasn’t sure does she should tell him about Lucas trip. But House just nodded, he didn’t asked her why she is without car today.
Cuddy give Rachel kiss to forehead, she felt that she have a fever, but she hopped that House knew it, so she didn’t zei anything.
She went to her office to take her coat, and he went to his office to take his stuff. When after few minuten they met door hospital front door she couldn’t stop smiling, it was so weird. Later she start meer worried, cause didn’t bothered to ask for car, now they are two, and he is planning to drive with his motorcycle.
“- Why u couldn’t ask for a car...?”, she wasn’t angry, but not happy too. “-It’s much faster, and it’s cool, don’t worry that would be fun”, he get smiled with his weird smile, He was dreaming to get drive together on his bike since Michigan, when he was still driving with his first one.
She noticed his enthusiasm but she didn’t have any choice. He give her his helm and they both get sit on bike, there was not many place, but she tried to sit as far as possible. When they start riding she was holding not very tight, and seemed that he doesn’t care, she could fall down. But in parking end he start riding faster and she get sit closer, holding much tighter, I guess he provide it.
He was riding well, very fast but still perfectly fitting between cars. Wind was blowing very fast door her sides, but warm from House still kept her warm and even comfortable, he was riding faster and faster, and she was holding tighter and tighter, sitting closer and closer. They both felt pleasure sitting so close, feeling each other, her hand on his waist, head on his back, leg door leg. It was sexy.
All time she was with closed eyes, she was scared to look around when they was driving, cause they drove very fast. So she didn’t noticed how quickly they reached her home, she just felt that they start driving not so fast, she opened her eyes and motorcycle stopped door her home.
She get stand first, he was still sitting on motorcycle and watched at her when she take off his helm and shook her head to relieve her hair. He couldn’t take his eyes off her, shaking her head she looked sexy. Suddenly she noticed his look and he bend his eyes down.
“- See, I drove u quick but safe”, he smiled half lips, take stand and followed after her to her home.
“- But I still won’t drive with u again”, she zei not looking at him.
She couldn’t saw is House upset that they won’t drive again, but he was happy that they drove at least once. She enjoyed driving, she love fast, when u can feel wind blowing, and drive with him was so good.
“- Would u like thee of coffee ?”, she asked when they get inside, she turn on the light and went to kitchen, he didn’t followed her, it’s better he would start searching for toxins and others.
“- I came there to work....and we are not friends, so Lucas could be not so happy about it.”, she start smiling but he couldn’t saw her. “- I just wanted to be polite, and I was thinking to make a thee for myself”, she came to living room, where he already start searching. “- Have u found something yet ?”, he looked busy. He didn’t zei anything, just shook his head not looking at her, it seemed he is avoiding her. Probably he is not feeling so comfortable in her home, I guess cause Lucas. “- I’ll be in kitchen, so if u would like thee let me know.”, she left without his answer, she knew that he is little bit speechless with her, in her home, working.
After few minuten she was sitting door tafel, tabel drinking thee and reading news papers, when he came. “- I just came to do research..”, he start opening drawers. “- I know, do your work, but I made thee for u anyway.”, she smiled for him, and he smiled back half lips.
After few minuten searching he get sit door the tafel, tabel face to her. “- I’m done there, it’s left her room, and u would have to zoek your bedroom door your own”, he took some sip of tea. “- Her room is clean, me and nanny’s very caring of Rachel’s health. And u could zoek my room and bathroom door yourself, Lucas is not there. Business trip.”, she noticed how changed his face after her words.
He was scared to meet Lucas, scared to be at her home, when Lucas could see him, could wake up, of came back from work.
They was looking at each other so he couldn’t smile, but in inside he felt happy, they are alone at her home, no Lucas. Sure he have to forget her, should stop flirting of hopping for something, but he just couldn’t.
He just nodded, hiding his minds, he took some sips of thee meer and stood up, “- I will check bathroom then”. He was leaving the room, when he turned around on doorframe, “-Thanks for tea, it was delicious”, he left and she start smiling, be start felting much free now. She start worrying, maybe now he could start acting different when they are alone, maybe it’s not so bad, he still know that Lucas exist.
Later she came to see how he is working, when she enter the room he was busy, so he didn’t noticed her. He was busy, it fit to him, working he looked so smart and handsome, she loved watching at him so when he turned at her she get blushed. “- I just came to spy, was scared that u could start searching in my under wear drawers.”, she smiled half lips, “- Don’t worry I won’t tell Lucas about your secret little friend”, she get shocked but smiled, he smiled back, “- Trying to trick me..? I’m not doing that anymore, I grow up.”, he zei with serious voice now, make her to believe.
She just nodded, she was happy that he stopped acting childish, but little bit disappointed. She felt sweeten when he was stealing her panties long time ago, spying her, and all other way shoving his interests in her. And now he stopped doing that, now she was with Lucas, and He have to forger her, she can’t flirt with him anymore, so he stopped, and she miss it. And it’s nothing wrong to miss it, she loved to get some attention.
He finished his research in her bedroom and bathroom, it’s done, so it’s time him to leave. He doesn’t wanted to leave, she doesn’t wanted him to leave, she doesn’t wanted to release him, but she doesn’t have any choice. She already made her choice, she choose Lucas, and now she must to suffer of her decision.
“- Well I’m done..”, he start moving to doors, she was following him thinking what would made him to stay longer. He stopped door front doors doesn’t wanted to open, “-I should leave...you staying there...alone?”, she get nervous, what she should say, “- I’m big girl House..”, he nodded, he wanted to stay, he wanted her to ask him to stay, “- u sure? Now u are upset about Rachel, maybe u shouldn’t be alone..”, she was looking into his blue eyes. Is he want to stay? What she should say, she can’t ask, she is with Lucas. He have to understand that she can’t ask, he have to understand and forgive, she want to ask but she can’t.
But he doesn’t know that she want, he doesn’t know how stressful she is feeling right now.
“- u need to came back to work, u have to take care of Rachel”. After her words he opened the door and she just froze, she made him to leave, but she doesn’t want him to leave. She was right, he have to leave, there is and meer other doctors, but he is the best, he is the one who could help for Rachel.
He opened the door, but he still was waiting, they both doesn’t wanted him to leave. They was looking at each other, eyes to eyes. “- Thank you...”, she zei very silently.
She start breathing deeply, stood up on her tip toes and hugged him, he quickly hugged her back. It felt good, comfortable. Hug was soft and warm, they both enjoyed it, they was like resting in each other arms. With this hug she wanted to thank him for helping Rachel, for being helpful. They both knew it, but they both felted and much more.
When they stopped hug she blushed looking at him, it felt different looking at each other, something changed, they felt meer comfortable with each other, felt close.
“- Get some sleep, everything will be ok”, it sound weird, but she needed those words, he will take care of Rachel, but those words mean something more, about them, like everything will be ok between them. Like he was believing in them, like they will be together one day.
She smiled for him and he left, she still wanted him to stay but now she felted not so upset anymore.
Now she remembered what he said, and nothing become important, Rachel was still sick, and even House doesn’t know how to help her. She trusted him, she knew that he will find then answer, but u just can’t stop worrying.
“-You should go home...don’t worry I won’t hurt her, I just need to get think...”, he felt weird in room with her and her daughter , and even scared, what if he couldn’t help her, everything would change, if he won’t help her, and she die...everything between him and Cuddy would change, and I guess to bad side.
“- I know..”, he quickly turned at her, is she really trust him, he is not so bad that he would like to hurt her kid, but he was House, he wasn’t sure that she could leave him alone with her baby.
“- Cuddy...I need to zoek for toxins at your house...”, she get surprised and for a moment she was just staring at him questioning, “-And u are asking for my permeation..? Few years geleden u didn’t bothered to do that..”, she could still remember that case about boy who was working on her roof.
“- Well I just doesn’t want to lose tooth if Lucas would found me breaking in....and I need answer as soon as possible and it’s late...”, she felt kind silly that she forget that, but still it was nice, that he asked.
“- Well, if u think that u could found something, then do whatever u need.”, he just nodded, she couldn’t see his reaction, of maybe he wasn’t reacted any, but she kind felt that he was thankful.
volgende minuut he start limping out of room when she stopped him, “- Are u going there now?”, she didn’t know what to think, is he is going there door himself, she was sure that he would ask to do it for his team, and he could page them, of call. And she was kind thinking that his team is searching now, of already did it.
“- I told u that I need answer as soon as possible,...or I could call my team if u are scaring of me doing that...”, he felt weird speaking like that, maybe for real, his team should do it.
“- No...it’s ok...then I’m going with you...”, she start standing when she noticed his look, he think that she doesn’t trust him, she get smiled, “-I thought u could drive me home, I need to get sleep.....and I’m without car today...”, she wasn’t sure does she should tell him about Lucas trip. But House just nodded, he didn’t asked her why she is without car today.
Cuddy give Rachel kiss to forehead, she felt that she have a fever, but she hopped that House knew it, so she didn’t zei anything.
She went to her office to take her coat, and he went to his office to take his stuff. When after few minuten they met door hospital front door she couldn’t stop smiling, it was so weird. Later she start meer worried, cause didn’t bothered to ask for car, now they are two, and he is planning to drive with his motorcycle.
“- Why u couldn’t ask for a car...?”, she wasn’t angry, but not happy too. “-It’s much faster, and it’s cool, don’t worry that would be fun”, he get smiled with his weird smile, He was dreaming to get drive together on his bike since Michigan, when he was still driving with his first one.
She noticed his enthusiasm but she didn’t have any choice. He give her his helm and they both get sit on bike, there was not many place, but she tried to sit as far as possible. When they start riding she was holding not very tight, and seemed that he doesn’t care, she could fall down. But in parking end he start riding faster and she get sit closer, holding much tighter, I guess he provide it.
He was riding well, very fast but still perfectly fitting between cars. Wind was blowing very fast door her sides, but warm from House still kept her warm and even comfortable, he was riding faster and faster, and she was holding tighter and tighter, sitting closer and closer. They both felt pleasure sitting so close, feeling each other, her hand on his waist, head on his back, leg door leg. It was sexy.
All time she was with closed eyes, she was scared to look around when they was driving, cause they drove very fast. So she didn’t noticed how quickly they reached her home, she just felt that they start driving not so fast, she opened her eyes and motorcycle stopped door her home.
She get stand first, he was still sitting on motorcycle and watched at her when she take off his helm and shook her head to relieve her hair. He couldn’t take his eyes off her, shaking her head she looked sexy. Suddenly she noticed his look and he bend his eyes down.
“- See, I drove u quick but safe”, he smiled half lips, take stand and followed after her to her home.
“- But I still won’t drive with u again”, she zei not looking at him.
She couldn’t saw is House upset that they won’t drive again, but he was happy that they drove at least once. She enjoyed driving, she love fast, when u can feel wind blowing, and drive with him was so good.
“- Would u like thee of coffee ?”, she asked when they get inside, she turn on the light and went to kitchen, he didn’t followed her, it’s better he would start searching for toxins and others.
“- I came there to work....and we are not friends, so Lucas could be not so happy about it.”, she start smiling but he couldn’t saw her. “- I just wanted to be polite, and I was thinking to make a thee for myself”, she came to living room, where he already start searching. “- Have u found something yet ?”, he looked busy. He didn’t zei anything, just shook his head not looking at her, it seemed he is avoiding her. Probably he is not feeling so comfortable in her home, I guess cause Lucas. “- I’ll be in kitchen, so if u would like thee let me know.”, she left without his answer, she knew that he is little bit speechless with her, in her home, working.
After few minuten she was sitting door tafel, tabel drinking thee and reading news papers, when he came. “- I just came to do research..”, he start opening drawers. “- I know, do your work, but I made thee for u anyway.”, she smiled for him, and he smiled back half lips.
After few minuten searching he get sit door the tafel, tabel face to her. “- I’m done there, it’s left her room, and u would have to zoek your bedroom door your own”, he took some sip of tea. “- Her room is clean, me and nanny’s very caring of Rachel’s health. And u could zoek my room and bathroom door yourself, Lucas is not there. Business trip.”, she noticed how changed his face after her words.
He was scared to meet Lucas, scared to be at her home, when Lucas could see him, could wake up, of came back from work.
They was looking at each other so he couldn’t smile, but in inside he felt happy, they are alone at her home, no Lucas. Sure he have to forget her, should stop flirting of hopping for something, but he just couldn’t.
He just nodded, hiding his minds, he took some sips of thee meer and stood up, “- I will check bathroom then”. He was leaving the room, when he turned around on doorframe, “-Thanks for tea, it was delicious”, he left and she start smiling, be start felting much free now. She start worrying, maybe now he could start acting different when they are alone, maybe it’s not so bad, he still know that Lucas exist.
Later she came to see how he is working, when she enter the room he was busy, so he didn’t noticed her. He was busy, it fit to him, working he looked so smart and handsome, she loved watching at him so when he turned at her she get blushed. “- I just came to spy, was scared that u could start searching in my under wear drawers.”, she smiled half lips, “- Don’t worry I won’t tell Lucas about your secret little friend”, she get shocked but smiled, he smiled back, “- Trying to trick me..? I’m not doing that anymore, I grow up.”, he zei with serious voice now, make her to believe.
She just nodded, she was happy that he stopped acting childish, but little bit disappointed. She felt sweeten when he was stealing her panties long time ago, spying her, and all other way shoving his interests in her. And now he stopped doing that, now she was with Lucas, and He have to forger her, she can’t flirt with him anymore, so he stopped, and she miss it. And it’s nothing wrong to miss it, she loved to get some attention.
He finished his research in her bedroom and bathroom, it’s done, so it’s time him to leave. He doesn’t wanted to leave, she doesn’t wanted him to leave, she doesn’t wanted to release him, but she doesn’t have any choice. She already made her choice, she choose Lucas, and now she must to suffer of her decision.
“- Well I’m done..”, he start moving to doors, she was following him thinking what would made him to stay longer. He stopped door front doors doesn’t wanted to open, “-I should leave...you staying there...alone?”, she get nervous, what she should say, “- I’m big girl House..”, he nodded, he wanted to stay, he wanted her to ask him to stay, “- u sure? Now u are upset about Rachel, maybe u shouldn’t be alone..”, she was looking into his blue eyes. Is he want to stay? What she should say, she can’t ask, she is with Lucas. He have to understand that she can’t ask, he have to understand and forgive, she want to ask but she can’t.
But he doesn’t know that she want, he doesn’t know how stressful she is feeling right now.
“- u need to came back to work, u have to take care of Rachel”. After her words he opened the door and she just froze, she made him to leave, but she doesn’t want him to leave. She was right, he have to leave, there is and meer other doctors, but he is the best, he is the one who could help for Rachel.
He opened the door, but he still was waiting, they both doesn’t wanted him to leave. They was looking at each other, eyes to eyes. “- Thank you...”, she zei very silently.
She start breathing deeply, stood up on her tip toes and hugged him, he quickly hugged her back. It felt good, comfortable. Hug was soft and warm, they both enjoyed it, they was like resting in each other arms. With this hug she wanted to thank him for helping Rachel, for being helpful. They both knew it, but they both felted and much more.
When they stopped hug she blushed looking at him, it felt different looking at each other, something changed, they felt meer comfortable with each other, felt close.
“- Get some sleep, everything will be ok”, it sound weird, but she needed those words, he will take care of Rachel, but those words mean something more, about them, like everything will be ok between them. Like he was believing in them, like they will be together one day.
She smiled for him and he left, she still wanted him to stay but now she felted not so upset anymore.
When does Love become something we need, rather than something we want? Love was seen as something special a long time ago. Now Love is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. Love is common currency when u are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older u get. Do we not care about the substance of what Love was and not what it has been made into today door commercialisation from American films and televisie commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience Love for real, can we commentaar and judge others who are in Love. Love means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of Love is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? Love is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.