I promised 2 chaps today so...
I freeze when I turn on the TV, it’s the news. This is so wrong so I call u and then u ask what u mean. How can I tell u this?
“Turn on your TV. Any news that is on and you’ll see it.” I hear u walking in your house and turning on the TV.”
”Oh crap.” I sweep some of my pathetic tears.
“I know.” I desperately zoek for your warmth but you’re not here.
“Can u come over? I think we need to talk about this and see-“
“I will don’t worry” and u hang up the phone. I stare at the TV still not believing my eyes. There’s us. Leaning slowly, almost kissing and the appearance of the interviewer.
“AAAaaargh!” That teef lied to us! I hate her and I hate myself for not stopping u and well I really hate press but I’m so worried about us…
I close my eyes and curl in a ball. I fall asleep.
I slowly open my eyes I don’t know how much time I have been asleep but it can’t be that long. I glance at the clock, wow it was long about an hour. u should have been here and then I didn’t hear the doorbell and so u must have left- wait that’s your hand. I turn my head to the ceiling and I see you. You’re caressing my hair.
“Hey” u smile. And my hart-, hart skips a beat. I smile but then the thought of what happened just an uur geleden freaks me. I sit up in a rush and- Well u just take me door the shoulders andbring me down again.
“If you’re tired u should sleep. It’ already late and I think we both need it.” You’re so calmed down, how can u be that way?
“Hugh I can’t sleep. Didn’t u watch the news?” u nod and I finally handle to sit up.
“I know it’s wrong but we should go to sleep and tomorrow morning we’ll talk about it. I just want to enjoy this moment. u look so beautiful when u sleep.” u caress my cheek. Then u put your arms around me and force me to lean on you.
“So you’re not worried” I say cuddling into you.
“Oh yes I am but it has been a tough day. Especially for you.” u kiss the top, boven of my head.
“You’re way too cheesy, did u know that?”
“Yes. Now sleep” u whisper in my ear. I like the warmth of your arms. I’m so glad you’re here. I close my eyes and I freak out again. What if u leave?
“Stay here, please.” I whisper with all the strength I have left.
“I wasn’t planning other way.” u mumble in my ear and then u cuddle u head volgende to mine. I turn around to see you. Your eyes are closed so I close mine and then we fall asleep together, for the first time. My hart-, hart gets excited and your warmth isn’t soothing it but I don’t mind this is the perfect night.