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"Mary, what happened? Who did this to you? What is going on?" She asked as she re-wet the rag and came back to wipe the bruises that were beginning to form.

"Father slapped me, he doesn't like me anymore. I'm scared, I don't know what is going to happen. I just want things to go back to the way they were before. Why did this have to happen to me?" I sobbed as I turned my head into her shoulder and cried as hard as I could.

I guess I knew then that something was changing and that things could never go back to the way they were before.

I should stop here for tonight, I need to sleep some of they...
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posted by just_bella
Last time:

"I guess it's time to head back, I need to explain what I learned to everyone else, and I really want to read more." I admitted

He nodded and stood volgende to me wrapping one arm around my shoulders.

"Anytime u want to get it off your chest just let me know and we can go out to eat." He smiled as he zei the last line.

I put my head on his arm and nodded up at him.

"Thank u for everything Edward, u know I mean that with all I am." I thought as we began walking to the edge of the woods.
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We ran all the way back to the house, Edward...
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LAST TIME:

I apologized to everyone and explained that Edward and I were going to go hunting. I had to tell Jasper that I would be back, and that I just needed to get away from the house for a while. He didn't want to let me go, but knew that this is what I needed right now. He sent a wave of love flowing over me, I smiled up at him and kissed his hand as I walked over to the doors.

"Don't worry, I will explain what I read as soon as I have time to process it all." I zei to my loving family as I turned and ran out the back door looking back up at the bibliotheek where the book sat, wanting to...
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posted by just_bella
Quick refresher:

I need to go now, the lights are coming back on. I will try hiding my book better this time so that no one will find it and take it away. I need this, this is my only lifeline right now."

The last paragraph was slightly smudged, I ran my finger over the spot when I realized what would have made the ink run. I sat there staring at the tear marks realizing that my hart-, hart was breaking twice. Once when I wrote it, and now as I was learning about the way that my own father felt about me.

I closed the book putting it on Jazz's desk, and turned my head so that it was in his shoulder....
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posted by just_bella
It seems like a few of u enjoy this as much as I do, here is a recap of the last entry and the next. I went a bit overboard this time, sorry it's a bit long. Enjoy :)
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***RECAP***

"We will discuss this later, when your father gets home." She zei as she took Cynthia back into the house, looking back over her shoulders once to make sure that I was still there.

I knew that once father got home, everything would change. I knew that he thought that anyone who acted the least bit strange was cause for worry. I decided at that point that I wasn't...
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posted by just_bella
I've spent a few days trying to figure out where I wanted this to go, I hope this works.

"I agree Alice, just remember that this can not change who u are now, unless u allow it. Call if u need us." Carlisle zei as he touched my head and walked out the door.

"I'm scared Jazz." I whispered as I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"We will do this together love, unless u want to be alone." He zei as he gave me options that he knew I would not take.

"Please stay." I zei as I took the book in my hands and opened the journal.

The first entry was short, but what was strange about it, was that...
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posted by just_bella
Here's the seconde part of the Alice's Journal idea. I really like this one and hope u do too.

I got out of the car and thought to my self: "Edward, I know u can hear me. There is something strange going on. I got a journal in the mail, and the only address on the whole thing is from Mississippi. I need u and Carlisle to meet us in the study please." I knew that no matter where he was in the house that Edward would hear me and would be getting Carlisle to kom bij him in the study.

I walked in the house, dropped the rest of the mail on the stand beside the door and headed up to the 3rd floor...
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posted by just_bella
This takes place after Twilight, when Alice found out some of what happened in her past, of at least what I would like to think:

It was just like any other Saturday in the town of Forks, Washington. Every weekend someone from our family would have to drive the 140 miles to Seattle to get our mail. Now I know it seems a bit strange for a family of vampires to be getting mail, but we still have bills, magazine subscriptions, and miscellaneous mail that we get once weekly.

Unfortunately this time it was Jasper and my
turn, not that it took us the 6 hours (3 hours up and 3 hours back) that it took...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 31

"We must leave and sooner rather then later." Edward zei as he started shifting his weight between his legs.

"I'm so sorry Ben, I would love to give u meer antwoorden but they are right. We need to be going. Please don't tell anyone u saw us, that would only cause meer problems." I pleaded.

"We will talk it all out." Aaron zei as he smiled up at him.

"So we won't see each other?" Ben zei quietly.

"No..I'm sorry. We are moving tomorrow, I just wanted to...well I'm sorry." I said.

"Oh..well u are alright...you have love." He zei sadly.

"Take care of him please Rose. You...
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posted by just_bella
I FINALLY got them all geplaatst on here...WHOOO that was a lot of work!!

End of Part 30

I looked over at Rosalie and motioned for her to stay where she was. She shook her head no, she was not going to let me go alone...which I understood. I nodded and began climbing down, trying to be as quiet as I could.

I met Rosalie on the ground and grabbed her hand. It may have only been a few minuten but being away from her was uncomfortable, I felt whole with her there volgende to me.

"Fine! I will keep my voice down but someone needs to give me answers...and soon." Ben sneered.

"Stay here for now please. I...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 29

"Aaron...did u see Emmett again?" Father asked as he moved to sit beside him on the tree.

Aaron took a deep breath and looked around at the trees before he could answer. I began to wonder if he saw me because he stopped and stared at my boom for a long time before continuing.

"I thought I did..but I got out here and realized I must have been wrong." He zei sadly.

"Should we go look father?" Ben asked.

"Aaron, it's your call. If u think u saw him, then we will go look and hopefully bring him back home." Father zei sadly.

Aaron thought about it for a seconde before he answered....
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 28

"No. I can't go back, in fact the reason that I came today is that we are leaving the area and I wanted to see everyone before we left. I have realized that it is easier to have everyone think I am dead, since we're leaving and will not be back." I zei as I looked him in the eyes.

"I understand..well most of it I do. I still feel like u are hiding something, and I wish u would trust me enough to tell me." Aaron said.

Suddenly Rosalie and I both heard people coming this way in the woods. A few seconden later we heard someone yelling Aaron's name, apparently he had been gone...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 27

Rosalie smiled her perfect smile, obviously she had heard the whole thing. I didn't like the idea of my brothers wanting her, we were still.....well I wasn't sure what we were but I didn't want her to be with anyone else.

She saw the look on my face change and came over, taking my hand in hers. "It's ok, try to explain it to him as carefully as u can. It'll probably be best not to tell him all the truth." She zei as she went up on her tip toes and kissed me softly.

The kiss started off as a quick kiss, but I wanted more. The one quick kiss was not enough, I wrapped my arms...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 26
Rosalie shook her head as I started to rise again. I was hurting my family, they were hurt because I had to go find the beer alone. Now they all thought I was dead and even though I wasn't I wasn't allowed to have any interaction with them.

"Emmett, I think we should go. This is too much, please come with me." She begged.

I looked down at her, her eyes pleading with me to go with her. She ran her hand up my face, forcing me to focus on her face.

"Please." She asked.

I smiled at her and took one last look at my family. It was the last time I would see them, and I was glad to have...
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posted by just_bella
I could see my brothers Phillip, Michael and John, they were all moving hooi-, hooi from one building to another. I saw my sister Patricia and Carol come out of the house, wringing their hands in their aprons.

I smiled at them all, I didn't realize how much I missed them until I saw their faces. I felt myself starting to stand when I felt two strong hands come down on my shoulders and push me back down.

"Emmett, please remember. They don't know u anymore, u aren't the same person. We can only watch." Carlisle whispered behind me.

I took a deep breath and realized he was right, I couldn't stomp...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 24

I realized at that moment that I was in love with this woman. I had hurt her and her family, yet they all came out to find me and make sure that I was ok and didn't hurt my family. Yet when she saw me she wanted to comfort me and that meant meer then anything in the world.

Our kiss began to get a bit too intense, my hands moving up and down her back as her hands knotted in my overhemd, shirt and held me close to her.

Someone cleared their throat and someone else laughed quietly. I kissed her one meer time before grinning and turning back to the rest of the family.

"Oops." I said.

"That's...
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posted by just_bella
Just wanted to say thank u to everyone who reads these. The commentaren are so much fun to read!!

End of Part 23

"I heard everyone talking about leaving, and I was wondering do u think I could go see my family before we left..if we have to leave?" I asked.

"Emmett, this is the hardest part of being one of us. I'm sorry, u can't go back. Not now...not ever. Unfortunately your family thinks u are dead." He zei quietly.

"They..They think I'm dead?" I whispered.

"Yes, Edward went to them and told them that your body was in town. That u were mauled door a beer and the body had been brought...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 22

Esme put on her jas and handed Rosalie one before turning to face Carlisle and I.

"Now be nice, remember he's new and doesn't fully understand anything yet." She demanded.

Rosalie looked from me to Carlisle and back before coming over and kissing me softly. She then walked back to Esme who was smiling from ear to ear. I heard something about 'perfect' and 'love' but couldn't make out anything else.

I stood there for a few minuten after they left, watching the door. I knew I would be fine without her but I had spent every moment of the last few days with her and for some reason...
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posted by just_bella
End of Part 21

"Why aren't u mad at me, of anyone else? I mean, well when it happened to me I hated the whole family. When u woke up it seemed like u were happy to see me." She wondered.

"I explained that earlier, but, well...I thought u were an angel. I thought I had died and u were there to take me to heaven, and when I woke up and u were still there I realized that I just wanted to be with you. Also, the way that u spoke of Carlisle, and the way he looked I thought maybe he was God and u were an angel. How could I want to leave that?" I asked as I winked at her.

"Interesting....
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posted by just_bella
OK I think I figured out how to make this a bit meer fun, thanks to madz and twilightgglost for the help :).

End of Part 20

When we were all done we all began walking back to town, everyone discussing where we would be going next. I thought this was strange because I thought that they just stayed in one place and lived their lives like normal people.

"Let's go to Alaska." Esme suggested.

"No we were there a few years ago. How about New York?" Rosalie suggested.

"New York could be fun, but too much sun." Carlisle said.

"How about Washington? It's cloudy a lot there I hear, it's suppose to rain...
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