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i read these and loved them!!!

I Love u
by Angel Baby
I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my hart-, hart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let u go
I love u meer than anyone
I just had to let u know
And if u ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for u will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!


When u Love Someone...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
I was soo bored, flicking through the channels was pointles i knew i diddnt want to watch tv anyway. the room was soo quiet, i diddnt like it.
edward had woken me up a little while geleden explaining that his family was going out for about uur and a bit for hunting,so i was home pagina alone with Tanna. i couldn't hear Tanna toon that she was awake, thank god.
i stood up and walked oout the door still wearing yesterdays clothes, now considering that im still human and i still have cravings like one, i went straight to the cupboard, and searched for the first thing that zei PIG OUT! I also wanted to see...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Dear erin.

You are the longest frienship ive ever had, and i love you.
you are my best friend, no other person can beat your record ever.
People say that after school, people grow apart and i know this might sound like a fairytale, and imature to say this and make it out like im proving them worng but we are never going to part.
I can see us, sitting down with our new wooden family tables with a old lady coffees gossiping about neighbours and about ous kids and husbands.
i look vooruit, voorwaarts to them days xD Funny how always talk about how mothers do that and say we wont! but we will.
you have been my...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
This is dedicated to amandamarie33, cause she is soo nice and has zei the nicest stuff. And laura! i miss talking to you!


"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted meer time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 maand old, really gets u up at all hours.
"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do u need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
my thoughts at the moment..

1.
i dont know what people see anymore.
i think meer people decide what it is they really saw, jsut to make them feel better.
Because anything can be anything u want it to be.

2.
i dont think u relize it when your changing, because your always feeling normal, its takes someone to look at you, that someone doesn't have to know you, to tell u your wrong about self.

3.
The biggest mistake u can make it letting someone too close, because like newtons first law, one will continue to do whatever it is doing unless a force interuppts. That force can be anything.

4.
i starting...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
this is placed into the slot of when bella in eclipsed edward to not go fight and to stay EXCEPT I CHANGED A LITTLE MANOR THINGS... hehe


I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
ok... some of the content in this fanfiction, might rattle some very senstive nerves for some, and i sencerily apologise for that.. please. im sorry.

She moved. She played. She is mine. She isnt here yet, but will be soon and will be all mine. I feel her smile, and dreams and laugh. My daughter. How long how i wanted her.
time after time she escaped me, leaving broken. But she forms again. As though she still wants me. Perhaps she isn't escaping but kidnapped instead.
This time, im ready, and shes staying protected and staying with me.
Two days to the date, in which i will see the face of her....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
ESME'S POV!!for something different..

DEDICATED TO JOAN_VRX!!!

watch the television, esme, don't think about it, dont think about edward, oh my edward. darn it. i did again, watch the flowers watch the pretty flowers, ohh WHEN IS HE COMING BACK!
it been three days.
"Esme, clam down, sweetheart" Alice sighed. She knew i was stressed out edward's disappearance. HE diddnt even tell me.. ous.
It had to come from alice.Oh why is my family falling about. Ever since we left forks, its hasnt been the same. It's silence all the TIME! oh how i want darling Bella back, she brighted this family. And with her...
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This is what i would say to my jacob, if i can even say he is mine.


How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my hart-, hart out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, of the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my hart-, hart out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. u wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet u on a saturday, on the first saturday...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
edwards POV

to LAURA!!!! u are one the best ppl i have spoken too. love ya!
omg i gong to cry !!!! i finsished and my computer fucked *accuse me up!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME NOW! START AGAIN!!!!!!!!!


This was all going so fast. i dont know what happeneded what back there, of even what was said, but all i knew was that i was running. running as fast as i could. for Bella.
This was my chance. Over all my years of immortality i learnt many things. that some humans did not. But now all i knew was that i love Bella. And thats all that matters right now will always matter.
I picked up her scent, and run faster....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. u were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out, i diddnt...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
"dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that u were real, that u all were , that he was.
There is evidence that u were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming of not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and u diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, of did i make u up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without u i dont know. But i want to find out. Do u think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
This is for Renesmee_XD u say some wonderful things!

Bella POV

Seth's arms were warm.But the wind was not.
Every wound i have healed, every memory i have layed bricks over jsut came crashing through.
My chest was like it was just as it had when it first occured. The burning, the blisters, the throb, the ache, the peeling.
He was there... extactly the way he had before. He was no dream i relied on, no memory i remembered, no smelled i desired, not a old exists i once loved, but edward. the real edward. the beautiful, protective, amazing edward, the one i have wanted to come back for me. And...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!TWICHING EYES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUMING!!!!!!!!!!!!laslalalaallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllll,. ok, this keeps happening to me. this is chapter 15 TAKE TOO DAMM FLAMIT!!!!! grr
edwards POV!

i wanted to die. i have always to know what death felt like. And this was it. My time had actaully come.And I WAS ready. i knew i wouldnt feel pain. The only pain i could have would be from bella. She was the only thing in all my lifetimes that could hurt me.
And jacob was the one to do it. it felt right. jacob black, desended of the alpha i had meet 70 years ago,...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!

anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!

I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her hart-, hart that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed. I...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
ok start agin!!!!!!!
i lost it!!!!!
freak accident!!!!!!!!!!
so chapter 13 TAKE TWO!

to Migutza2006


edwards POV!

I stood behind the tree. just watching, bella lied streched across the open grass, beleiving i had just left.. again.
Like i could, i dont think i ever could, i dont know how i even did it the first time, and how i kept it up for so long.
i dont know how long forever is, of how long imortal is, but i do know that as long im living it , bella will be in too. wheither under ground, of with me.
i hope.
There was a life in her life now. i little life. but a large part in her life. how could i...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
to my friend Twilight-rox43, she is one hell of a friend!

edwards POV

i stood outside her house for hours. but time never mattered to me , when your immortal
adn when its about bella.
i held her yesterday, i felt her. i had her in my hand, he was the same, jsut a little bit older,matured in the face so beautiful. i wanted to sit there fr the rest of my immortal life with her. i wanted to stare at her eyes, and say im back.
but i knew that i could never have her back. i made that mistake. i only brought about upon myself.
she had a very beautiful baby now, and she was married. to a werewolf....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
to darkfairy97! thank you!


i woke.if u called that sleeping. but i diddnt want to move, i was too shocked to move, like i couldn't, paralized . again.
Jacob zei that he wasn't going to leave the house after last night, had givin up to continuing carrying on about the scent.
i jsut sat back ,and diddnt reply. i couldn't say a word. my face was numb, my whole body was cut off from me.
i knew that me acting this way would give concerns to jacob, but that diddnt matter now. i believe that after seeing Carlisle that Jacob knew who was there last night, but was too afraid of me to ask what happened....
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posted by KatiiCullen94
I couldnt look at jacob, of Tanna in the back seat, i jsut sat adn stared out the passenger window, staring at the green outside, of la push. Jacob had finally finished his rabbit. My truck now sits in the garage, jacob insists that he do some upgrades, and wants to put in a dash bourd, from where .......'s steoro was installed.
I jsut couldnt look at jacob, not after Carlisle,
there was a pregnant silence the whole ride home.
He knew, jacob always knew. And when he knew, i just felt guilty, which seem to be all the time.
There are moments when i think to myself, that maybe it was better that...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
this is the the darling edward-lover456, to who she has zei some very kind things, i thank you.

*beep beep*, Damm alarm clock! it was early 4.00 am, and anytime now Tanna was bounded to be hungry, AKA. crying the house down. and jacob really needs sleep., i sliped of out bed trying not to wake up jacob, only to stand on my clothes from yesterday, that jacob that taken off me that night.
i tugged them on my bare body. i heard a rustle. a movement. a intake of breath.
"Who's there" i whispered, with tremors in my voice,
if ther was someone, which ther proberly want , all just in my head, i would...
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