Love

I know how u feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. u dont want to laugh, because u know it's not going to help, but u dont want to cry, because it will just make u feel worse.

You feel like your hart-, hart is falling appart, but not only that, but u know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. u don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt u so much, then why do u still love them. That's the confusing part, u don't know why,...

I hope u like it! Btw u know how films have theme songs? Well if I could pick two they would be...
Coldplay's Lost
and
The Fray's Enough For Now
You may play them throughout the story as it goes on to many meer chapters.


3 Months later… I will not face anything.

The last dag of school and junior jaar was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my horses and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright...