Michael's Bible Study Notes: Rely on God's Word, not Man's (Part 2) 

The Conspiracy against God is about "The Word", and the profaning of His Holy Name within us. Adam fell in the garden, breaking the direct connection to God. Jesus, the "last Adam" was a quickening Spirit, the Word made Flesh, and the only one with whom we can re-establish our relationship with God. Michael\'s story is still unfolding. He is the one who is, is not. But Jesus is the only name given under heaven by which we must be saved. Many are trying to rewrite HIStory. We were given a help to instruct us. Learn more "here".

Michael Jackson - Rely on God\'s Word, Not Man\'s

Michael Jackson’s Bible Study Notes Part 2

Today I wanted to continue on Michael’s Bible Study notes.  We left off yesterday with “And they have not a clue” and It got too long.

I almost feel like I can’t write about this today, because in all honesty.  I lost my temper this morning when my computer froze up on me.  When you lose your temper, things happen and I really feel like God gets closed off from me when I let my temper get the best of me.  I shut him off and let the heat in, so I have to get back to where I am supposed to be heart and head, so I can feel what I am supposed to write.

Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice.”  I did all these this morning; instead I could have gotten up and walked away.  This is negative energy I cannot afford.  I am supposed to be concentrating on Michael and helping him, NOT letting something as stupid as a frozen browser make me angry.  I can’t fight without God and I won’t have God if I have anger.  It closes off my access to Him.

I definitely want to do this message justice and it takes a lot of cleansing to clear my head and heart after “losing” my temper.  I keep wondering what Jesus would have done (if he had computers back and his day), and to be honest, I have to admit the possibility that he may never have gotten on a computer.  Okay . . . so what would Michael have done? 

Thrown someone else’s cell phone out a hotel window? 

Okay, bad example since that may not have even happened.  Let me think . . . Hmmmm, okay maybe Michael would have said, “smelly-jelly”, got up and put some music on and danced  the aggression out of him, which if it happens again, I think I will do, because Heaven knows I could use the exercise!  So now that I have a plan, let’s move on . . .

I cannot make out the very top line up near the spiral, but right below that, Michael writes “

Imitate Nehemiah”.  Nehemiah, in the old testament was the son of Hachaliah of Judah. He was among the Jews of the exile to Babylon. After the Babylonian empire fell to the Persians.  Source

Jehovah can direct the heart and mind of a king while he is ruling.”

Nehemiah was the royal cup bearer of the palace to King Artaxerxes.  Michael wanted to imitate Nehemiah.  Why?  Michael has a lot of writing on this page, so I am just going to transcribe what he writes for easier reading, then we can look up the verses.  Michael writes:

Nehemiah means Jah\'s comfort (comforted by Jehovah). Nehemiah 1:

  4 (he crosses out 5) how he felt when he heard bad news.  2:4  2:11   2:11-18.  The wall was being rebuilt all the families sisters, brothers, mothers, fathers they all helped in the restoration of the wall.  4: 1-46, 8<- 11, People tried to stop them.  4:14  4:23 They were always alert but they got the wall built.  5:14 – 15, 16-17  Nehemiah was a faithful servant of Jehovah God,  Who set a fine example for us today. 

Following sacred (ancient?  Can’t read this one) traditions can lead you astray.  Mark 7: 1-24  rely only on the word of God not man’s words.”

The Bible verses mentioned here are quite a few.  The first one he cites is Nehemiah 1:4 “When I heard these things, I sat down and wept. For some days I mourned and fasted and prayed before the God of heaven.”

Neh. 2:4 “The king said to me, “What is it you want?”  Then Neh. 2:11 and Neh. 2:11-18 “I went to Jerusalem, and after staying there three days

I set out during the night with a few others. I had not told anyone what my God had put in my heart to do for Jerusalem. There were no mounts with me except the one I was riding on.

By night I went out through the Valley Gate toward the Jackal

Well and the Dung Gate, examining the walls of Jerusalem, which had been broken down, and its gates, which had been destroyed by fire.

Then I moved on toward the Fountain Gate and the King’s Pool, but there was not enough room for my mount to get through;

so I went up the valley by night, examining the wall. Finally, I turned back and reentered through the Valley Gate.

The officials did not know where I had gone or what I was doing, because as yet I had said nothing to the Jews or the priests or nobles or officials or any others who would be doing the work. 

Then I said to them, “You see the trouble we are in: Jerusalem lies in ruins, and its gates have been burned with fire. Come, let us rebuild the wall of Jerusalem, and we will no longer be in disgrace.”

I also told them about the gracious hand of my God on me and what the king had said to me. They replied, “Let us start rebuilding.” So they began this good work.” 

I don’t know why Michael would write this part of the story down but I took note of the fact that Nehemiah went alone to survey the damage, not telling anyone what he was doing.  Why?  Did Nehemiah think someone might try to stop him?  What was it about Nehemiah that Michael wanted to imitate?  Stealthily surveying damage he wanted to get others help in fixing?  Good narrative on Nehemiah’s “sadness of the heart” you can read here.

More passages on Michael’s note, near where Michael writes “people tried to stop them” answers my question.  This is

When Sanballat heard that we were rebuilding the wall, he became angry and was greatly incensed. He ridiculed the Jews,

and in the presence of his associates and the army of Samaria, he said, “What are those feeble Jews doing? Will they restore their wall? Will they offer sacrifices? Will they finish in a day? Can they bring the stones back to life from those heaps of rubble—burned as they are?”

I did not post the whole thing because its 46 verses, but you can get the remainder of the story here.  Source.  This is just to give you an idea of what Michael was reading the hint that people were trying to stop the Jews from rebuilding the wall.  The main theme is not so much the wall, but people trying to stop or interfere with God’s will and Nehemiah’s work in it.  This seems to be the positive reinforcement Michael was looking for in his own work.  Michael wanted to imitate Nehemiah’s faith and dedication to finishing God’s work.

Michael cites verses 8 and 11 in Nehemiah chapter 4 on the resistance. 

They all plotted together to come and fight against Jerusalem and stir up trouble against it.”  And Neh. 4:11 “Also our enemies said, “Before they know it or see us, we will be right there among them and will kill them and put an end to the work.”

Nehemiah 4:14 “After I looked things over, I stood up and said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, “Don’t be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your families, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes.”  and 4:2 “Neither I nor my brothers nor my men nor the guards with me took off our clothes; each had his weapon, even when he went for water.”  Next to Michael’s “stay alert” on the note. Always be awake, always be aware of what your enemy is doing.

Next Michael cites Nehemiah chapter 5. 

Neh. 5: 14-15 “Moreover, from the twentieth year of King Artaxerxes, when I was appointed to be their governor in the land of Judah, until his thirty-second year—twelve years—neither I nor my brothers ate the food allotted to the governor.

But the earlier governors—those preceding me—placed a heavy burden on the people and took forty shekels

of silver from them in addition to food and wine. Their assistants also lorded it over the people. But out of reverence for God I did not act like that

.” Neh. 5: 16-17 “Instead, I devoted myself to the work on this wall. All my men were assembled there for the work; we

.” This was near Michael’s note “Nehemiah was a faithful servant to God who set a fine example for us today.”

Michael’s last note at the bottom of this page, “Following sacred tradition can lead you astray” is separated by citation of Mark 7:1-24.  You can click on that link for the entire passage but I copied the core statement from Jesus here which is

So the Pharisees and teachers of the law asked Jesus, “Why don’t your disciples live according to the tradition of the elders instead of eating their food with defiled hands?”

He replied, “Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you hypocrites; as it is written:

   “‘These people honor me with their lips,

Mark 7:20-23 “He went on: “What comes out of a person is what defiles them.

For it is from within, out of a person’s heart, that evil thoughts come—sexual immorality, theft, murder,

adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly.

All these evils come from inside and defile a person.”

This is very important I believe in understanding the way Michael saw people.  I also think it is important to remember when dealing with certain fan groups on Facebook or Twitter . . . it is actions that are manifested from what is in the heart.  It is by this that you can separate the chaff from the wheat.  Now if you had seen me this morning and my little temper tantrum over a frozen computer, you’d be pointing your fingers at ME!

Flipping over the picture above, we get the rest of Michael’s notes on this page.  I wish I knew approximately when Michael had taken these notes originally.  I am assuming this was before the trial as most pictures of his documents were taken then during one of numerous raids.

On this page, Michael wrote, “The longer that you stay away the more difficult it is to start again.  In preaching the great news of the Kingdom.  Psalms 144:4”

LORD, what are human beings that you care for them,

They are like a breath; their days are like a fleeting shadow.”  I copied verses 3 and 4 for context.  You can read Psalms chapter 144 in its entirety here.

Psalms 144 is David singing/praying about battle and asking God for strength and endurance for battle.  For most of Psalms, David is in the wilderness hiding from Saul, who wants to kill him.  In

verses 5-8 David asks God “Part your heavens, LORD, and come down; touch the mountains, so that they smoke.

Send forth lightning and scatter the enemy; shoot your arrows and rout them.  

Reach down your hand from on high; deliver me and rescue me from the mighty waters, from the hands of foreigners

whose mouths are full of lies, whose right hands are deceitful.”

Michael was, by the looks of these verses, preparing to and praying to God for strength to fight.  He read into and studied the characters of those people in the Bible who were faithful in their callings.

Tomorrow, we are going to go a little deeper into Michael’s gifts and what he learned to as a result of being a vessel for God.  This will amaze you!  This is what was so urgent, that made the elite want to keep Michael from telling you.

Ironically, the same day of Michael’s Memorial, July 7, 2009, Pope Benedict called for a world government on the economy.  Source  Coincidence?

I will leave you with some pictures of other notes Michael left behind.  The song “Be Not Always” is a very spiritual song and reminds me of some of the Psalms that David wrote in the Bible, during his times of anguish over the plight of Israel.

Susie has been in Michael’s past songs, his love interest, or his music, or his music career/label.  Susie in this song was trying to get God’s message out (Michael’s music) and finally succumbed to the neglect of the people she was singing it to.

Michael – on a personal note, I really, REALLY hate this song.  I hate it because I was one of the people that neglected her, and with my childhood, I should have known better.  With the way God has taken care of me, I should have known better.  I know God forgives . . . do you?  I hope so.  Will you forgive me?

“Let the song write itself….let it tell you what to write, to use what melody, let feeling be your guide…as though a prophet writing through the thoughts of God.  His penmanship, God’s thoughts, feel, feel, feel, feel, feel, feel, believe.   The force.  MJ”

“If the World should stop revolving . . .”

Sorry to leave you on a sour note, but this pretty much disgusts me and I have to tell you what is going on in these united states.

Camel torture to make a point.  What was the point?  That teachers unions are about the dumbest, most unproductive, hypocritical and most useless organizations on the face of this earth?

Let’s remind people of the camel’s NATURAL habitat, which is NOT the wind-driven  snow and sub-zero temperatures of the upper mid-west, but THE DESERT.  I wonder what would happen if the Tea Party protesters brought a moose to the desert for a show, only to watch it collapse from heat?

Everyone keep your children home from school . . . across the United States, for a month, and home school them.  Most of us are out of work anyway and judging by our educational standing in the world right now, your children will learn more staying home and watching the History Channel . . . even if History HAS been re-written.

Then . . . stop paying your taxes.  Just shut down the economy since our President seems to want to do that anyway.  Working while STILL not being able to pay your bills or purchase gas to get to work doesn’t make much sense does it? 

The President is not working for you, he is working for Rothschilds.  Why else would he encourage unrest and the destruction of our economy?

Tomorrow prepare to be inspired even more, if that is possible.  You will see exactly why they went after him.  Not just about the catalog, but what he wanted to share with you.

Labels: Bible, Bible study notes, conspiracy, God, God's Word, Jehovah, Michael Jackson, President Obama

F.Y.I.-what is going on in Wisconsin is just to distract and divide American's-behind the scenes-

utilities to be sold to Koch brother's for pennies on the dollar-more control for the elite Linda

Bonnie, you were right when you said to get out the Kleenex for tonight's blog! This series on Michael's Bible notes is first rate, and really gives us an amazing look into the depth of his understanding. Michael didn't just dabble in the Bible. For someone so passionately dedicated to his craft as an artist, you would think he had little time for anything else. It boggles the mind to see how much time Michael devoted to reading and applying the Bible in real life terms. There is no doubt in my mind that Michael's creativity was nourished by his beautiful relationship with God. His faith appears to be the one constant in his life that gave him the guidance and perseverance to push the envelope and achieve greatness. Everything Michael ever created had God's blessing.

In looking back on Michael as a child performer, one is struck by his sense of "awareness" for one so young. Bonnie, you and I have discussed this before as being a special "wisdom" and we see it often during candid moments when Michael is not performing. From the earliest interviews when Michael was about 10, we can see his expression change during silent pauses, as though he has entered another dimension and no one else can share that place. Michael was absorbing God and His energy, and whether he knew it or not as a child, a transformation was taking place that would eventually define his real purpose in life. This was a true child of God in every sense of the word. And we must make sure as many people as possible know what a gift Michael was...IS...to the world.

Thank you, Bonnie. Looking forward to Part-3 with a new box of Kleenex! It's all for LOVE!

It's always some kind of distraction, isn't it? Thank you for reading AND posting! Koch brothers . . . relation to ex-mayor Ed Koch? Thank you for reporting this for those (like me) who didn't know. ♥

Micheline said - "Bonnie, you and I have discussed this before as being a special "wisdom" and we see it often during candid moments when Michael is not performing. From the earliest interviews when Michael was about 10, we can see his expression change during silent pauses, as though he has entered another dimension and no one else can share that place."

>>>>>>>> Yes, and I know that place and so do you. It's called "wishing you were someplace else". There is also a certain sadness that really gets to me, when he was off stage. When you are treated as a possession as a child, it does something to you. Michael is one of the lucky ones, in a sense, but my word did he take on a battle. He must have been really important to them for them to do what they did to him. It is really hard to put aside the anger long enough to get something productive done. I have so much more research to do, but I wanted to delve into Michael's source of strength because I want people to see what these powers behind that evil industry tried to bring down.

We are all children of God. I just pray the more children learn about that.

Beautiful and deeply sad at the same time. Thought I'd get by without the kleenex until I got to the song "If"......that sent me right over the edge!!!!!I LOVED that song when Bread sang it, but to hear Micheal's sweet voice (it was him wasn't it?) was tooooooo much! Where did you find that? I thought I'd heard everything Micheal ever sang....but not this one...oh my...still can't see. I'm pretty sure the comments Michael made over the years about his terrible childhood had to do with more than just a brutal father. His strength is amazing.....not surprising knowing where it comes from! Bonnie, your investigational skills are awesome and your inspiration is touching. (do you know of other "secret Michael recordings"?...please share!)gotta listen to "If" one more time...........thanks!

You said: "Micheline said" but it was Spotlight..unless both are the same person ?!

OK, I just overviewed the Post & comments & read again in detail with Videos later : it looks great anyway. A Michael T.I.I. picture impressed me where he is laughing but his endearing laugh seems to me mixed with a mask of suffering whether physical or moral : maybe I exxagerate but top-fit or not, Michael was no man destined to leave us in 2009 but .. others took care of it (on the good or the bad side : this is still the question). No, reading your Blog is no passtime "distraction" where Michael is forgotten quickly thereafter : I see it as a moral commitment to Michael... we owe him so much! Thanks again for the great Posts. Get back later.

bsiverso said - "Beautiful and deeply sad at the same time. Thought I'd get by without the kleenex until I got to the song "If"......that sent me right over the edge!!!!!I LOVED that song when Bread sang it, but to hear Micheal's sweet voice (it was him wasn't it?) was tooooooo much! Where did you find that? I thought I'd heard everything Micheal ever sang."

>>>>>>>>> I hate to disappoint you but it is a woman singing "IF". I would love to hear Michael sing this song, but this is not him. I'd like to hear Michael sing "Starry Night". THAT would send me over the edge. I used to sing that song as a kid and had no idea it was about Van Gogh until years and years later.

There are new recordings of Michael showing up every day, most of them different bits of advice or demos or just him talking.

LineCH said - "You said: "Micheline said" but it was Spotlight..unless both are the same person ?!"

>>>>>>> LOL! Oops. I had just gotten done speaking to Micheline on the phone, but you're right, that was Spotlight's post. If it is the same person, she can post here and clarify ROFL!!!

I have a lot of TII pictures where he is smiling or laughing. I think the biggest giveaway of his demeanor during TII as opposed to what we were TOLD was that speech he gave to everyone in that circle.

Also something to think about. Has anyone considered for one second the money and time that was going into this show? The three different stages they used for rehearsals?

The 3D and 4D and 2D parts of the production? For only 10 shows? Bull! Michael was putting this together for more than 10 shows. Samantha can take her lying "10 days" and stuff it!

Bonnie – this is out of topic. Please excuse me. Today ABC on Good Morning America had a short interview with MJ3 and Mrs. Katherine. By the way the children are adorably. Here is the reason for the interview.

“The children recently attended a charitable event on behalf of Heal the World Foundation. Prince Michael serves as a board member.

The estate has obtained a court order prohibiting the foundation from using Michael Jackson's name, but Katherine and other family members still support it.”

I remember you had a blog about “Heal the World Foundation” way back. I completely forgot what was the issue with the foundation. If the family believes the foundation is legitimate and still carries on Michael’s legacy in helping the children, what is the fuss about it?

Michael's Bible Study notes learn again more on his true nature. Very kind of you. THANK YOU. Also as a testimony of Michael's deep faith & love for God, Michel's beautiful black eyes, torrents of love & humanity. Did I notice it until 2009 ? NO. Not indifference but ignorance; I saw the artist & sympathetic young man only at the time.

"Little Susie" - the tragedy of a poor little lonely & abandoned child : can't cry easily generally but hearing Michael & reading the lyrics makes me crack as if I were assisting to all the sadness of the world in a child's body & soul. It took only our Michael to write such a poignant song. I can't hear it too often either, wonderful but so sad for it is the reality of many poor children of the world which Michael felt in his heart.

Hope it's not too boring to you all here but wished to share with you a small experience I lived on a rainy Sunday last Fall - not related to a child but a small lamb at the Zoo of my city. Passing in an alley with many visitors also at the sheep stable with newborn sheep & their mothers in the grass not far from the stable, people & I too stopped to watch in particular a poor little lamb (about 2 weeks old) bleating his heart out alone on the soil near the barn in the rain. The other sheep were about 50 meters away in the real grass but did not move for him. I walked further but came back later : At that time, the group of sheep came by & passed in front & behind of the lonely lamb without even looking at him. The lamb was disabled from a back leg but however tried to approach an adult sheep which pushed him back. So although a Sunday I tried to find help from the farm in charge nearby & rang there : No reply ..Sunday closed. Back home, I called the Animal Protection same day but they reacted rather aloof telling me to wait the Monday after. So I was at the farm on Monday at the opening 9am & talked to the man in charge of the sheep stable. He said : yes, the little one was disabled by birth & would probably die soon. I replied : "please why however do you let this poor lamb in the cold rain all alone where he is not only ignored but mistreated by the other sheep ? You have a warm & separate stable where you live nearby where he could feel some warmth & protection, even if he dies later ?" The guy seemed vexed but remained polite & I returned to see the little lamb : he was already laying lonely again near the stable outside as he could not climb its one step, already too weak to move. The day after I returned & found a girl cleaning the stable so I asked & she said : he died yesterday afternoon. I addressed a written complaint to the Animal Protection which replied politely to me by phone: it was the animal natural selection & the lamb could not survive anyway. Ok. But I felt real sadness for this little animal - natural selection OK.

Not wishing to make anyone cry here : it is only an animal story not a child story. Just to say, my feeling on that day was & still is that, in his "child" despair, abandon & suffering, this poor little lamb was the Lamb of God. Am no big churchgoer but I felt so sad that I prayed that the little lamb be in God's Protection.

It is true, we should all take care & protect the feeble, children first of course, but all what is humanity, animals & nature. As in "Little Susie" song, Neglection can kill.

Sorry for the length of my story which may be boring to some but it's a true little story which I saw as a message & needed to express.

Bonnie, thanks to these photos of the notes by Michael. But where did you find?

Bonnie, I agree with you about the song "Starry Night ", wonderful song.

However, even tonight I cried listening to the song of Michael "Be Not Always".

"The 3D and 4D and 2D parts of the production? For only 10 shows? Bull! Michael was putting this together for more than 10 shows."

Jermaine said in his interview you posted a few days ago "50 shows". Did you catch that?

Bonnie – wonderful post. Wow Michael was really studying the Bible and it really served him well throughout his life. I really feel guilty for not studying the Bible as Michael did and take comfort of the words instead of suffering, depressed and lost in my life.

You said, “Nehemiah’s work in it... This seems to be the positive reinforcement Michael was looking for in his own work. Michael wanted to imitate Nehemiah’s faith and dedication to finishing God’s work.” I believe you are right, and that shows also Michael was not really in distress of all the horrible things that happened to him. It seems to me he recognized the difficulties one can face doing God’s work, means it’s not only him but many others in the history went down the same road.

In all honesty, this give me real comfort knowing he didn’t suffer or depressed about the vilification those evils did to him. Even his mother on today’s interview on Good Morning America said he wasn’t depressed and sad about all the things that was said but he kept going doing his job.

BONNIE ref. AEG : "Has anyone considered for one second the money and time that was going into this show?"

A lot I agree : AEG had the responsibility to ensure that the rehearsals worked properly so the shows could benefit in success & money return. Being positive or negative on AEG is one thing (OK-OK I hear you LOUD : AEG innocent!) but whether AEG or C. Murray are in the end found guilty or innocent, another group of music/financial/legal Mob evils may have first pulled the strings since months to ensure Michael could not renew with success & cash flow. BUT how to prove it ? "Worth more dead than alive" : Evils reason this way unfortunately. As to the TINIs, I do not follow them nor their influence.

Bonnie said, “Koch brothers . . . relation to ex-mayor Ed Koch.” I don’t know if the Koch brothers have another brother who is an ex-mayor named Ed. I need to do some search later.

But Charles and David Koch are billionaire brothers who are behind Union busting in Wisconsin. You can read about their business history on here:

Here is a video of phone call when Governor Scott Walker of Wisconsin got prank by someone pretending one of the billionaire brother David Koch. Interesting.

Mimi said - "I completely forgot what was the issue with the foundation. If the family believes the foundation is legitimate and still carries on Michael’s legacy in helping the children, what is the fuss about it?"

>>>>>>>>>>> The issue, back in the day, was that "Heal the World" had purchased trademarks for Michael's companies that were getting ready to lapse. Without looking, this took place back in 2005 and none of his then-MANAGERS thought it worth their time. Once Michael passed in 2009 and Branca regurgitated this FAKE will, He wanted all those trademarks back and Heal the World didn't want to turn them over because A. They PAID to keep them going and B. Branca doesn't DESERVE THEM and C. Heal the World appealed to them back when they were getting ready to expire and they were ignored.

So when Heal the World wanted to get started back up, Branca and the other PLASTIC executors went after Heal the World for the Trademarks.

Beelzebub also went after Howard Mann for Trademark infringement over Miss Katherine's book YET RON SWEET and the other reformed TINI group members are capitalizing on a Michael Memorabilia and membership website, very similar to Karen Faye's folly back during the trial. So we see where Branca and Coven's priorities are!

LineCH said - "Also as a testimony of Michael's deep faith & love for God, Michel's beautiful black eyes, torrents of love & humanity. Did I notice it until 2009 ? NO. Not indifference but ignorance; I saw the artist & sympathetic young man only at the time."

>>>>>> Black eyes??? Uh, did you hit him? LOL! Me too on the ignorance and a bit of self-absorption. What is really weird is I'm going back over time lines not just his, but mine throughout life too. The times I had certain dreams, even the one about the fire happened the same year Michael's hair caught fire. None of this stuff ever connected other than to other dreams. Why? Because I was not a fan and did not follow what happened to Michael. So I knew none of this stuff.

LineCh said - "Not wishing to make anyone cry here : it is only an animal story not a child story. Just to say, my feeling on that day was & still is that, in his "child" despair, abandon & suffering, this poor little lamb was the Lamb of God. Am no big churchgoer but I felt so sad that I prayed that the little lamb be in God's Protection."

OMG . . . Line I am in tears. How did you get past that? It's bad enough reading the story, but to have seen that and try to tell the story? I remember shortly after moving to Delaware, I was in line waiting for the bus. This little white dog was out on the side walk. he was about the size of a miniature Scottish Terrier. This big black and white dog got loose from behind the front door of his owner who was calling to his son and this dog went tearing after this little white dog. All I saw was this little white dog being shaken like a rag doll and I screamed at the top of my lungs and had fallen to the pavement covering my ears, closing my eyes and screaming. The white dog wasn't hurt badly and the owner of the bigger dog got them apart pretty quickly but I was done. I couldn't even go to school I was shaking so bad I couldn't stand.

I don't know what it was that affected me like that, but anything violent like that just freaks me out. Some of the images on that "We've had enough" video where that hunter is getting ready to club a baby seal . . . I saw that on the NEWS when I was 12 years old and the same reaction. You want to help them all and you just can't. This is what people do to their own, but we aren't animals. We have to act better than that!

However, even tonight I cried listening to the song of Michael "Be Not Always"."

>>>>>>>>>>>> These are pictures that I have collected from the internet since the month after Michael moved on. I can't even tell you where I got them but if they were on FAcebook and someone posted them and I didn't have them, I copied them to my hard drive. I have over 2,000 pictures in the MJ file, by year.

Last month was the first time I ever heard "Be Not Always". {{{{{{{Michael}}}}}}}♥ Stop breaking my heart with these songs, please. :o(

Truth said - "Jermaine said in his interview you posted a few days ago "50 shows". Did you catch that? "

>>>>>>>>> eh-HEM . . . Ah, yes I did! Thank you very much. Did you CATCH THAT Karen? Sam? TINI? No? Oh, too biiiiiiiiiiiizzzy Selling Mike's pictures on MJJCollectors right? So sorry you MISSED that important piece of FACT!

Mimi said - "I really feel guilty for not studying the Bible as Michael did and take comfort of the words instead of suffering, depressed and lost in my life. "

>>>>>>>> Mimi, both you and I can tuck our heads under the same rock of shame because I spent 30 years as a born-again Christian (Christian who's accepted Christ into her heart) and even with the dreams he blessed me with, I didn't open the Bible on a regular basis until 2005. So don't feel bad. Just get busy, LOL!

Mimi said - "also Michael was not really in distress of all the horrible things that happened to him."

>>>>>>>>>>> I think he was very much distressed, but I also believe he handled THAT with prayer/meditation on God's word and reading the Bible to replenish his strength. In "Cry" Michael said "I can't do it by myself" and none of us can. We weren't meant to. I don't think Michael "wallowed" in self-pity. He wasn't that selfish. I am getting a real good feel for how he handled his battles and what an example he has been to follow!

LineCH said - "AEG had the responsibility to ensure that the rehearsals worked properly so the shows could benefit in success & money return. Being positive or negative on AEG is one thing (OK-OK I hear you LOUD : AEG innocent!) but whether AEG or C. Murray are in the end found guilty or innocent, another group of music/financial/legal Mob evils may have first pulled the strings since months to ensure Michael could not renew with success & cash flow. BUT how to prove it ? "

AEG is like any other business. Yes they probably expected to make a profit, but it is obvious there was more to these "shows" than just a concert or a 10 night gig. There was a "whole lot of production goin' on" for this to just be a 10 day concert venue . . . even for 50 shows it was a lot of money to spend. You put out like that for a house, schooling for kids, utilities, travel, costumes and all the special effects that were going into this . . . no way was this JUST a concert.

I am not convinced of Murray's role yet. There is so much surrounding him and this trial I think is going to be pivotal so I think I will leave Murray alone for now and concentrate on getting closer to Michael and his message and the battle he fought trying to get it out there because THAT BATTLE is our battle. He was fighting it to get that warning out to us and THESE PEOPLE wanted him SQUASHED!

On the AEG/Miss Katherine Lawsuit, all I can say is . . . "I knew it". I knew it. There was nothing in AEG's sphere of responsibility that could have held THEM responsible in any way for Michael's death, IF he did die. This is not saying anything bad about Miss Katherine, just that her lawyers are trying to go after anything and perhaps they believed they could get to Sony through AEG. We will have to wait and see.

Mimi said - "Here is a video of phone call when Governor Scott Walker of Wisconsin got prank by someone pretending one of the billionaire brother David Koch. Interesting.

>>>>>>>>> I never heard of the Koch bros. before now and they are billionaires? Where did they come from? I have been combing Forbes for the last seven years or so in my watch of the "elite" and watching the rosters of the Trilateral Commission and the CFR. Where is Koch on Forbes?

Bonnie said, “I have been combing Forbes for the last seven years or so in my watch of the "elite". Where is Koch on Forbes?” I found “the Forbs 400 the richest people in America” and the Koch brothers are one of them.

Scroll down on the site and browse the list, and you will find billionaire David and Charles Koch there to be number 5 on the list.

I have to confess right from the start that I am not a supporter of your blog because of so many nonsens written in the past and also the tons of religious texts included on each and every blog entry.

I get confused if this blog of yours is out there with a religious mission or dedicate it to Michael Jackson justice as you claim.

Anyway I am reading it off and on and always jump over the religious parts and sometimes a little more then that- like when 1001 words used say nothing at all.

But you hit some tabu subjects and I question your courage and wonder if you are in your right frame of mind and/or desperate for many views or just a very honest, darring woman and not being afraid of speaking her mind and with no monetary gain from this blog. I guess time will tell the truth.

As we all know many uncomfy things are deleted from search machines on the internet. Last year I bumped into a blog that between other stuff was dealing also with Michael Jackson death.

On that blog was posted a recorded (forbidden and delete it from internet) radio talk show and the host was the Jermaine Jackson in person with a faimous actor from 70-80`s. I cannot recall his name but was kind of Craig and very well known for his movies.

This actor (a serious, talentated guy after my search) was talking about how he stepped out from the Holly industry to save his life.

Moreover, he was explaining in details about the "sudden -paid death" and how is performed.

I was in a state of shock listening and googled if the blog or the radio record was anywhere else showing up. No, it came as is not outhere on the internet on a blog. The blog does not show eighter on search. But it is on the internet. The blogger saved the copy and succeded to attach it to the blog saying it was deleted from internet.

how a justice fighter like you doubts on the death of the person you are fighting for?

Something is not right about you Bonnie or you have a deep, hidden agenda. Does it make sense to you?

MJ is dead-no, he is alive and probably he is dead and so on and on. You seem to me playing with people minds (the less brighter) because you have no chance touching high IQ´s with your blog.

There are some interesting facts on your blog but as I said it takes times and nerves to read the whole blog entry. Too bad- quantity vs. quality

BONNIE : " I couldn't even go to school I was shaking so bad I couldn't stand."

I fully understand you. Also animal abandon & selection happen daily in the wild nature but in my case, trying to save this poor thing with help of humans reacting aloof plus the barrier separating the sheep from the public made me feel so powerless.

OK, I stop now & endeavour to make my comments shorter next time ...can't promise though :) Thanks vm for your kind understanding in my animal - long - story.

Mimi said - "Scroll down on the site and browse the list, and you will find billionaire David and Charles Koch there to be number 5 on the list.

You know what's funny? (I never paid attention to them. I was always looking for other people, like . . . the ROCKERFELLERS and such), Did you ever notice where Rothschilds, or Rockerfellers or the Carnegie's fall on that list? Consider what they control. Do you find it odd that their recorded wealth is so grossly underestimated?

Sublimare said - "Something is not right about you Bonnie or you have a deep, hidden agenda. Does it make sense to you?

MJ is dead-no, he is alive and probably he is dead and so on and on. You seem to me playing with people minds (the less brighter) because you have no chance touching high IQ´s with your blog. "

>>>>>>>>>>>> Sublimare or whatever your real name is, this is the same tired, regurgitated argument another past commenter with a fake name used. You will not be posting here just to throw around accusations or insults to the people that comment here. If you want to accuse me of an AGENDA, then by all means, come out from under your hole and TELL US. Don't be afraid. I will either tell you yes or no. We DISCUSS here, we don't insult.

It seems to me that the intelligent ones are the ones that know how to ask a question. You don't even seem to HAVE a question. Any thug can insult someone, you don't need an IQ for that. Either spit it out or stop wasting our time.

@Sublimare - I don't know what happened to your OTHER post, but in answer to your obvious repulsion talk of God and faith, the blog as you stated IS about Michael. Michael spoke of God, Jesus, Faith, Praying and Prayer all the time. If you have a PROBLEM with that, you will have to take it up with him. This is the message they tried to stop Michael from getting out. You are either for or against this.

LineCH Said - "OK, I stop now & endeavour to make my comments shorter next time ...can't promise though :) Thanks vm for your kind understanding in my animal - long - story."

>>>>>>>>> Awww, I know. I would make a terrible farmer, even though I've always wanted a farm. My husband wants a small farm just enough for us to get by and he's read up alot on free-range farming and organic farming . . . something our government obviously wants to start regulating-controlling, even for personal consumption.

LineCH - I also meant to tell you that when I was selling insurance in N.E. Penn, All my clients were farmers. One day I saw a farmer using a tractor to drag a female cow out of the barn by her back legs, who had died while giving birth. The calf survived but the mom did not. I was deep in thought about the exchange of life, but I had to turn and walk around the other side of the house and sit down. All I kept thinking about was, "What if she is still alive and can feel that?" So yes, I would make a terrible farmer. I would be the most HUMANE and LEAST PRODUCTIVE farmer you can imagine!

BONNIE : "I would be the most HUMANE and LEAST PRODUCTIVE farmer you can imagine!"

Not so sure ! the farmer job is indeed a hard job but I recently watched a local TV report on mountain farmers dealing with their own animals with affection & care even if some are destined to butchery. A farmer may also have a high "IQ" & some "academics" become I-nept Q-uacks !! Hmmm.

@LineCH - respect for what God gave us - effectively managing and NOT WASTING what God gave us and being THAT kind of farmer is an honorable livelihood. Most people complaining about the conditions of animals in farming have mostly to do with the big corporate farms.

What farming has turned into here, in the states is what they are trying to do with the human race. As respect for life of animals is depleted so goes respect for life of your own kind.

This doesn't mean that we should stop eating animals, God said it was where we would get our protein. But not like this. Not what goes on now.

Hey Bonnie, just thought I would give you another video that says "50 shows":

Was that number widely known? I only recall 10 then 31 or something like that. Must have been the TINI brain invasion.

I also want to comment on something said by the detractor:

Unless I misunderstood the intent there, that is a myopic view, an oppressive statement pushing the conformity agenda. Well, that's how it struck me.

I grew up being very conscious of my family's unreasonable taboo subjects. They were ones that if someone had the "gall" to bring them up were seldom answered. The punishment was/is gossip, judgment, condemnation and finally shunning. It's an effective method to "mold a child in the way he should go". Fortunately, it didn't work on me! Though, I still struggle with the affects.

I suspect that, along with many other ingrained behaviors are a form of social engineering.

Well stated response about Michael's faith BTW.

Truthbtold said - "Unless I misunderstood the intent there, that is a myopic view, an oppressive statement pushing the conformity agenda. Well, that's how it struck me."

What you said is a very good point. I want people like that to shun me though . . . Please! By all means, shun me if your motive is just to insult others.

I can't believe I didn't comment on "How I think we should handle this". All of it EXCELLENT advice! And now, I feel a tangent coming on...

The 16th amendment to The Constitution was never legally ratified. THERE IS NO LAW supporting the IRS' tax collections on our earnings. The tax system is unconstitutional.

Further reason to stop paying income tax is that it ALL goes to those behind the Federal Reserve to pay off the INTEREST we've accrued (national debt) for handing them control of our money system.

Aaron Russo's documentary - "America: Freedom to Fascism"

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We are living in Biblically significant Times. Ironically it was the most persecuted man in modern history that lead me to dig deeper into the Bible and taught me more about God than any other human being on the planet. And that man is Michael Jackson. I started a blog to defend him. I ended up researching him and learned just why they were after him. They did everything they could to shut him down. In the song "Cry" he said "take over for me", so that is what I am doing. God bless that man and his faith and strength

"Like the Bible says. A child should be leader of them all, and to be led by that kind of innocence. Didn\'t Jesus say \'bring on the children?\' Be like the children. Not childish, but child-like. That kind of innocence."

"Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts and only asks to be lived." Michael Jackson Oprah Winfrey Interview

"I avoid using the term \'religion\', because many people say \'my religion\' this and \'my religion\' that. Why should it be \'my\' religion? I just believe what’s in the Bible with regard to which religion is involved. I simply believe.... I believe in it and I get down on my knees every night and thank God and ask Him to lead the way."