I wrote this at about 7 in the morning without having any sleep, so forgive me if it doesn't make sense of if it's rushed in some parts.
Fat.
I stared into the mirror, frowning, and tears falling from my eyes. God, why did I have to be so fat? My hair is imperfect. My skin is worthless. My boobs are too big. I am so imperfect. I grabbed my eyeliner and applied it thickly around my eyes. Grabbing the tube, I put some skin bronzer on my revealed skin. I put the long, black extensions in my hair, and walked back to the living room, sitting in front of the TV, staring at the beautiful beroemdheden on the television.
Brandon stepped into the room, scoffing upon seeing me. “Who’s so phoney and always surrounded?”
Giving him a glare, I tossed a hoofdkussen, kussen at him, telling him to leave my house.
“Stop your screaming, no one can hear.” He turned and walked back toward my room.
“Brandon, get away from my room!” I screamed, walking quickly toward him.
He entered my room, turned, and faced me. “All the scars on your skin: Post No Bills.” He stared at my wrists, covered with scars. I used to cut myself. I still did. His dull blue eyes, now filled with tears flickered up to my face. “Who u were was so beautiful. Remember who- who u were.”
My eyes started watering. He never zei anything like this to me before. I didn’t know what to do. I just stood and watch him speak so slowly and softly.
“Hide from the mirrors that crack at the memories. Hide from your family, they won’t know u now.” Brandon motioned toward an old family foto on my dresser, sighing, and turning back to me. “For all the holes in our souls host no thrills.”
Grabbing my shoulders, Brandon began to weep. “Who u were was so beautiful. Remember who – who u were.” He held me close.
We stood like this for a while, crying, and holding each other. My makeup was running down my face, and for once, I couldn’t care less. Brandon had been trying to help me all of this time. All of this time that I was nothing but a Screenager.
Fat.
I stared into the mirror, frowning, and tears falling from my eyes. God, why did I have to be so fat? My hair is imperfect. My skin is worthless. My boobs are too big. I am so imperfect. I grabbed my eyeliner and applied it thickly around my eyes. Grabbing the tube, I put some skin bronzer on my revealed skin. I put the long, black extensions in my hair, and walked back to the living room, sitting in front of the TV, staring at the beautiful beroemdheden on the television.
Brandon stepped into the room, scoffing upon seeing me. “Who’s so phoney and always surrounded?”
Giving him a glare, I tossed a hoofdkussen, kussen at him, telling him to leave my house.
“Stop your screaming, no one can hear.” He turned and walked back toward my room.
“Brandon, get away from my room!” I screamed, walking quickly toward him.
He entered my room, turned, and faced me. “All the scars on your skin: Post No Bills.” He stared at my wrists, covered with scars. I used to cut myself. I still did. His dull blue eyes, now filled with tears flickered up to my face. “Who u were was so beautiful. Remember who- who u were.”
My eyes started watering. He never zei anything like this to me before. I didn’t know what to do. I just stood and watch him speak so slowly and softly.
“Hide from the mirrors that crack at the memories. Hide from your family, they won’t know u now.” Brandon motioned toward an old family foto on my dresser, sighing, and turning back to me. “For all the holes in our souls host no thrills.”
Grabbing my shoulders, Brandon began to weep. “Who u were was so beautiful. Remember who – who u were.” He held me close.
We stood like this for a while, crying, and holding each other. My makeup was running down my face, and for once, I couldn’t care less. Brandon had been trying to help me all of this time. All of this time that I was nothing but a Screenager.
Someone asked me about Muse’s performances on NPA (Nulle Part Ailleurs) a while ago. NPA was a French talk-show with a bit of muziek and comedy thrown in the mix. So, now that I have nothing to do (my volgende sjees, gig is still 10 days away), I’ve gone through my hard-drive and found some old videos as requested.
Muse are currently in the middle of their much-anticipated North American Tour; but instead of following that tour through various fan-made videos on YouTube, I keep indulging in their old material. Despite of what Matt might think about Americans and our knowledge of Showbiz (1999), I really do love Muse’s first album just as it is.
Muse are currently in the middle of their much-anticipated North American Tour; but instead of following that tour through various fan-made videos on YouTube, I keep indulging in their old material. Despite of what Matt might think about Americans and our knowledge of Showbiz (1999), I really do love Muse’s first album just as it is.
Dom sported some incredibly cool yet daring limoen, kalk green skinnies at the recent Wembley spectacle which went down well with the fans, especially as the band rose from the centre of the crowd then walked through the middle to the stage.
In an interview with Matt, he's also shown wearing a pair of bright yellow skinnies! After Matt asks him why he always wears them, Dom jokes that they're "too tight to take off", while laughing. After a short pause Matt comments, "They're a bit gay aren't they?" Sounding slightly embarrassed, Dom replies, "Easy!"
In an interview with Matt, he's also shown wearing a pair of bright yellow skinnies! After Matt asks him why he always wears them, Dom jokes that they're "too tight to take off", while laughing. After a short pause Matt comments, "They're a bit gay aren't they?" Sounding slightly embarrassed, Dom replies, "Easy!"
Too late
Yeah baby it's too late
And time has made the spell obey
And now it's time to desecrate
But we had a dream
And it was meant to be
And we were kissing gods
Against all the odds
Now it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
u don't know who to blame
We'll never be the same
And it's a crying shame
Too much
And we demolished too much
And yeah we really fucked it up
And yeah baby you've lost your touch
But we had a dream
And it was meant to be
And we were kissing gods
Against all the odds
Now it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
u don't know who to blame
We'll never be the same
And it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
Yeah baby it's too late
And time has made the spell obey
And now it's time to desecrate
But we had a dream
And it was meant to be
And we were kissing gods
Against all the odds
Now it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
u don't know who to blame
We'll never be the same
And it's a crying shame
Too much
And we demolished too much
And yeah we really fucked it up
And yeah baby you've lost your touch
But we had a dream
And it was meant to be
And we were kissing gods
Against all the odds
Now it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
u don't know who to blame
We'll never be the same
And it's a crying shame
And it's a crying shame
Everything about u is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about u resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about u pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about u is so easy to love
They're watching u from above
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about u resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind
Love the word Bliss . . .
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about u resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about u pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about u is so easy to love
They're watching u from above
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind
Everything about u resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind
Love the word Bliss . . .
Shame on u for thinking
You're an exception
We're all to blame
Crashing down to earth
Wasting and burning out
You're fading like a dead ster
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And u used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of the fighting
(Yeah! )
Tired of the fighting,
Fighting yourself!
Yourself! (x3)
Shame on u for thinking
You're all alone
If u want I make u wish u were
Failing to impress
Why can't u sleep with
Someone who'll protect u
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And u used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of the fighting
(Yeah! )
Tired of the fighting,
Fighting yourself!
Yourself! (x3)
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You're an exception
We're all to blame
Crashing down to earth
Wasting and burning out
You're fading like a dead ster
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And u used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of the fighting
(Yeah! )
Tired of the fighting,
Fighting yourself!
Yourself! (x3)
Shame on u for thinking
You're all alone
If u want I make u wish u were
Failing to impress
Why can't u sleep with
Someone who'll protect u
Harm is coming your way
It's coming your way
And u used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of the fighting
(Yeah! )
Tired of the fighting,
Fighting yourself!
Yourself! (x3)
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u could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
u could be the one I'll always love
u could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
u could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as u
u could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
u should be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you
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Choice to live my life extended
u could be the one I'll always love
u could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
u could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as u
u could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
u should be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you
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u needed it when I was away
And no matter what I say
Your'll never forget when I wasn't there so
Why should I care?
I'm young but I know that I'm aroused
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
It doesn't matter where I have gone
I just can't afford to
Pay for all the mistakes that u have made
It's about time I was paid
I'm young but I know that I'm aroused
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
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And no matter what I say
Your'll never forget when I wasn't there so
Why should I care?
I'm young but I know that I'm aroused
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
It doesn't matter where I have gone
I just can't afford to
Pay for all the mistakes that u have made
It's about time I was paid
I'm young but I know that I'm aroused
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
u know that I care
u should have been there
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You're so happy now
Burning a candle at both ends
Your self-loving soothes
And softens the blows you've invented
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
Crack's healing up
Future soul forgive this mess
u wait twenty years
And wind up alone, demented
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
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Burning a candle at both ends
Your self-loving soothes
And softens the blows you've invented
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
Crack's healing up
Future soul forgive this mess
u wait twenty years
And wind up alone, demented
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
Breathe in deep, and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss
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