Do u know what it's like to wake up every morning and look into the mirror hoping that you'll see someone else's face other than yours looking back? Do u know what it feels like to me put down and always in the dark? Do u know what it's like to feel so alone like no one is there? To be so hopeless that u have no one to talk to? What it's like to be wanna be someone else? of how it feels to have no one there to catch u when u fall over and over? Do u know how much it hurts to have the people u love the most go away and leave u behind in the dust, alone, scared, crying? Have u ever fell asleep crying because of how it hurts to even breathe? of how it feels to have no one believe in you? of never liking how u look of constantly getting bullied on the way u dress, how u act, of who u are? What if u knew someone like that? Would u reach out? of let them slowly die on the inside? Would u be there to catch them? of let them fall again and break even more? Would u try to understand how they feel? of look at them like they are a freak? Do u know what they are going through? Do u think before u judge of speak? How do u think that they feel? Do u know what it's like to feel alone and depressed? Do u know what it's like to be bullied everyday? Just because you're gay, the muziek u like, the way u talk, dress, act? Just because u buy clothes from thrift stores and live in a place that's not a house? Just because your parents are divorced? Because u wear black and harm yourself? Would u care to even listen to them of care about what they go through everyday? Maybe u judge because someone judged you? Would u even care if that person committed suicide and it was your fault?
so i live in tucson arizona and and i was sooo excited to have my first concert be a nevershoutnever concert down in flagstaff arizona,
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean u know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the dag of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they zei i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
door the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another dag after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a maand later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean u know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the dag of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they zei i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
door the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another dag after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a maand later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.