"I suppose this is a journal of something of the sort but well. It's meer of a suicide note, except I'm not doing it today. It's going to be over time I guess. I haven't thought it out yet, and have been having trouble with it but here I am. Annelise is dying very soon and all the work I-No, me and Annelise, had made with Astrid just went down the shitter. I can't sleep, I can't eat and neither is she. This home pagina is going to become my tomb." Villads zei before taking his pen and stabbing it into the paper, leaving it stuck into the bureau as he went into the bathroom, looking at himself, running his fingers through his hair, shaking his head as he stared in the mirror. His bags were a dark black color due to not sleeping for a week. He looked in the corner, seeing Annelise. "Anne...Annelise?" Villads zei quietly. "Why aren't u in the hospital?" He asked quietly, having tears begin to stream down his face as he looked at her.
"I'm here my love. I never left." Annelise said, walking closer to Villads.
"No no no no no. u did. u collapsed, remember? u have..you had hundreds of malignant tumors in your brain and spine, remember? u completely lost the ability to walk. The signals wouldn't come to your brain. u had to get hospitalized. u are deep in stage four cancer. u maybe have a maand left to live. You're not out of the hospital.." Villads zei quietly, shaking his head.
"I'm not here physically, but I am here in there." Annelise said, poking his chest. "Where's Astrid?" She asked quietly.
"I dunno...I wasn't checking.." Villads zei quietly, remembering Astrid. "Can I check my love?" He asked Annelise.
"Sure my handsome giant." Annelise said, leaning in and kissing him. Villads swore he could have felt her lips for a moment before she disappeared. He realized it was a hallucination.
"H...hehe....heheehehaha!" Villads laughed out, grabbing his head and laughing, shaking it before smacking his head a bunch of times. "STUPID STUPID STUPID MIND!" He zei as he beat himself, causing a bump to form on his head before he left his bedroom, going to see Astrid. She was in her bedroom on her floor, beaten up. She looked at him with her black eye, shaking. "No no..don't look at me like that!" Villads yelled, shaking his head before he kicked Astrid in the stomach, making her scream before he shook his head. "No no..no..I can't hurt you.." Villads said, looking at Astrid as she cried. He caressed her cheek, wiping away her tears as he smiled at her. "Daddy can't control himself right now. I need to keep u safe." He zei before going out the garage, getting a hasp lock and a drill, going back to Astrid's room, seeing her curled in a ball in pain as he installed it, throwing her the keys. "Please, keep me out." Villads zei as he went to the kitchen, getting a piece of bread, the last piece of brood and putting it in Astrid's room before closing the door. She stood up, shaking as she picked up the keys, locking the door.
"M-Mommy..help.." Astrid zei quietly before she fell on her knees, wrapping her arms around herself. Villads had at least broken a bone inside her rib cage earlier and made her barely able to see out of her left eye. She took a sketch book, drawing with a shaky hand a picture of her and her mother, saving it for when she saw her mother again.
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Astrid was in school a few weeks after that, having bolts in her rib to keep it in place as she dozed off in class.
"PSSSST. The lesson is going on Astrid." zei a boy with a dry bloodied headwrap around his head as he poked her shoulder. This boy was Jinchiro Tamaki, the boy that sat volgende to her in her kindergarten class.
"Shut up Jichiro.." Astrid zei quickly, flicking him in the face, making him perk up a bit as if he was feeling something stick up on his head before wincing and putting his hand on his head.
"Ugh." Jinchiro zei before shaking his head, laying the not sore part on the bureau as he shut his eyes.
Astrid sighed, being awake now. She looked across the classroom, seeing a boy with white hair look over in her direction. His yellow eyes caught her attention, but she didn't think much of it. She laid her head down, sleeping, feeling the throbbing pain from her body before she was woken up door the bell. She stood up, walking outside to get picked up door her dad. But, it wasn't her dad. There was a silvery white haired man there.
"Astrid Gorschmitt, daughter of Commander Villads Gorschmitt, I have arrived for transport." Tiras said, looking at her, blinking a few times
".........." Astrid shook her head, following Tiras into a car. Tiras drove, bringing Astrid to the hospital, leading her to the top, boven floor of the hospital where her mother was. Tiras waited outside the room, letting Astrid walk in, seeing her father in his full military uniform.
"Astrid.." Villads zei quietly, looking at Annelise who's eyes were closed. Her hair was already falling out and her body was a pale sickly color that was nearly grey.
"Mommy!" Astrid said, walking quickly to see her, looking at Annelise. "I drew u a picture!" She zei quietly, pulling out the picture she had drawn. "Wake up mommy." She zei quietly, smiling at her mom, shaking her sleeping mother.
Annelise opened her eyes lightly, looking around, seeing Astrid and then Villads. "Who are you?..." She zei quietly to Astrid.
"M-Mommy?.." Astrid zei quietly, feeling her hart-, hart break into a million pieces as she had looked at her mother. "I-I'm Astrid." She zei quietly, putting her hand on Annelise's hand.
"Villads.." Annelise zei quietly, reaching her hand out weakly to him.
"Annelise." Villads zei quietly, walking over to her, grabbing her hand. "That's Astrid, our daughter.." He zei quietly, smiling at her.
"I have a daughter?..." She zei quietly, genuinely unable to remember as Astrid started tearing up, crying. "Hi daughter..." Annelise zei to Astrid, rubbing her head. "I'm sorry I can't remember you...I can't remember anything..I love u though baby.." She zei to Astrid, smiling at her before looking at Villads. "She has your eyes..." Annelise zei quietly, smiling.
"I know.." Villads zei as he looked at Annelise, tearing up, having them begin to stream down his cheeks.
"Don't cry Villads.." Annelise zei with a smile, leaning in and giving him a kiss before rubbing his tears away. "I love you..it'll be okay." Annelise zei quietly, closing her eyes before leaning back, beginning to seize up and have a seizure.
"W-WHAT IS HAPPENING?!" Astrid said, seeing her mother begin to shake.
"I-I...." Villads froze, having his hands shake. "DOCTORS!" He screamed out, trying to get someone to come and stop it. A doctor ran out, going into the room, looking at Annelise.
"DON'T TOUCH HER! SHE WILL GET meer HURT IF u DO THAT!" The doctor said, holding Villads back as Annelise's seizure continued and Astrid cried, not knowing what to do. It finally stopped, but when it stopped, the hart-, hart monitor flatlined. Villads gritted his teeth, picking the doctor up and snapping his spine in half with his knee before throwing him, making him fly into a kar, winkelwagen carrying water and jell-o.
"MOMMY NO MOMMY WAKE UP!" Astrid screamed, shaking Annelise's dead body, holding her hand as it started turning cold. "DONT DO THIS NO WAKE UP. WAKE UP! WAKE UP!!" Astrid screamed, having her voice go hoarse as she shook Annelise, screaming as the picture she drew fell to the ground.
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"Your mother died six months ago?" The male kindergarten teacher said, having Astrid have a talk with him after school.
"Yes..." She zei quietly, looking down.
"Has your father been coming home?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
"No.." Astrid zei quietly, still looking down.
"Good." The teacher zei with a grin before getting up, locking the door.
"....." Astrid raised an eyebrow until the teacher picked her up, trying to get her pants off.
"Not talking much? Good." He zei before Astrid slapped him in the face, struggling as she gritted her teeth. "Q-Quit resisting!" The teacher zei as he found Astrid amazingly strong before her eyes turned yellow and he let her go. She fell onto her knee, holding her head as horns started coming out the side of them and her hair turned orange. She looked at her hands which were now claws. "W-Wwhat are you!?" The teacher asked, terrified.
"Astrid." She answered simply before pointing a finger at him and having a small orb fly at him, going through his body before all the veins suddenly turned a glowing bright red and he was reduced to ash. She got a dustpan, sweeping it up before nonchalantly putting the dust in the trashcan.
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"Come on Astrid...we're gonna have u meet a friend today." Villads said, knocking on her door twice, noticing it was locked.
Astrid woke up, rubbing her eyes. It had been about a maand since she had awoken and she hadn't left her room since, even to use the bathroom. She got up, leaving the room, going and taking a bath. In the bath she scrubbed herself, finally getting all the muck off. She wiped herself off before hearing a knock at the door. His dad put a sundress in the bathroom for her. She grabbed it, putting it on before putting socks and leaving the bathroom, putting on her shoes.
"Excited?" Villads asked her, not getting a single response from Astrid. "Alright." He said, leading her to the car. He started it before beginning to drive, doing about a ten minuut drive before he showed up at a rather large house. He looked out the window, seeing a very depressed looking black haired little girl, which was Aimi, staring out the window as Kat stood out on the porch having her arm wrapped around Devak.
"Is that Astrid?" Kat asked Villads with a smile as Villads walked with Astrid to the front porch.
"Yep. That must be Devak." He zei with a smile to Kat. "Well u guys have fun. I'll be back around nine o'clock because of..work." Villads said, looking at Kat with a tired look.
"...Yeah. Sounds good." Kat zei in a suspicious tone, watching Villads walk away before rubbing Devak's head. "Say hi to Astrid. She's gonna be your new friend, okay? She's nice." Kat zei with a smile, having her eyes squint up a bit.
Astrid looked at Devak, awkwardly waving at him, rubbing the back of her head, unable to do eye contact. "I've...already met Devak..." Astrid let out quietly. He sat volgende to her and gave her part of his lunch rather often.
"Huh? Oh, well then that's great!" Kat zei with a smile, rubbing Devak's head before kissing his cheek. "You got this." She whispered to him. "Alright u two, don't raise too much trouble up in his room." She zei with a smile.
"I'm here my love. I never left." Annelise said, walking closer to Villads.
"No no no no no. u did. u collapsed, remember? u have..you had hundreds of malignant tumors in your brain and spine, remember? u completely lost the ability to walk. The signals wouldn't come to your brain. u had to get hospitalized. u are deep in stage four cancer. u maybe have a maand left to live. You're not out of the hospital.." Villads zei quietly, shaking his head.
"I'm not here physically, but I am here in there." Annelise said, poking his chest. "Where's Astrid?" She asked quietly.
"I dunno...I wasn't checking.." Villads zei quietly, remembering Astrid. "Can I check my love?" He asked Annelise.
"Sure my handsome giant." Annelise said, leaning in and kissing him. Villads swore he could have felt her lips for a moment before she disappeared. He realized it was a hallucination.
"H...hehe....heheehehaha!" Villads laughed out, grabbing his head and laughing, shaking it before smacking his head a bunch of times. "STUPID STUPID STUPID MIND!" He zei as he beat himself, causing a bump to form on his head before he left his bedroom, going to see Astrid. She was in her bedroom on her floor, beaten up. She looked at him with her black eye, shaking. "No no..don't look at me like that!" Villads yelled, shaking his head before he kicked Astrid in the stomach, making her scream before he shook his head. "No no..no..I can't hurt you.." Villads said, looking at Astrid as she cried. He caressed her cheek, wiping away her tears as he smiled at her. "Daddy can't control himself right now. I need to keep u safe." He zei before going out the garage, getting a hasp lock and a drill, going back to Astrid's room, seeing her curled in a ball in pain as he installed it, throwing her the keys. "Please, keep me out." Villads zei as he went to the kitchen, getting a piece of bread, the last piece of brood and putting it in Astrid's room before closing the door. She stood up, shaking as she picked up the keys, locking the door.
"M-Mommy..help.." Astrid zei quietly before she fell on her knees, wrapping her arms around herself. Villads had at least broken a bone inside her rib cage earlier and made her barely able to see out of her left eye. She took a sketch book, drawing with a shaky hand a picture of her and her mother, saving it for when she saw her mother again.
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Astrid was in school a few weeks after that, having bolts in her rib to keep it in place as she dozed off in class.
"PSSSST. The lesson is going on Astrid." zei a boy with a dry bloodied headwrap around his head as he poked her shoulder. This boy was Jinchiro Tamaki, the boy that sat volgende to her in her kindergarten class.
"Shut up Jichiro.." Astrid zei quickly, flicking him in the face, making him perk up a bit as if he was feeling something stick up on his head before wincing and putting his hand on his head.
"Ugh." Jinchiro zei before shaking his head, laying the not sore part on the bureau as he shut his eyes.
Astrid sighed, being awake now. She looked across the classroom, seeing a boy with white hair look over in her direction. His yellow eyes caught her attention, but she didn't think much of it. She laid her head down, sleeping, feeling the throbbing pain from her body before she was woken up door the bell. She stood up, walking outside to get picked up door her dad. But, it wasn't her dad. There was a silvery white haired man there.
"Astrid Gorschmitt, daughter of Commander Villads Gorschmitt, I have arrived for transport." Tiras said, looking at her, blinking a few times
".........." Astrid shook her head, following Tiras into a car. Tiras drove, bringing Astrid to the hospital, leading her to the top, boven floor of the hospital where her mother was. Tiras waited outside the room, letting Astrid walk in, seeing her father in his full military uniform.
"Astrid.." Villads zei quietly, looking at Annelise who's eyes were closed. Her hair was already falling out and her body was a pale sickly color that was nearly grey.
"Mommy!" Astrid said, walking quickly to see her, looking at Annelise. "I drew u a picture!" She zei quietly, pulling out the picture she had drawn. "Wake up mommy." She zei quietly, smiling at her mom, shaking her sleeping mother.
Annelise opened her eyes lightly, looking around, seeing Astrid and then Villads. "Who are you?..." She zei quietly to Astrid.
"M-Mommy?.." Astrid zei quietly, feeling her hart-, hart break into a million pieces as she had looked at her mother. "I-I'm Astrid." She zei quietly, putting her hand on Annelise's hand.
"Villads.." Annelise zei quietly, reaching her hand out weakly to him.
"Annelise." Villads zei quietly, walking over to her, grabbing her hand. "That's Astrid, our daughter.." He zei quietly, smiling at her.
"I have a daughter?..." She zei quietly, genuinely unable to remember as Astrid started tearing up, crying. "Hi daughter..." Annelise zei to Astrid, rubbing her head. "I'm sorry I can't remember you...I can't remember anything..I love u though baby.." She zei to Astrid, smiling at her before looking at Villads. "She has your eyes..." Annelise zei quietly, smiling.
"I know.." Villads zei as he looked at Annelise, tearing up, having them begin to stream down his cheeks.
"Don't cry Villads.." Annelise zei with a smile, leaning in and giving him a kiss before rubbing his tears away. "I love you..it'll be okay." Annelise zei quietly, closing her eyes before leaning back, beginning to seize up and have a seizure.
"W-WHAT IS HAPPENING?!" Astrid said, seeing her mother begin to shake.
"I-I...." Villads froze, having his hands shake. "DOCTORS!" He screamed out, trying to get someone to come and stop it. A doctor ran out, going into the room, looking at Annelise.
"DON'T TOUCH HER! SHE WILL GET meer HURT IF u DO THAT!" The doctor said, holding Villads back as Annelise's seizure continued and Astrid cried, not knowing what to do. It finally stopped, but when it stopped, the hart-, hart monitor flatlined. Villads gritted his teeth, picking the doctor up and snapping his spine in half with his knee before throwing him, making him fly into a kar, winkelwagen carrying water and jell-o.
"MOMMY NO MOMMY WAKE UP!" Astrid screamed, shaking Annelise's dead body, holding her hand as it started turning cold. "DONT DO THIS NO WAKE UP. WAKE UP! WAKE UP!!" Astrid screamed, having her voice go hoarse as she shook Annelise, screaming as the picture she drew fell to the ground.
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"Your mother died six months ago?" The male kindergarten teacher said, having Astrid have a talk with him after school.
"Yes..." She zei quietly, looking down.
"Has your father been coming home?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
"No.." Astrid zei quietly, still looking down.
"Good." The teacher zei with a grin before getting up, locking the door.
"....." Astrid raised an eyebrow until the teacher picked her up, trying to get her pants off.
"Not talking much? Good." He zei before Astrid slapped him in the face, struggling as she gritted her teeth. "Q-Quit resisting!" The teacher zei as he found Astrid amazingly strong before her eyes turned yellow and he let her go. She fell onto her knee, holding her head as horns started coming out the side of them and her hair turned orange. She looked at her hands which were now claws. "W-Wwhat are you!?" The teacher asked, terrified.
"Astrid." She answered simply before pointing a finger at him and having a small orb fly at him, going through his body before all the veins suddenly turned a glowing bright red and he was reduced to ash. She got a dustpan, sweeping it up before nonchalantly putting the dust in the trashcan.
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"Come on Astrid...we're gonna have u meet a friend today." Villads said, knocking on her door twice, noticing it was locked.
Astrid woke up, rubbing her eyes. It had been about a maand since she had awoken and she hadn't left her room since, even to use the bathroom. She got up, leaving the room, going and taking a bath. In the bath she scrubbed herself, finally getting all the muck off. She wiped herself off before hearing a knock at the door. His dad put a sundress in the bathroom for her. She grabbed it, putting it on before putting socks and leaving the bathroom, putting on her shoes.
"Excited?" Villads asked her, not getting a single response from Astrid. "Alright." He said, leading her to the car. He started it before beginning to drive, doing about a ten minuut drive before he showed up at a rather large house. He looked out the window, seeing a very depressed looking black haired little girl, which was Aimi, staring out the window as Kat stood out on the porch having her arm wrapped around Devak.
"Is that Astrid?" Kat asked Villads with a smile as Villads walked with Astrid to the front porch.
"Yep. That must be Devak." He zei with a smile to Kat. "Well u guys have fun. I'll be back around nine o'clock because of..work." Villads said, looking at Kat with a tired look.
"...Yeah. Sounds good." Kat zei in a suspicious tone, watching Villads walk away before rubbing Devak's head. "Say hi to Astrid. She's gonna be your new friend, okay? She's nice." Kat zei with a smile, having her eyes squint up a bit.
Astrid looked at Devak, awkwardly waving at him, rubbing the back of her head, unable to do eye contact. "I've...already met Devak..." Astrid let out quietly. He sat volgende to her and gave her part of his lunch rather often.
"Huh? Oh, well then that's great!" Kat zei with a smile, rubbing Devak's head before kissing his cheek. "You got this." She whispered to him. "Alright u two, don't raise too much trouble up in his room." She zei with a smile.
