can anyone assure me that i wasnt the only one who cried my eyes out when johanna was flung out the clock tower to her death?

i was wretched in such mixed emotions during that scene. i cried when johanna was killed and i was also furious at cora for doing it! it made me hate her even more! i dont even know if i'll be able to toon any sympathy for her volgende week. nothing can justify killing that sweet innocent woman.