"Hurry up,Were going to miss the party."I told Zayn as he buttoned his pants.
We got out the car and rushed inside laughing.
"Where have u two been?"Amber fussed.
"We went to this shop,Zayn thought it would be nice to get another gift,He's a bit shy."I lied.
"Yea,But we didn't find anything."
"Oh well,Thanks."She smiled.
She went and sat with Louie and opened gifts.
"Feel pregnant?"wispered Zayn.
"I don't know,Do you?"I giggled.
"Yea I'll be hitting the mood swings later,So beware."he smiled.
"Your lucky I love you."
They opened their 1st gift.It was a foto of the two together.
"Awww thanks Courtney."
They opened another,It was a bag of diapers from me and Zayn.
"Okay I'm guessing that's payback,But I think we will need these one day."she smiled
Looking at Courtney made me fall in love.
There was no way she'd ever want me,It seemed she hated me.
I wondered if Anna thought about what happened as much as me.I betrayed them.It made me want to kill myself,But I stood for Courtney.
Wonders and thoughts never go anywhere.
"Can I talk to you?"I asked Courtney.
What did this idiot want?
"No."I zei in a solid tone.
"I just need..."
"Well,I just want to talk to u for a minute."he begged.
"Well,I wanted a mom with out stretch marks.Is that going to happen?"
"I just need a minuut from you,It's not going to kill you."
"Fine,A minuut to prove to me that your worth less."
We went in the keuken-, keuken and the spleet, split seconde when no one could see,I slapped him.I grabbed a knife.
"If u dare talk to me like that again..I will scream and tell every one u tried to rape me."I threatened him.
"Oh god...I just...Nevermind."he started to give up.
I put down the knife.
"You selfish bastard your going to tell me,what u want to say."
I found this compeletely fun to threaten him.
"I know this isn't going to make a diffrence,But I love you,
And what happened between me and Anna was fucked up.We were just looking for someone to love and I wasn't the one she wanted,and she wasn't the one I wanted.You were the one I wanted and now I need you."
"Why do u have to be so heartless?"
"It's funny,I use to ask myself that same vraag about you.
Ya know when u slept with my sister and ripped my hart-, hart out."
It wasn't fun anymore.I was angry but I didn't let it show.
I also loved him but I would never let that show.
Later that night.
I laid in bed and waited for Zayn to come out the shower.
My mind wondered.
I was lucky I had Zayn,I didn't deserve him.Without doubt Zayn felt that about me before.Like He didn't deserve me.That was the thing we didn't deserve each other,It all seemed to good to be true,like a big dream.Love isn't about deserving,or wanting,niether hardwork,it's about compassion and faith.
Trust and faith are two different things.Trust is knowing,Faith is believing,and If that bond was strong enough it was like it was the same thing.Our love was luck,Luck that we met...or was it fate?
I started to cry.I felt pride that I had a guy like him.
But ashamed that did that to him.Zayn came out the douche in a towel.I tried to hide my tears.He came and sat volgende to me.
"Why are u crying?"
"Because I feel bad about what happened."
He hugged me.
"I know,I feel bad to,I shouldn't have abandon you."
"Can we just be completely honest from now on?"I cried.
"Of course,I love you."
I kissed him.He got on top, boven as the towel fell off.