i woke up the volgende dag regretting the marriage. after what he zei to me i am reggretting the decision. i slowly and tiredly got my iphone and dialed Harry. i told him about not getting married at this age and everything. he undetstood and aggreed to.i sighed in relief. we were talking and laughing on the phone laughing. i smile and hang up taking a douche and getting changed in my out-fit link
I went downstairs the lads downstairs playing around. “were is Harry” I ask getting some juice. “oh he left for some air” Says Niall. “Nice shirt” says Zayn smiling. “oh… um thanks “I laugh and head up-stairs. I went to my piano and began singing for my volgende performance.
Jar Of Hearts
“I know I cant take one meer step towards you. Cause all theirs raining is regret. Don’t u know I’m not you’re ghost anymore . Lost the love I lost the most. Learn to live half alive. And know u want me one meer time. And who do u think u are running around leaving scars. Collecting you’re jar of hearts tearing love apart. You’re gonna cast a cold from the ice inside you’re soul. So don’t come back for me who do u think u are.”
I finished the song. Marking some spots. I turn and see the lads door the door smiling. “nice performance” says the lads. “oh thanks its for a concert I am going to im performing so practice makes perfect” I smile and they walk out. I check my Twitter and see loads of nice comments. And like 10% of hate. But I answer in sarcasm shutting them up.
i was nervouse i havent performed in weeks. i take a deep breath and walk on stage.