PROMISE OF FOREVER
I’m lying in my bed thinking about Hayley and all the memories we’d been through when we’re still together. I don’t know what’s happening to me, every memories we had are still playing in my mind like a song, after everything she have done to me, and after she decided to be with Chad rather than to stay with me. Ugh! Damn! I can hardly sleep because of these memories!
I’m sitting in the divan, bank playing Wii. Hayley passed door holding her laptop case. I decided to confront her about my feelings for her.
“Hayley, I have something to tell you. Can we talk for a while?” I asked her with a pleading voice.
“Sure, what’s that about?” she answered with curious tone.
“It’s about my feelings for you, Hayley I still lo--” she stopped me.
“Josh let’s not talk about this anymore. Please.” she turned her back at me and leave.
I saw Josh’s frown when he heard my last word and when I turned to leave him. I went to the keuken-, keuken and sit in the chair thinking how bad I am to do that to Josh. I don’t wanna hurt Josh, because deep inside I know I still love him too, but I need to sacrifice this love for him for the sake of our band. Zac entered the keuken-, keuken and sat beside me.
“I heard u and Josh arguing a while ago. Hayley what’s the problem, why did u stopped Josh when he’s saying his feelings for you?” Zac zei in a low tone.
“I don’t wanna hear Josh’s saying he love me because I know I still love him but I don’t wanna ruin our band. I don’t want me and Josh, our relationship to ruin our band, our friendships.” while saying this words tears fell down from my eyes.
“Josh loves you, u love him too. Our band members also love and trust u and Josh. We know that u and Josh really love each other and we know that you’ll last long or… you’ll last forever” Zac told me with glad on his face. We didn’t notice that Jeremy and Taylor are listening.
“Yeah dude. You’re right! We love and trust u and Josh.” Jeremy said.
“Yup. We’ll support both of you.” Taylor added.
“Thank u guys! I love all of you.” We hugged each other. “But how will I tell Josh about this? How will I start? How about Chad?”
“Call Chad and explain to him everything.” Zac zei and smiled at me. “After talking to Chad, go wherever Josh is and say to him how much u love him.” he continued.
“Yeah. Do it now Hayley!” Jeremy shouted and similed.
“Yes Sir!” I zei smilling back at them.
Zac, Taylor, and Jeremy went out the bus to walk for a while. I called Chad and explained him everything. “I knew from the start that u really love Josh. I understand you.” I didn’t expect this answer from Chad. I didn’t expect him to understand me when I zei I still love Josh and I can’t love him back the way he do to me. Oh. Yes. I have to go to Josh. I walk to Josh’s room and
“Josh, I’m really sorry.” I zei in a pleading voice.
“You don’t have to be.” he answered.
“But I hurt you. Sorry.”
“Don’t say that Hayley. I heared u talking to our members and I heard everything. u don’t need to explain I understand you. I love u Hayley.” He’s waiting for my answer but I didn’t answer I just kissed him and he kissed me back passionately. Then our band members entered to Josh’s room they saw us kissing.
“So guys it’s official?” Zac asked. Josh and I stared at each other and said.
“Yes.” Josh smiled and kissed me on my forehead.
I went in front of Zac, Jeremy and Taylor and zei “Guys thank u so much. You’re all a good friend of mine. I love u all guys!” And I hugged them all.
“Just promise us that you’ll stay stronger everyday. Okay?” Taylor zei smilling.
“I prom--” Josh interrupted.
“We promise.” Josh continued.
MANY YEARS AGO
*JOSH AND HAYLEY’S POV*
As we grow older our love for each other never died until the last dag of our lives.