boeken in Germany

I keep having these weird dreams. I dream (i know this is really stupid) that i am a daughter of Poseidon and now I'm obsessed with everything! I wake up and go to brush my teeth. I turn on the sink and try to summon the water to my toothbrush. Then I get really sad because it doesn't work and I spend the rest of the dag moping around and trying again and again to summon water from places like the creek in the woods behind our house of my mom's water glass. I just keep getting sadder and sadder because I know that it will never work. Now I am seriously depressed. The only place I can be happy is in my sleep. Help?