Sunny Pool

i Hate How u
Make My hart-, hart Beat
Uncontrolably

i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You

i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You

i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See u With Another Girl

i Hate How u
Make Me Care
About You

it's To Bad
i Do...

... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.

i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte u So Much,
That i Love You."

But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...

...Again.

Another one to u guys:D





A sky without stars,
A house without people,
A night never forgotten,
A peace, a light...


A stolen life,
An unmasked lie,
A love uncovered,
Two people never,
Again, separeted...


A moon without
Her brightness,
Without life,
Empty of all feelings...


















































































































Love to all:D

Mirror
door Alyssa Rivers

Every morning I look in a mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
I just see
Fear
Blackness
Coldness beginning to take over that person body
Forever

Their scared
They can’t found themselves anymore
I can feel the person slipping away
One door one
Then all of sudden
Their gone forever and never coming back

All I can hear is the thoughts of that person
Saying
I cried every night with my eyeliner running down my face
From the tears of sadness.
And I kept on saying ‘I wish this would end ‘
Over and over again
But no one answered my call of pled
Until now

She starts to sit there
And says “I’m alone”
No cares about me at all
Because if they did they wouldn’t
Walk out on me
And leave me here alone
To die

Every morning I look in the mirror
I don’t see anyone I know
Until now
That girl
Was me.

I still cry.
Why did u leave me like this?
Why did u have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

u knew u would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep u from being blue

But u resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like u did
I starve myself, like u did
I hid my feelings like u did
Now, Will I die like u did?

Maybe if u would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude commentaren please...
~OfmiceandDes

In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers

Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished antwoorden of why it happened

I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again

Until now
I can’t feel
My hart-, hart beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one door one
My hands and body grow cold and numb

Do u know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end

As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever

We hung out almost
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
u zei forever.

When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.

u come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
u a smile.

I always listen to the
Same melody,
And u keep appearing
In my memory.

I think of u every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.

I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see u one last
time,
But I can only see u in my
Mind.

u will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.

I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from u are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like u were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if u wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one dag we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be door my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please u cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit door the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all u do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my hart-, hart fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u

This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"

Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..

This green gras freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart

See what I see there
a regenboog after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature

I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.

a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.