A poem of a sad man

what am i to you? what am i to you? i gave my precious hart-, hart to you. so what am i to you?
who am i to u ? who am i to you? i gave my life time to you.. so who am i to you? what u think about me? what u think about me? i am always thinking about you..so what u think about me?
what do u do for me ? what do u do for me? i will do anything for u .. so what do u do for me?
do u ever loved me? do u ever loved me?
i am always loving you.. so do u ever loved me?
do u ever ask vraag about me? do u ever ask vraag about me? i am always asking about you..so do u ever ask vraag about me?
please answer my question.. please answer my vraag ...i am always answering your vraag even for your hart-, hart beat.. so please answer my vraag my love..

She Doesn't Know

door Cody Herman


Through the window I stare volgende door

When is she coming out

She's the only one I adore

But then why do I doubt

Her hair is golden like the sun

Shining bright and strong for all to see

She looks at me and I'm undone

I didn't foresee that she was the one for me

Why do I hesitate

It wasn't too long ago

My hart-, hart beats at a faster rate

But she doesn't know

The power she has over me

I putty in her hands

She just couldn't leave me be

Her wish is my command

When will I find the courage

To tell her how I feel

Am I able to break this bridge

Will I stand of I kneel

I can't do it

I'm afraid she'll say no

I need to get a grip

She still doesn't know

Remember,

u said...

u said
u would
try to make
this up.

u said
u wanted
me door your side.

u said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.

u said.

u said
u wanted
the fresh start
for us,
u said
u wanted us
back,
u wanted
me back.

u promised.

u said
u would
try,
u said
that things
would be better
this time,
u said
I would feel
better
from now.

Remember,
u said.

No meer tears,
u said,
no more
empty words,
remember?

u said.

u said
u wanted
a fresh start
for us.
u said,
no meer pain,
u said,
no more.

And no meer lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
u gave,
no meer pain,
that's what
u said.

THe world is cruel,

when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.

we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make

and that one dag someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate u for who u are,

because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader

because I have brown eyes
because u have white skin

because I have two dads
because u have one mom and no dad

because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish

And why will people do this?

Because the world is a cruel place.




None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge u by.

Throughout misty forest
u seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.

Bad luck follows u
like a hook,
won't let u go,
won't leave u alone.

u smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that u hope for.

Devil is calling your name,
leaves u not,
u don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give u a strength.

u long for life
that u don't know of,
u seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.