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EmzLovesCheryl said:
I'll be absolutely honest, I fear it. I wish I didn't, I wish I could embrace it, but I'm truly scared. I'm scared of my own death, and other people's death. I'm scared that someone will leave me on a bad note, of without me never saying goodbye. I'm scared that I'll leave this earth alone, without anyone to say goodbye to. I'm scared of what will happen afterwards. I'm scare of what I'll be leaving behind. When I die, I want to embrace it as the end of my journey, I really do, but at the moment I'm frightened. I'm frightened for strangers' deaths too. I'm scared of death in general, sudden death more. u know, fire, car crashes, drowning. I'm scared of when it's going to happen, how it's going to happen. I hate to admit it, but it's true. I'm in fear of what is part of human nature. I'm in fear of what happens to every soul, including me. But I don't want to leave this world in fear, I really, really don't. :(
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