Plz help me :(

u say u don't want anybody to know but you're announcing it here? lolokay

But seriously.

Talking is the best thing to do, it's healthy.

u could always go to a school counselor about it. u might want to check out the laws in your school district, but it least in my school they aren't allowed to tell your parents about anything if u don't give permission unless you're a danger to yourself of others. So that's always an option.

But I also know talking to adults sort of fucking sucks sometimes. Also talk to your friends. u might say u don't know who to go to, but I can tell u that u would be really surprised about which people have problems of their own. Most people would be willing to listen if u wanted to talk. And u could just somehow bring it up casually, I dunno. I know it's obviously different from depression, but when I was going through the whole coming out process I just sort of blurted it out to people and most were sympathetic. Don't ever think no one cares.

Honestly though, the thing with depression is that u sort of have to stick it out. It sounds like you're just self-diagnosing though, so maybe it's not even depression, but in any case u just grin and beer it. u tell who'll listen, but otherwise u just suck it the fuck up. Everyone deals with shit sometimes. Find things that make u happy, hold on to them, and just keep swimming. ;3

I don't think it's best to keep it from everybody u know...I had a serious depression last jaar and until I confided in my mother I wasn't able to get help. So as much as u hate it, confide in somebody u know.

Completely agree w/Jeffersonian. Please talk to someone, like another adult u can trust.

My daughter went thru a depression last year. I got her out of her school (really bad environment for her), got her to a counselor, and she was on meds for a few months.

Things are so much better now, and she no longer needs meds.

Don't feel like u have to handle this alone.