I'm not crying I'm so pisses off near tears I saw what gothic-cherry geplaatst she opened up and pured her hart-, hart out and all she got was *....* wtf! That is the sweetest girl in this world who had a bad dag and is in pain and no body gave a shit well I'm not deleting my post I'm not that kind hearted I'm not loving and understanding like she is she reached out and got smacked down all I have to say is.....fuck yall
Because no one understands me. And me and my mom got in a huge fight. and my ex is being an ass. And i have so much homework. and life is overwhelming. and i'm losing everything. and i'm being bullied and the only reason why i haven't committed sucicide is because of my sis. but at this point i'm done with life. it's too hard.
My sister and mom were fighting again and I don't think we can fix things. I'm crying because I'm afraid of what will happen if we don't fix things. I'm not depressed, but I hate when people fight. It makes me feel like I've somehow failed to hold things together. And I try so hard to make sure things don't shatter.
I'm not really crying on the outside, but I'm always crying quietly on the inside.
My life has turned into a hell. My friend abandoned me, my mother only wants me to make new friends, not knowing about my severe case of social anxiety. On top, boven of that, I feel alone all the time. Like anyone could just leave me any second.
Not only that, but I'm crying because I hate myself. I'm too weak to do anything, and I just let all of this happen. I'm just pathetic.