Is my family making me Evil?

I absolutely despise my stepfather based on how he treats me and he based on pure asshole moves. To me, he’s a complete idiot. My hatred for my mother, i have every right to hate her. My mother has beaten me and she tried to beat me to death as she yelled "I’m going to kill you"! That made me not see that woman as my mother anymore, but I see her as an absolute psychopath. What I feel for those people no one will ever know if they were to get hit door a bus in front of me, I wouldn’t cry, I would go on as it was a regular day.
    My mother has been physically and verbally abusing me since I can walk. I see her as an absolute coward and when my step father yells me and calls me stupid and says he doesn’t want me to live in the house and asks me If I’m slow she sits out and say absolutely nothing clean the house all the time and she bitches and moans to family members telling them I do nothing all day. I ask her why is she lying and she says that how she truly feels. She bitches to her vrienden saying my daughter hates me and I have every right to hate her. She’s hitting me and let her stupid, uneducated husband talk down on me,
    I have an ok relationship with my real father. He lives in London and I barely ever see him. I only say in my house and never attempted to run away is because I need money for college and my mother is going to pay then after college I’ll never talk to her again. I know that’s beyond sadistic, but her constantly beating me and calling me an idiot for my 3.5 gpa and constantly beat my ass, I think my idea is less sadistic.
    Not to include that when my little brother who is 5 hits me repeatedly they tell me i have to stand there and take it. One time I one depressed for meer than 6 months I wrote a suicide letter that my mother saw. My mother tried to hit me because she saw it. She told my whole family I was mentally unstable and stuff. So I thoroughly despise my mother. My stepfather like I zei if he was critically physically har
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