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Riku114 zei …
I am honestly so damn sick of everyone being home. When I go off to UC Davis, I am going to like... intentionally avoid coming home pagina as much as I can and when I have to, avoid coming home pagina when others are. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I honestly fucking hate it. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
^^^ een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
In the end, home pagina is where u feel loved, appreciated and safe. Follow your desire for these aspects. Do no let anyone drag u down !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Tfw u were excited to go to Starbucks with everyone after u got picked up from a hang out since both of your sisters are home, but apparently everyone went JUST before they came to pick u up cos they didnt think about inviting you.

Even better when that lowkey brings back shitty memories of literally everyone in the family forgetting u fucking exist.

But whatever. I don't particularly want to talk about it since it really isnt that big of a deal and nothing will change it. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Im fine, but Imma just drown out the emotions and bad memories and thoughts and all with Kingdom Hearts, video games, and conversations. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Honestly I was just a bit foolish to let my guard down. It really isnt a big deal and it isnt anything new. een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
Unfortunately people are shitty. I am sorry that happened. I would try my best never to do that to anyone. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
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Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
#QualityPostsOnRiku'sWall een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Who would think that Final Fantasy and Disney would mix so well? geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im dying of sad now that I had the idea of cuddles put in my head and I dont have something to cuddle and Smokey - my cuddle bird - is asleep geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
How about your pillow? een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
I’m sure Smokey is dreaming of your hugs een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
"If u dont cuddle me right now I will die of sad" is pretty much a genuinely good beschrijving of me.

I need my hugs and pets, but only like... specific people.

Cos I hate hugs and pets from most people. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I am extremely huggy to people I really like and trust. een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Relatable !!!! een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I WANT TO HUG LOKI een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
A NEW SOULS GAME IS COMING! SEKIRO: SHADOWS DIE TWICE!

HYPE! geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
So I signed up / applied to two meer bird related places to volunteer at over the summer

Cause honestly, I will give myself time to enjoy the summer, but I need something to keep me active and on a regular schedule otherwise Ill go mad.

I KNOW I get seasonal worsening mental health and depression during the summer cause I use school to keep me on a schedule and keep me active and when thats taken from me, I just fall back into bad shit. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
So ideally, it would be great to work 2-3 days a week over the summer and have 4-5 days free to kick it and relax and enjoy the summer break. Plus Id be quickly adding up experience with birds and animals to my resume and all which would be great een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Quite relatable. Also, admirable. Good to know !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Great fences make great neighbors geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I am going to be super sad when I have to leave my birds. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Pretty sure they will feel the same way !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Lucy's little sister went to a good home pagina and is totally in love with her owner.

That literally makes me so happy c: geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
AND I FULL ON GOT LUCY TO DISLIKE MY DAD YES een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I have zero trust with my dad and animals and out of it being hilarious, I wanted Lucy to not like him for a safety matter for when Im not home pagina everyday een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
So at the very least, if my dad goes up to him, Lucy knows not to stay and to avoid him een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I hope everyone on here is happy and having a great day.

u all deserve it and are awesome geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
It takes an Awesome person to know another. Hope you're having a great dag as well, Comrade !!!! een jaar geleden
SilentForce commentaar gegeven…
Thanks :D.I hope that you're having a great dag as well. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
So the UC Davis Placement Test was all from stuff I learned between 5th grade and 9th grade with a BIT from 10th grade simply because I've been that ahead of my grade.

So apparently they are going to me judging me on material I havent looked at in 3+ years

If they dare try to place me in anything other than Calculus of higher, I am going to complain like a teef until I get moved up. I did not get straight As in every math class I took in highschool geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
And took all the highest level math courses my school offered AND passed the AP Calculus AB and BC exam to be gegeven fucking pre-calculus of - worse - anything below Pre-Cal een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I'd personally be a personal insult and literally would put me through hell since I literally can not stand sitting in a math class learning nothing new of too slow for me een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
No reason to assume the worst indeed. Hoping for the best !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Uterus Bandit"

and u all thought Riku and I couldn't get meer creative with character titles in our RP geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I'll start calling her Lady Vert simply because she made Riku love Naked Aprons again geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Okay I just made my brain feel numb and I dont like it. Maybe I should start reviewing my Calculus of something XD

I can feel my brain cells like dying out of inactivity XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Mom: *puts the third of three babies on my shoulder while Im playing Neptunia* Im sorry Riku

Me: Naaaah. Im a mother bird, its what Im meant to do. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
We decided to start shoulder training them een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Snorgasm will always be my best nickname I've ever come up with on Pokemon geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku won't let me name the Goddess of Life in our RP "Lady Cooter" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Heres a strange thing.

All I do these days are eat, sleep, game, and write

And its relaxing

And nice. A good change of pace.

Look at Riku, shes saying relaxing is nice geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ I am proud of you. It is the kind of change you've had been needing for a while. Just chill !!!! een jaar geleden
SilentForce commentaar gegeven…
That quite an improvement een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Note to Self: Take the Math Placement Test for UC Davis tomorrow after reviewing your 9000 Calculus notes from last year. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Long day. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Me: I want something dark and tragic

Also Me: *buys Deep Space Waifu on the same day*

Its a really good game guy XD Im not kidding u geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Anything with Waifu on the titel will probably be good. Checked it and it looks intriguing !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
*guys een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ *guy !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
My hand will get stabbed if it tries to pluck one meer hair today. We are doing good on it and u - hand - do not have the right to pluck.

I dont give a shit about it. Those hairs we plucked with grown well and they are growing back so shut the fuck up and just type instead.

#PublicallyShamingMyTrichotillomania geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I enjoy publicly shaming my annoying / stupid mental health things cos it helps keep it somewhat under control een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Okay stop :v that does not mean go from my eyebrows to my eyelashes u piece of shit. We are writing a post to the RP to keep u busy and thats that een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^^ Relatable, in a way !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im hungry for a dark and depressing themed video game to play. Might find an anime if I can stick to it tho geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
How about something meer Colorful and Cheerful instead as a change of pace? Lol !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
@Riku Okay then, stubborn Bun :v u have already been provided a few examples of anime fitting your kind of Theme. Would love to see u progressing with some provided u can really stick to one indeed !!!! een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
@Rihanna that's a good one een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Some people really fail to realize how fragile, innocent, precious, and dependent animals and children are. Its sad to see such lack of understanding cause such serious harm.

Its something to see a cute little 3 jaar old going to preschool all happily with her dad, then to remember there are a good many children her age being mistreated, abuse, insulted, hit, and sexually assaulted door their own parents.

Seriously, its disgusting geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Sure its a bit of a personal topic, but I dont really habe thw ability to properly see me being that young and also having the conditions I had then. It just doesnt click in my head. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
So personally, I am looking at this with a level of disgust as someone who didnt really go through it herself cos like... I have tried byt I cant connect with it at all een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
I couldn't agree meer honestly. The state of the World has always been sad. That pretendious ignorance is certainly disgusting !!!! een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
Ugh yes Ikr just thinking of it makes me sick. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Everyone: Well Riku and Wanta are back at behaving like their normal selves all over again. Seems things got patched up.

The magic of issues getting discussed and my brain getting a chance to stop being literally nutjob crazy. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Waaaaaat? But we hid it so well! XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im also keeping an eye out for the Higurashi games. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Same. Look hype !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
I've been dying to see the anime for a while now as well XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Wanta and I have confirmed.

I have become Chiaki.

I sleep and play video games and thats it. geplaatst een jaar geleden
SilentForce commentaar gegeven…
and I thought that u were Nagito een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Quite relatable, I suppose !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
@Silent I am both een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Ive come to realize.

I can act normally and toon my personality meer around people irl and they like... actually like me more?

Like wow. What a concept. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
People already like u a lot in here so it is no wonder when you're tonen the same Offline !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Use Demon Flames" is the new meme Riku and I made. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Two sniper kills in one game on Fortnite. Imma be proud of that for awhile considering how shitty I am at shooters geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Seniors: OH MY GOD ;-; POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE ;-; OUR TIME ;-;

Seniors not of the Tradition: Oh dude! I hear that song all the time in movies! I always wanted to graduate to it!

Bandos: ...ugh.... that song again. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Wanta: "Next song please. Fantastic baby?" een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Once again, pretty easy to understand why they would feel this way XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I never wish to publicize of subject any of yall to me when Im getting really bad with dissociation, of rather it is strongly having a weird affect on my goals, mood, behavior, ideology, view points, and idea of my relationships.

I talk about it pretty well, but that stuff is like MentallyIll™ and honestly quite harmful not only to my own life but often to those around me too. I am 100% okay with talking about it, but I refuse to display it. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
It genuinely can get me almost maniacally laughing to myself for no reason of sinking into a really unhealthy mind state for like 10 minuten before snapping out of it and returning back of suddenly deciding for 20.8 minuten that I really dont care anything about this of that. I can not stress how much this can get problematic for others to deal with een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Its disgraceful, impropeer, and inappropriate behavior to allow to get out too loosely and to let it stay public. Quite honestly, its one of the things I wis almost as soon as I snap back into focus because of this. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I have a strong set of rules when it comes to my mental health and all. When Im like that, it tends to break a lot of those rules. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Plus its rarely anything worth ranting about of talking about since 9/10 times, it just overloads the system meer and makes it worse. If it gets out of hand, I have my support lines and methodologies for controlling it even then so I am taken care of in that manner. Its just really a thought een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
God dammit Steam. I just wanted to craft some badges. Stop giving me Hyperdimension Neptunia coupons.

Like sheesh. I'm below my budget now. I gotta SKIP eating for like 2 days to make up for it geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
And finished. The Swapper was such a great game! I know what people meant when they zei it was too short XD I want so many meer puzzles XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I'm going to end up mentally tricking myself into believing that if I get stuck on a puzzle, all I need to do is close the game and wait 30 minuten then it'll be easily solvable. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Lucy is such a lovely booger XD Hes refusing to go back to the cage and instead of flying back to the cage, he flew back onto my chest XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
So, Lucifer being rebellious? een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Pretty much een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
It comes with his name een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
*casually listening to my muziek playlist*

*nice instrumental intro to a song*

k i l l
y o u r s e l f


#TypicalVocaloid

For those wondering, Bacterial Contamination XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Easy to understand why. We're here for you, Riku. Love u !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Also I now realize that I used the text I do when I have an intrusive thought of anything XD nah, I was just pointing out how the first line it drops is a "kill yourself" XD een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I just realized I didn't have my phone with me all dag XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I apparently solved that Swapper puzzle.

Don't remember doing it of what I did to achieve it but uh...

Yay me. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
80 degrees in the house and I'm shivering. Great XD Getting sick XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Hope you're better !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Been stuck on a puzzle in The Swapper for about 2 hours now. T_T geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Not even complaining tho XD een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
I LIVE for difficult puzzles een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
And it takes my mind off some random unimportant crap that's been assaulting my head lately een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
RIP Band is taking my flip folder away

Im too old geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly I just need to take a break and chill honestly. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I just did two "honestly"s in one sentence een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Love yall een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Take all the time u need, Riku. A good rest is always required !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly I am alright and all. My brain is just spazzing out over being overloaded from a lot of the things going on. It was worth it I feel, but I might make myself a bit scarce until I get to see my therapist on Wednesday so I can restabilize myself since my dissociative symptoms are coming back and I can get a little out of hand in those moments and its a sign I usually need to take a step back and slow down. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Its been a while since Ive had this blatant mini-episodes and while they are much less severe and super mild compared to what they used to be, its been a good few months since I've had ones that make a notable effect that they might be considered an episode, so I'm just going to be careful and make sure I got myself back under control before getting back into business. That being zei Ill still be on cos I come on Fanpop when Im bored een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
And the episodes weren't TOO severe. Just waves and sporadic appearances of derealization again that was a bit unnerving een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
Hope today is much better for you. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
That feeling when u are lile 11/10 suddenly exhausted with everything and just want to sleep despite not being tired just cause people and life have u too exhausted / bored geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Unless something interesting and stimulating comes my way Imma just sit here and zone out into nothing cause really I cant be asked een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Everything will be okay, Riku een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Quite relatable. Hope u perk up soon, Rikubun !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Grinding is a bit of a turn off for games with me geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Everyone assumes because Im shy that I have a small social cirkel irl but that really couldnt be further from the truth.

Coworkers love me. My entire family is super well known in this city. My brothers and their families and all of their vrienden are all on good terms with me. Even the regular customers enjoy chatting with me.

Im just antisocial but that doesnt mean I cant function geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Ah. Slow dag at work today geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Not that it hasnt been exhausting mentally een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
*sigh* I'm so done geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
PEOPLE ARE REALIZING IM SECRETLY CUTE. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
ITS A SECRET een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
[not anymore] een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
u have your moments een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I wish I drank alcohol geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
It wouldn't do any good !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
I beg to differ een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Only three weeks left of school and only two weeks left of work XD Cant wait for summer. Sadly I likely wont be on too much (or as much as I usually would for the summer) since Im going to be 8 hours away from my hometown, boyfriend, and vrienden in three months and I ought to make some good memories before I can only come back every like... three months. geplaatst een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
Riku Anytime ;( een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Same here XD Oh, I just can't wait to feel the Summer all the way to my bones. The Beach, the Sea, Ice Cream, Vacations and meer Free Time in general. Hype !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
About your schedule, we realize how important it is and we'll be waiting for you. Do your best without worries, Riku. Everything will work out just fine !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Personally, I take great pride in how much work, initiative, effort, and struggle I've put into to get where I am with my mental health, life, goals, relationships, etc.

I genuinely feel like I've earned my peace and happiness and honestly, I think thats part of the reason that allowed me to finally give my own self priority over a lot of things. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like... I can not count the amount of dissociative, depressive, anxiety, panic and emotional breakdowns I went though just solely with the goal of getting better in mind. I made my mental state twenty times worse just to break past the bad coping mechanisms, beliefs, and behaviors that held me down and now I've reached a place of happiness for the most part een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
u cant just "be happy", especially with mental health issues and all. u have to actively improve yourself until u reach the point where u are happy. Dont chase happiness, but rather fix the things that dont make u happy een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
I am also super proud. For both of you. Well said, Riku !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Btw, universiteit stuff is FINALLY getting itself into order it seems and I think I only have like... two of three weeks left of highschool. Yeet geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Good to know about that !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
If The Swapper wasn't so similar to Portal, I would be having a much worse time figuring it out. That being said, it's still hard XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
The Swapper is a really good puzzle game. I expected it to be very similar to Nihilumbra but it's a wildly different beast. Definitely meer my style. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
LOVE AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR ANIMALS

THEY ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS THINGS IN THE WORLD geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
Till my last breath. een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Honestly rather than a -Dere type, I associate myself meer as a standard RPG protagonist because everyone expects me to help and be there when they have issues but when I'm having it rough, they make themselves scarce. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
This can be pretty Relatable. In meer ways than one !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Long busy dag geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Google: Will Riku be able to call Lady Vert her name without the word "Lady" before it?

Im not kidding XD I didnt realize it didnt feel right without "Lady" before it

#LadyVert geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
#Ojou-sama !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
L A D Y

V E R T

L A D Y

V E R T

L A D Y

V E R T

L A D Y

V E R T geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I dunno whats meer true. IF being relatable for her personality, of based on how much we both love Lady Vert. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Both, if I had to guess XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Am I literally listening to a ara, macaw muttering things as "music"? geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Why is Lucy asleep? I want his attention :v geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Hes cute I wanna cuddle him and give him head scratches and have him clean my face :v Why do birds have to sleep :v een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Me: *doing anything that requires focus* "Ah... Yes... It silences the screams. The horrible screams." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Genuine issue of not, Intrusive thought of Dissociated feeling, I dont want something screaming in my head when I dont want to handle it right now een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Distracting myself from an intrusive thought, of Numbing out an emotion. I quite honestly dont know which is which, but u know what- fuck whatever it was een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Enjoy yourself, Riku. Don't let anything ruin it. Hope u had a nice avondeten, diner as well !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also... I am taking my Senior Ditch dag tomorrow since I went to school on the agreed Senior Ditch dag since I had homework and I was joking about the sickness I came down with suddenly, and after joking about suddenly coming down with Cancer, Ebola, HIV, AIDs, Schizophernia, etc, I was like "I suddenly came down with Multiple Personality Disorder"

And then the other people in the car started pretending to talk to themselves in different characters geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Then Im like "Hey Ill do one!" een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Lets just like... say my improvised monologue between myself and like... six other personalities was a little too good and accurate and my mom, who doesnt know Im borderline DID was like ".... is this what usually goes on in your head? That was way too real" all jokingly een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But truth is it is XD Like, since Ive been meer stable Ive only had it once, but its pretty much what I mean when I say my mind "split" XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I literally had the worst belegd broodje, sandwich I've ever had. Carl's Junior - one of their chicken sandwiches tastes like a hotdog, two weeks old, boiled six times over and ran through some guys butt crack then somehow turned into a chicken sandwich. geplaatst een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Ran through some guys butt crack? u do realize that making this kind of comparison is kinda worrying XD !!!! een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
^ I’m already having nightmares while I’m awake 🤐 een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Todays Chatzy Quote!

There is none...Riku never talks to me...I'm so lonely. She watched Jumanji earlier. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 zei …
TODAY'S RUMOR: It is very likely that Riku is sleepwalking!

u didn't learned this from me !!!! geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I want to hug a bird geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I am going to go hug my birds again een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
They might find me annoying, but they know I love them een jaar geleden
GDragon612 commentaar gegeven…
lets hug alll cute birds of riku`s awww💖 een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Todays quote.

"You may not be an ezel person, but would u turn down the opportunity to slaan, smack the booty of a literal god of death?" geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
I am an ezel person among a few others. I'll slaan, smack dat booty anytime !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Hmm sudden influx of meer fans of this club, Ill take it XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
That’s probably me with my accounts lol ❤️❤️ een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Like if u are tired 24/7 regardless of how much u sleep XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
I'm imagining an anime curled up Riku on a divan, bank rn and it's phenomenal een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
If only there was a Sharing Option lol !!!! een jaar geleden
heart
GDragon612 zei …
I am going on Holidays tomorrow for About one month
I am back in july,will miss ya all
take care of ya guys

buing buing ya kat❤
swag and out
Peace bros/sis =D geplaatst een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
Seeya. Have fun ^^ een jaar geleden
GDragon612 commentaar gegeven…
thank u blind <3 een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Bye bye. Let us know how it was !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Time for todays out of context Chatzy quote.

"I think I reverse my stance on the "Fucking a Magnet" theory" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I wasnt part of this conversation :v een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
https://i.pinimg.com/originals/11/e5/10/11e51026f05a46d1d52855881a0c0f64.jpg geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly, its rare and I can count only three people in my school who can hold a debate with me without getting intimidated and cowering away, but I ADORE debating with those that dont.

Its absolutely amazing - especially since one has a very different point of view and perspective on things.

Its also great cause 2/3 of them seek out debates with me in class and its a mutual thing XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
DCI SEASON IS KICKING UP AGAIN AND I JUST GOT MY FIRST DCI WARM UP VIDEO OF THE jaar AND ITS FROM CAROLINA CROWN

HYPE HYPE HYPE

HYPE HYPE HYPE geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
DCI is like.... a man's sport for me. Im so hyped to see a live toon this jaar XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I CAN HEAR geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
What? een jaar geleden
JetBlack_ commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Yaaaay.... Like half deaf in one ear due to ear wax that I spent literally over two hours trying to get rid of since I couldnt sleep with no avail.

Woooo. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly though. IRL Im so much around 'the guys' that to a degree, I sometimes forget Im a girl XD Like me, one of my trumpet brothers, and two choir girls were waiting for our SEP to be called in, and my brain was like "Wow, look, its two guys and two girls" and it took me a minuut of two to realize that statement was false. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But nah. Me and my trumpet brothers used to have moment in competition games where wed be like "That girl over there, what would u rate her?" of just like... daring one of them to go up to a cashier that was kinda cute and write his number and a small message on it in attempts to connect XD It never worked een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
of like.... the football games where wed be like "Okay whose cheerleaders are meer attractive" of when wed spend like... 80-85% of our time in Small Ensembles talking about how my trumpet brothers could take better approaches towards getting their crush's attention and treating them right een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Saddening our time together is drawing short. They are truly amazing people een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I personally dont get why some girls get so upset when they ask their significant other if [insert girl] is cute / hot.

Like honest, Im the type to ask that to all my guy vrienden and significant others casually and be like "Yep. Shes attractive." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
- Significant others - Like I have multiple XD een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
You're prolly thinking of Jaden and Zane as well. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
^ een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
We all know what Reuniclus really is. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Chatzy excerpts taken out of context.

"Throh is pretty thicc. u could prolly hotdog a Throh" geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Weird...I was having a discussion with Riku and she went and cleared the chat halfway through. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im so stubborn Im still keeping track of Bleach for a return I have long since accepted may never come. geplaatst een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
hallo u never know. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
^^^ een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
If there is gonna be one 2019 is probably its best chance een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Okay I think that was the last batch I have of Nagito afbeeldingen to make iconen out of. I might have entirely left out 100 afbeeldingen I never looked at as possible iconen since I forgot where I left off last time but I think I finally got around to finishing them geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Btw I organize some of hte large collections into batches of 100 to keep track of them and to space out how I uploaden them as to get the most goud and as to make it easier to make iconen since each bath is like a check point and I dont have to look through like 600 all at once een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Just a tip I thought up and felt it would be helpful for others to hear as I was getting ready for bed

If u ever find yourself drowning, open your mouth up and begin drinking the water. u cand drown if there is no water

That is all, have a nice dag geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I meant to post this on the random club een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Not feeling mentally well suddenly?

Q: Is there a reason that could cause it? Stressed today? Family issues? Something brought it back up?

A: Yes -> Figure out what is causing it, and try to fix it, if not, try to distract yourself
A: No -> Continue

Q: Does it follow a time, hunger, physical trend of other moments?
A: Yes -> Remind yourself its probably just your brain tricking you
B: No -> Try talking it out with someone, if not try to distract yourself geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Thats kind of my flow chart for sudden strikes if I notice it before the sudden strikes consume my thought of latch onto something unpleasant XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
When your mental health is clearly acting up at night again even though u arent tired and instead of going to bed, u still want to stay up so u put conscious effort to remind yourself its just your dumb brain XD

Me: Body is tense and anxious door the way

Me: Yeah I know. Its just acting up for no reason. It does it at night sometimes

Me: Okay should we go to bed?

Me: Nah, mark it off as not a genuine issue and make sure the mark stays occasionally and we should be fine geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Me: Got it. Okay but now theres the lowering mood- een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Me: Its faulty. Just pick it back up and glue it with "make dopamine" een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Ive gotten a little too used to dealing with my brain that doesnt like to produce serotonin and dopamine een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Little did everyone know, MAGES. is the most relatable character in Hyperdimension Neptunia Rebirth 1 because of how upset she was that Doc Tear Pepper was removed geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
I can see it lol XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also it occurred to me in conversation with Nagito, that if there were a moment that I were to meet Nagito, he might be able to reciprocate obsessiveness since hed probably see me as a symbol of hope conquering despair if u think about it.

I've heard from some people that I kind of depict "hope" strongly, so I figure if normal people pick it up, someone as sensitive and passionate on the concept of hope as he is would also pick up on it. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Seriously though, I dont talk about it much and havent, but people underestimate how much I love Loki XD Like... Hes been a favoriete forever

Like Ive liked him since I saw the first Thor movie, meaning hes been up in the favorieten lijst LONGER than Akashi. Hes been in the favorieten lijst LONGER than Misogi and Hibari and gin and N. (Even if Bleach came first, gin came later) Like hes been there longer than 98% of my favorieten at this point geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like I think I liked Loki before I knew Wanta een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Just to put that into perspective een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Hes a Veteran een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Friend, Unadapted to the Extremities of My Obsession: ARE u OBSESSED WITH DOCTOR STRANGE of LOKI?!

Me, An Intellectual: y e s geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
To be fair, it is rare for two to be sharing the spotlight at the same time without one over powering the other een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Its great. Marvel is one massive universe so I can have a Dr Strange profiel and a Loki icon. geplaatst een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
Y U P een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
There is nothing better than using a phrase, metaphor, of ESPECIALLY idiom that Riku doesn't know(which is pretty much all of them) and then having her ask what it means and explaining it XD

I won't lie. I like to feel like the wise sensei occasionally geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
It certainly is a unique feeling. Won't deny it XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I honestly dont know how people can cheat on their significant other. Id go insane since Id constantly be anxious about being caught, guilty for doing it, and just way too stressed out.

Like even if I was into the idea of it of the 'thrill' of it, I couldnt. It just would not be fun for me. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Completely agreed. Honestly tho some people do it to spite their significant other. of they convince themselves that they're not in the wrong of they just flat out enjoy being douchebags. een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
That's it, pretty much. The thrill of it is a major factor. The higher the risk, the meer turned on a person can become. It is no different than the rush u get when Gambling of participating in a Life-threatening situation. u are stressed but still excited at the same time !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Lust can be pretty powerful in particular. To the point of setting aside any kind of logic at times !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly.... Its KINDA dumb my brain tells me to go to sleep door plucking rather than actually getting tired of simply getting sleepy.

Im like... I could sleep right now, but Im not remarkably tired

But at this point, it could be 10 pm, it could be 1 am, but whenever it starts plucking, thats when I have to force myself to bed to avoid too much damage geplaatst een jaar geleden