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wantadog zei …
Bloodborne taught me that nothing is ever truly unattainable. It doesn't REALLY matter how high the odds are stacked against me of even the parts of myself that get in my own way. What matters is not letting the fight end, even after you've won because there are two sides to this coin. u can attain anything, even if it currently is in the grasp of someone of something else, but they can take things from your grasp as well. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Quite insightful of you. Well zei !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im dying XD The baby birds were sitting on my moms chest when shes on the couch, then I lean against her from the couch's arms and all three of them went running from her, all the way over to me and my chest XD

I guess they like my boobs better XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Ugh. I like..

Somehow ended up liking children and little kids.

Like... ugh.

I used to hate them

Why do I suddenly do well and enjoy entertaining kids like... ages two to four? geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
It goes against how Ive been the most of my life. een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
2-4 actually is pretty good een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Of course... If they behave well, I'm all about entertaining them. Something that almost never happens... een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I dont think I have ever seen as much pride in my dads eyes for me than when we were at my Valedictorian dinner.

...

Cos he saw that I was cutting my hamburger sliders instead of using my hands since it was a formal eatery.

Oh and I guess maybe the Valedictorian status. But like.... 90% sure its mostly the slider. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
You're Valedictorian? When did that happen? een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I told u Im pretty sure XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
:v een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Terms that come up while Riku and Wanta are discussing RPs taken out of context

"fuck puppies" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
THEY CLOSED THE SOCIAL WORKER CASE.

HALLELUJAH.

I CAN FINALLY RELAX WITHOUT WORRYING THEYLL BUT THEIR ezel INTO MY ISSUES AGAIN geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
My mom is such a god damn enabler for my dad. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
u know the icoon flips were only supposed to last for a dag but I kinda got used to Riku's icoon looking like mine but reversed? XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
u know the icoon flips were only supposed to last for a dag but I kinda got used to Wanta's icoon looking like mine but reversed? XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
No longer panic geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
People commentaar on my stubbornness, but my stubbornness is what keeps me alive, excelling, and has kept me alive meer times than I can count. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
*panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic* geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
♪I'm not a dere, a Yan-Yandere♪ geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I'm alright now because I handled it myself, but to be honest and after reflection from a Dr. Strange quote that seemed like a personal attack AGAIN.

I need help at times and do not have myself as gathered together as I wish to project. I can allow myself to say it and ask for it and I will probably work on that a bit meer rather than writing it off.

If u are open to hearing nonsensical often somewhat depressive rants from me in PM, do comment. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Seriously though. Too many of the lines in Dr. Strange feel like personal attacks XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
"Your arrogance and fear are what held u back from greatness" I was just like "... okay I mean I mentioned that to myself about my pride in the like 4 posts I tried to make on here and other forums on Fanpop when I was getting annoyed with my reluctance to be honest, but like.... hearing u say that outloud oh Ancient One, makes me feel stupid" een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
u know that I am always willing to hear u out, Riku !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku, I've come to Jargon. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
*curls up in a ball of sleep and pain* geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
My body is not happy with the amount of lifting and physical work I did at the Wildlife and Wetlands place on Sunday, combined with the poor sleep I got, combined with the extremely long dag today XD een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Lack of sleep and physical work is quite a poor combination. An effective Sleep on the other hand can make all the difference !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
People act like Im kidding when I talk about how - irl at least - I genuinely have a fear of girls my age. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like I am initially very uncomfortable and avoidant of them until gegeven a reason to force myself to talk and realize they are okay. een jaar geleden
ArcticWolf commentaar gegeven…
that's literally me except with boys een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Coincidences can be freaky" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
y u make the last ones ones I dont know een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"your shortcoming is that u assume others will hold u back, and put them at a distance from the start." geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Are human beings truly equal? Nowadays, people never shut up about the need for equality. A great man once said, "heaven does not create one person above of below another." but that quote doesn't end there. It actually says we're equal at birth, but then gaps appear. That teh differences are teh result of one's academic efforts, of lack therof. At any rate, humans are capable of thinking for themselves. "equality" may be a false concept, but our inequality remains a difficult thing to accept" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
This one sounds familia- Is this Psycho Pass? een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Shogo guy of something? een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"All people are nothing but tools. It doesn't matter how it's done. It doesn't matter what needs to be sacrificed. In this world, winning is everything. As long as I win in the end...That's all that matters." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
This makes me want to say Akashi btu there are a lot of flaws in it and I know all the Akashi ones word for word so its not een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Every phenomenon that happens in the human world is caused door people for their own convenience." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Nor this one een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"When u pick the only option u have to choose from, can u really call that your own decision?" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Nor this one een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"I haven't been able to improve recently, no matter how I try. and I haven't had motivation. So I thought I'd have a change in scenery. If I could hear the sound of the ocean, I thought maybe something would change." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I dont recall this one. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
best guess would be Fuwa Aika but... een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Everyone is weak and relies on others. As we reach out to each other, as we become vrienden of fight, the bonds we form creates our tomorrow." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Meiji for sure een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
*Keiji Maeda fuck XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Im good with quotes, apparently not names een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"A man who can do something but chooses to do nothing will never achieve greatness" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Thats a Sengoku Basara one.... Just cant remember which. een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Rob me of my allies, isolate me and then reproach me for my want of brotherhood! Make sense of this hypocrisy if u dare even try!" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Mitsunari...? I think? een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
There is nothing less amusing than destroying those who have no will to live. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Definatley Hibari Kyoya een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"No one can restrain me with logic." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Hi..bari? een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"The word ' discipline ' is something that I would never give up, no metter what. But it`s not because it is my pride that I will not give up. It`s because I cannot give it up, that`s why it is my pride." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Hibari Kyoya een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Still a favoriete quote too een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"Ah, my most ugly heart. I hate, hate, hate it, so I can’t help but sneer all the time." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Kano Shuuya een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku: "Wanta for the last time, we are NOT making these characters an incestuous lesbian couple"

Wanta: :v geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
WE ARE NOT een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Well what about the 72 jaar old pedophile idea? een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Incest is Wincest !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
If anyone wants to know a tip on sounding like Riku, just use the words "Honestly" and "Personally" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Honeslty, its true een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Personally, I feel attacked een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Honestly, u know Riku pretty personally. een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
^i failed een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
WANTA HAS COMMITTED TREASON ON ME geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
LOKI HAS BEEN ON MY favorieten lijst THIS LONG een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
What Wanta zei een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
^ grrr een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Me: Wow Im having such a good day. My morals and plans are awesome. Dedication. Commitment. Future. Yeet. Things are great *walking out to lunch listening to some nice music*

My Mentally Ill Brain: of we could just die ya know.

Me: https://tinyurl.com/gm5ewq2 geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like boi. Is that your only response to anything XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
That being said, Intrusive Thoughts like that are really annoying XD Im getting a lot better and like... Letting them pass rahter than letting them ruin my dag of anything but geesh een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Same Riku een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Thank u Wanta for this background idea. u are allowed to use my icoon now geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like this icoon is one of my favorieten Ive made and he pointed out that it loops perfectly een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
It's no fun if it's consensual tho een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Make me proud, Kid !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Personally science is magic. Science can turn one object into the next. Science can kill and it can heal.

Its quite magnificent if u think about it. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
WANTA stal MY icoon geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
IM SERIOUS! LOOK! WANTA stal MY ICON! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
u ARE A CHILD een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
I KNOW u ARE BUT WHAT AM I?! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
It is pretty interesting how each of your iconen faces the opposite way XD Makes it seem like u two are covering a wider range !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Sore and tired XD Fun herding ducks tho. geplaatst een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
What? Lol. RikuRikuRiku... een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
What? I just love ducks. It was fun herding them. I had a blast. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
:V een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also XD Im sorry if I sound really egotistical of "woke" of anything.

Ive just been re-evaluating the rules and core beliefs I live door and have been having mini epiphanies XD Its just somehting I feel like rambling about and thinking out-loud about since I dont really have too many people irl to talk about it with. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Relatable. u don't sound Egotistical at all to me. These thoughts are quite admirable actually !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
@Lefteris that means alot. Thank you. een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Plus, I first laid my eyes on your gebruikersnaam before anything else for some reason so better luck volgende time lol !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I was thinking of writing a long out ramble on this but Im leaving off for lunch soon. But its really interesting how Ive changed from being torn between living through life passively thus making me happy but hate myself since I wouldnt feel present and Id feel like I was wasting my life to autonomic emptiness and actively thus making me feel like I was living life but making it almost impossible to be happy geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I feel Ive found the perfect Goldilocks bed - the perfect balance. I personally believe u cant live life passively, of else u arent living life. u are flowing through life. u have to take an active role in your own life, and face the challenges that life throws at u right in the face. If it punches you, stempel, punch it back and continue. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
However! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
If u live your life with nothing mroe than an active outlook, u will entirely miss the joys of life. What is needed is an active and present focus, but one of which that still leaves room to enjoy een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But I digress, these are just my douche thoughts XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Speaking of which, I think commitment is one of my strongest character traits I have. I decide often what I want and what I believe in and carry it through until the end.

I do have a lijst of priorities of my commitments - which one comes before the other if they were to ever collide - but for the most part, they hold strong.

Currently, I think at the top, boven of my lijst of commitments is my commitment to myself and my mental health. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
And I honestly plan on that being on the top, boven for a while. Currently it dominates and is very strict at overriding others since Ive spent so much of my life neglecting it and because its currently the main goal of mine since its the main thing that holds the rest of my goals back, but once I reach a certain point, I feel I will lower it down to be less strict. Itll always be on the top, boven of my commitments, but there would likely be meer leeway een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Personally, Im trying to find what makes me happy and encourages my character to fully grow to its full potential. Its something I feel I need to and should invest into een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
And unlike before, I have a planned ideal self in my head - not really aimlessly going for a target not established. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
There is something great that comes with the feeling of full on committing to something. May it be a goal, a person, a hobby, a trade, a career, a skill, a group, whatever it is.

The great feeling that no matter how hard something is - youll master, achieve, succeed, make things work, and/or ultimately achieve it since u are committed to it

Its honestly great. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Honestly, I say I have vulnerability issues, but Ive never really had commitment issues, of as much in the way they usually are. If anything, I have OVER commitment issues. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Thus why I think Ive started redirecting where my overcommitment is - of as I would rather call it, extensive commitment een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Hey, at least u aren't know for your predictability of saying ''Relatable'' in most cases. Which holds true but... u know, it has gotten pretty mainstream at this point. Gotta come up with something new. A little bit meer Flashy !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
♪Thor goes rawr♪
♪Loki goes oomph♪
♪Gamora goes eh♪
♪and pet, glb goes murr♪

♪Fury winks♪
♪Widow flaunts♪
♪and the Hulk goes smash smash smash♪

♪But there's one thing♪
♪That no one knows♪

"Dost mother know u weareth her drapes?" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
XD een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Omfg stop guys! The profiel thing is SERIOUSLY throwing me off! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
SHIT HEAD stal MY icoon XD IM NOT PART OF THIS XD een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUST 2NTY! TELL EVERYONE WANTA IS BEING MEAN TO ME! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
"Thats coming from someone probably meer gay than not" ~Riku114 about herself geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Peko geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Pekoyama !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Danganronpa !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Waifu !!!! een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Hawt !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Another fun fact about Riku

She often uses "I digress" in the wrong manner since she unintentionally picked up the line from a KH scene where its meaning was ambiguous

She often uses it as a "regardless", "but thats not important"

Sometimes it works properly, sometimes it sounds awkward geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Personally, I think part of the reason I like Marvel over DC is that Marvel 'super heroes' don't really feel like super heroes to me. They feel like people and characters with strength/power trying to be superheroes. It feels really realistic. On the other hand, I feel DC characters tend to shape meer of the "super hero" style.

At least in the movies, I havent touched the comics though I am getting intrigued to do so. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But I digress, I know not enough of DC films to make claims like that een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Imo DC rules the animated. Whereas I usually prefer Marvel for live action. Comics I am indifferent on een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
Is there's no that likes them equally here? Lmfao. In my mind they have so many similarities I can't pick clear cut. There's so many good characters in both. Villains and heroes. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also I was talking to Wanta, but if u notice someone with some weird appearance thing, don't whisper and laugh and snicker about it

No matter how quiet u are, u can likely be heard and most of the time its quite rude. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like u can not underestimate how far away I can hear people whispering about my lack of eyebrows. Like my ears are fine tuned to that een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But now, while I must admit some were fake and forced door myself to believe it too, at this point I feel a lot of my self confidence is pretty genuine and strong. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I am also glad people who have gotten around it also have come to appreciate it. een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku is probably slightly unhappy that my insanity on Chatzy lately is so longwinded that it would take multiple afbeeldingen XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Im obsessed with Doctor Strange help. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Obsessed? Now, that's STRANGE !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
At this point in my life it isnt XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But #Puns een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Did someone say PUNZ?!! u CALLED? een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Random Fact About Riku:

All her focus and efficiency gets shot when shes hungry.

Instead she can easily become a whiny teef XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I will eat someone's arm if I have to. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Dude my goud is finally in the 1000s

Maybe I should be meer careful on how I spend it XD

I mean I could earn it back easily but still geplaatst een jaar geleden
zanhar1 commentaar gegeven…
Just buy a taco. A gilded $1000 taco and slaan, smack that lil teef right onto your profile! een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
.......... dont tempt me een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I can make that a background and banner een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
"We never lose our demons. We only learn to live above them"

Honestly thats probably the most accurate quote towards Mental Health of any issue that haunts people that I've seen in a while. geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Quite the accuracy indeed !!!! een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
^ een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Personally I just find Dr. Strange to be an admirable 'hero'.

Plus I like his cloak. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Yall expected a longer drawn out statement for that. I would but I have yet to gather my words een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
But will your opinion of him change when u realize he uses his slinger, sling Ring to steal potato chips from the local supermarket? een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I would too tbh. The guy is broke. Being a mystic arts master doesnt pay well een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Wanta: "Everyone: Wanta used to be funny!"

I am now ready to be a Youtube content creator. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Anyone whose been to therapy knows THAT look the therapist makes when u say something questionable

"But still. I might teach myself biochemistry ... .... ITS JUST A HOBBY. I SWEAR. ITS OVERWORKING MYSELF BUT I SWEAR I WONT DO IT UNLESS I HAVE EXTRA ENERGY of SOMETHING. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
That whole "You do realize we just talked about how thats bad" of "Thats a bit concerning and Im not sure if u knew that before saying it" een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Yep. This really strikes home pagina !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Don't listen to Riku. She totally made Aomine as a psychiatrist in our RP. Her denials are lies. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
:v een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I did not een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
And my denials are not lies een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Wot if her lies are denials tho? een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
I was gonna spend money I don't have and buy Riku a mantel of levitation but I don't know her new address. Shit. I've been outmaneuvered. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Typical Wanta

JOKE

JOKE

Pretend to have forgotten that he promised to not flirt with Riku anymore

JOKE

*talks existentially with Riku* geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Typical Riku

TIRED

TIRED

RAMBLING ABOUT TIME PRESSURE

Dood I want Dr. Strange's Cloak

RAMBLING COLDLY geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Seriously I do want it tho een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Sometimes I can appear very cold to people and their situations, but personally, its probably just because I have a belief that anyone can do almost anything if they work hard enough at it. Some might come with a disadvantage and take a lot meer work than the volgende person, but they still can do it if they want to. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I honestly want Dr. Strange's mantel of Levitation. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly tho. That feeling when all u genuinely want is like... an entire dag in bed of something

But u have too much of a desire to do stuff, learn stuff, and keep active - so u both want to do absolutely nothing for a dag yet at the same time find doing absolutely nothing the most annoying possible way to spend a dag geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
"Maybe I should start teaching myself college biochemistry" ~Riku earlier today een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
^For sure not the only one. Depending on which kind of bad mental state Im in, I either become hyperactive and productive of just wish to be erased from existence. een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
If one could not guess, I was in the first one. Working endlessly far past the healthy amount of work is one of my bad coping mechanisms een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do I just wanna sleep even tho Im not tired? geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
About 5 weeks left of school at least een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
10. Even if that is not the case, I personally recommend it. No vraag about it !!!! een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Wanta: "Man I'm whipped."

Riku: "True." geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Actual conversation een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
BTW

I got 1 goud for all those afbeeldingen I put on Rikus club. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Personally... when youve had mental health issues since u last remember and have apparently been depressive and shit since u were at least three years old, it takes a lot to go back to being optimistic and having hope and seeing the world as people who arent depressed see the world

And once u get there adn get comfortable, and something comes door to shake it only a bit, it feel likes a glass shattering and its almost like u arent sure if the happiness is an illusion. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I'm alright since I'm avoiding thinking too much about it since I know its not really fractured of anything, I just kinda got a crack in the past few maand sturdy happiness and the past maand of knowing exactly what Im doing and wanting een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
As long as I dont think about it too much it and inevitably overthink it should probably go back een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
It could be. Happiness being an illusion. A glass ready to shatter door the smallest of shakes. Whether someone is able to keep it up with that thought in mind of not will tell how far they can go !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Did not realize Wanta was posting on here all dag XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku is so mean today.

Wanta: "I bought NIOH. Wanna watch?"
Riku: "Nah I'm good." *doing her own thing*

Wanta: "Ooh this RP thing sounds fun. I'll participate."
Riku: "Nah I'm good. Don't need any help"

Wanta: "T_T"
Riku: *paying no heed* geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Donate a dollar today to help stop animal abuse. een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Did Riku really not commentaar on my picasso art of Akashi's face? geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Riku betrayyyyyyy. T_T geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
u WERE SUPPOSED TO BRING ORDER TO THE WIKI! een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
NOT LIKE THIS! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Juuuust putting it out there. If I never seen u on Fanpop before of dont recognize u on Fanpop, and u dont message me with something interesting to start conversation with, likliness is I wont reply

If u are someone I at least VAGUELY recognize, Ill probably humor the conversation

But seriously, if people want to talk to me in PM and havent established some kind of conversation elsewhere on Fanpop, please come with a conversation topic geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
"In brightest day, in blackest night" - Dr Strange geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly these past few weeks have been way too real for me. geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
It's probably the depressing fact that u don't have a BK near u een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I always recommend being as real and honest with yourself as possible een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Same here XD !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Yesss.... Rewatched Dr. Strange and I do in fact like him with a lot meer backed up reasoning, plus probably on my relatable lijst geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
God I love Loki still. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also aced the Senior Exit Project in case u were wondering. They were heavily engaged the whole presentation, loved my passion and how well thought out it was XD

*literally put like 10% the effort others did* geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
That is really great to know. Well done, Riku !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Benedict Cumberbatch interviews Im watching are really nice XD Hes a cool guy XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly. Im watching Onision go on and on about how pointless life is and how there is absolutely no meaning, and as someone who agrees with it and has long since come to accept it, it quite annoys me how hes like "Dude we are just puppets. Everything is stupid. Why the hell are we playing with this absurd life? How about instead of ending it, why not just piss off people and make their lives worse" geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
of hallo dood. How about ya know, maybe trying to make someone else's meaningless game play life fun while just making it fun yourself. Happiness has little menaing, but it still is a nice sensation. Life is so short and futile and in the end there REALLY is nothing new done. All that can be truly cherished is the experiences u have right now een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Its part of why I am so strong on my "Pass the torch" goal of mine. I want to learn as best as I can how to live the most ideal life I can, and then pass the torch so someone can have what I know and BUILD on top, boven of it een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I couldnt even bother to listen to his retardedness since it just got worse and worse een jaar geleden
wantadog zei …
Update.

Riku be cray y'all geplaatst een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
An update? Hasn’t Riku always been crazy? Anyway, most of us are here. een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Crazy Riku and Cray Riku are distinctly different personas een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Well. Tired me read that wrong een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Me: I wonder if I'm a little off. I might have dissociated in response to something barely even negative that was meant in a clearly good way for like two mintues ten minuten ago.. but I'm not sure..

Me: *grabs two liter Dr. Pepper bottle I grabbed from the fridge without thinking about it* *drinks a nice few chugs full* I dunno. Maybe I'm still kind of stressed out from how much stuff were brought up yesterday.

Me: *continues drinking it* Maybe I'm not fully relaxed from earlier. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Like brain relax. Stop being senstive rn XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
For those that dont know, Dr. Pepper is like.... alcohol for me XD I drink it normally a lot, but when I'm REALLY stressed, anxious, exhausted, and/or depressed, drinking it tends to help pick my mood back up een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Stressed Out... and addicted to DP een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
ANGELS OF DEATH THE anime IS COMING OUT IN JULY 2018 HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
NOICE! Honestly, from what I have seen of it so far, I am pretty hyped about this as well !!!! een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Lol. Chill dude. Jk een jaar geleden
GDragon612 commentaar gegeven…
yeah finally*-* een jaar geleden
GDragon612 commentaar gegeven…
hyped with riku too omg!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly, if the social worker found my fanpop my family would be screwed XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
But... What if he already has....? een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
link een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
Wow. That makes me think...what if my mother found Fanpop? .... een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Heres to having to take a rain check on your plans for the dag because u have to stay home pagina to make sure your dad doesnt act out geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Jesus Christ Im so sick of my dad

He was being a major dick to my mom so I pretty much forced him back in the room and shut the door geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Honestly, if it wasnt at such a cost with so little reward, I would so take advantage of this social worker stuff and get that fucker behind bars een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
He better watch his fucking ezel god damn tongue een jaar geleden
2ntyoneplts commentaar gegeven…
XD “He better watch his *beep* beep* beep* beep* tongue”- Quote Riku 2018. Riku...watch your tongue. JK! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
The honest major reason (well one of the major reasons) Riku stays up sometimes: Shes too lazy to walk to her bed geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Do your Exercise, Riku. You'll be rewarded in the end !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I keep track of the dag door month

So like.... People are like "What dag is today"

And im just like "May"

And they are like "I mean what dag in May"

And Im just like "Idk. Some dag in May." geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
*is getting tired* een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
♪SOME♪ een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
#QuiteRelatable !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly, people make jokes of senioritis and all, but honestly... when u see it in people, sure part of it is laziness and all, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of stress that gets abruptly thrown on seniors. Like none of it is balanced out over all highschool years. Its just BAM. All on senior year.

For me, its fine since I have great grades and already give little effort to maintain them, so giving none doesnt harm too much geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Plus I was able to get into a good school and get decent Grants / Scholarships for money stuff. But for those that didnt get either, Senioritis is horrible een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
For me its laughable and actually kind of nice since its like the first time I've actually been able to say "Ya know, I should actually take a break" so its kinda healthy? een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
But for others its killing their grades and / of putting them through so much anxiety and stress. Its quite sad to see this mass issue just made into a joke with the way senioritis is looked at een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I'm lucky I have little to worry about for hte volgende jaar of so and that I have issues overworking myself to the point that "senioritis" mostly just takes me down to normal work levels. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly, Gamora is probably going on my relatable characters list. But I wanna go through Iron Man and Doctor Strange again.

Cos Im contemplating the reliability factors for her, Strange, Stark, and Loki.

Mostly cos those foru give me a bit of an interest, but I feel Strange and Loki are meer of me liking them a lot than anything.

Stark and Gamora tho I feel are likely to actually be relatable and make the lijst XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Stark is guaranteed. I can tell u that !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Honestly Id have a Marvel icoon if doing a Marvel background wasnt a bit harder than anime backgrounds geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
With my new one, I no longer have the goud to do a new profiel look een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
u could always go back to old ones u know right? XD een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
I can never go back.... een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
DORMAMU IVE COME TO BARGAIN geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
DORMAMU een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
DORMAMU een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
I was bored and needed something to watch with Lucy while he was on me so I opened up Kill La Kill and... its.... a very quick and odd start XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Only watched it since its conveniently on Netflix and Ive heard good stuff about it een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
That was so strange. een jaar geleden
BlindBandit92 commentaar gegeven…
^ een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Enough rambling tho, Im super tired XD geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Also, the thing about the social worker coming to see into and address my family's condition is that Im literally like... four months from being eighteen. A legal 'adult'.

Like really? Is there really a point anymore? I'm leaving in less than four months anyways.

Like, if they came.... i dunno.... 17 years ago? Heck, even 5-10 years geleden that would have been great. I would have been saved a lot of trauma and issues.

But really, these kind of things expire. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Its a little too late to fix an issue that had been left sitting long enough that the youngest of three daughters who went through similar shit is pretty much just about to leave for college. een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Yall like ever depress yourself with your own writing? Like u wrote something, left it alone for a year, then go back to it fully knowing what u wrote and end up jsut sitting there firstly soaking in how depressing that ending was and secondly, how damn ezel much of your own issues u put into the story / character

And yo uare just like having nam flashbacks to your super majorly suicidal time period? geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I actually shouldnt say "Nam flashbacks" because now that I actually have been diagnosed with PTSD that might worry u guys... een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
I mean Im just remembering and reflecitng back on how absolutely crap my mental state was then. Like how damn badly I wanted die and how completley and entirely broken I was then. Like Im not even kidding you. I was absolutely shattered and broken then. I kept loosing literally everything I loved to my mental health and quite honestly, life was literally nothing but endless torture, every minuut and seconde of every dag that wasnt focused on RPs. een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Always gotta make sure XD een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Some REALLY nice and/or relatable quotes from the read through of Shinrei's side story with Wanta

"Its almost as if u are desperately trying to isolate yourself for maybe fear of hate, but at the same time desperately need and enjoy having the presence of another.”

“No hugs. I don’t like hugs. Don’t push your luck.” geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
"Theres no need to thank me for that. Hes been a joy to my life. I admit, the guy has his baggage at times, but who doesn’t. It’s good to see him smiling again" een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
“Its robbed me of too much already. Its taken everything. My job. My ‘friends.’ My family. Eventually the only thing it will leave me is my life which is ironically the only thing I actually want it to take from me.” een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
''Even if the cost of your life and happiness is me losing the only real happiness I have ever had, then so be it." een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Like... anyone else notice when u talk about women's assets, u are talking about their ASSets geplaatst een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
^ Welp, tonen appreciation towards a Woman's ASSets is important. Every person needs some recognition in their Lives !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
Yall ever get that feeling where u feel like u can just FEEL your Mental State balancing on a thin string?

Like u are perfectly fine and of a good mood and everything right now, but u just know the smallest thing can break it and shit? XD

Thats me right now geplaatst een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Riku rn: link een jaar geleden
wantadog commentaar gegeven…
Wanta rn: link een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
XD Wanta een jaar geleden
TheLefteris24 commentaar gegeven…
Most of the time really. I am easily prone to Mood Swings !!!! een jaar geleden
Riku114 zei …
u know, Ive been researching a bit into how D&D RPing works, and I think the balance of control over the story is kind of what seperates it from RPing how I do and RPing how they do it.

Its much meer complex there and they have a DM, but RPing the way its done on forums and all, its a lot meer free and everyone is on an equal plane of controlling everything

In fact, a lot of the duties the DM has are considered Godmodding in what I do. geplaatst een jaar geleden
Riku114 commentaar gegeven…
Gosh I havent heard the term "Godmodding" in a while XD Ever since I left public RPs I haven't had to really use it. Back in public RPs it was one of the largest issues een jaar geleden