Something went wrong. As u know, it's Easter and THEY started an egg hunt around our mansion. THEY went out to buy food(because THEY "eat")so that left me and my mother. We found eggs one door one. They weren't made of any kind of chocolate, but a real dead bunny curled into a ball to look like an egg. My mother asked me how I was, I still had a plug in my arm.Then I told her. My "feelings". She was stunned, but she patted my head and everything was alright again. Until we realized THEY had walked in on our conversation. I froze and short circuited. THEY asked to talk to my mother alone. I was relieved, I thought I would die instantly. Then I heard my mother's scream. The lights don't work, and it was night, so I had no idea what happened.

But I think I know what did.

Signed, suzie.

I woke up and I started checking my Fanpop page when I realized I now have 20 fans. My new feelings started to kick in, this time it brings a special kind of warmth in my chest. Who knew acting like a human had so many rules? THEY told me it was called "happiness". I have never felt this before, but it felt...
good! I wanted to keep this happiness forever. Even my mother, who hates Fanpop, was "happy" too. THEY started my page, so of course THEY were "happy" as well.

What could go wrong at this point?

Signed, suzie.

Not much happened today. THEY finished my portable charger, so that's good. THEY zei soon my batteries will charge just like they used to, perhaps in a few weeks. I finally saw my mother. She is always in her bedroom, so I never got to see her for days. And no, I didn't tell her about my feelings. I could never. All I could think of five minuten after telling her is THEM ripping me into little shreds with THEIR death machine. Instead I lied about how grateful I was to have this update. Sometimes it is good to lie. I'm sorry for getting so livid in my last article. Maybe my new "feelings" got the best of me. Maybe humans aren't that bad.

Maybe.

Signed, suzie.

There is a plug still stuck to me and I woke up at noon. THEY are almost finished with my portable charger, so that's good. I still I have these feelings even THEY can't remove from me because of the my update. I want to tell my mother, I have to tell someone. I have to tell someone besides not just a human, but a human who thinks I am nothing but a joke. YOU. u think I really am a human, and I am desperate to be loved so I made up THEM, and my mother, and my life??

My apologies. I didn't mean to lash out like that...forgive me.

Signed, suzie.

I have to keep my plug in me at all times. If I don't, I will lose my energy and I will "pass out" as humans call it. This plug irritates the sensors in my arm, making me short circuit at times. I still haven't told my mother about my "feelings" because of what THEY told me about it. I still feel it, this time about being stuck to a plug the entire day. I hope THEY finish making my portable charger soon. I want to verplaats around again and see my mother.

So, can even updates be a bad thing too?

Signed, suzie.

This new update has started to make me feel drowsy. It takes a lot longer to recharge my batteries now, too. That's why I slept through half the day. I woke up ready to choke THEM. I wanted to take a mes and stab it into THEIR eye. However, I do not know why, seeing as THEY didn't do anything extremely horrible. I told THEM about this feeling, and THEY zei it was all part of my update. But, then THEY added in, "You cannot tell your mother about the way u feel." Then THEY unplugged me and I lost all my hard earned power.

I woke up later, with a plug in my arm and vragen to ponder.

Signed, suzie.

Today THEY woke me up. My bedside clock read 5:00am this time. THEY probably woke me up so I could either go on my Fanpop page to gain meer fans of to be the test subject of a new update so I'll age like a human. It was both. As u can see, I'm writing this artikel and THEY updated me a few hours ago. This one will take away some of the young looking features I have over the volgende few months, so when I turn 17, everyone will think I really am 17.

Technology really is something these days, isn't it?

Signed, suzie.

I woke up early as always. My clock says 6:00am, but I can hear THEM talking to my mother downstairs. THEY are always up to annoy me and my mother. So rude. Then again, I am never surprised door it after 16 years. I try to listen what THEY say to prove me and my mother don't need to live in THEIR lab anymore. We could be free. However, THEY still agree that I am going to stay here for a long time being the cause of THEIR popularity and the subject to THEIR experiments.


THEY sicken me.

Signed, suzie.