Taylor and I walked in the house from avondeten, diner and I just sighed sitting on the couch; he sat volgende to me pulling me on his lap which was the first intimate moment in weeks. I played with the thread of my shirt; Taylor cupped my chin so I am looking in his eyes.

Why didn't u tell me he asked?

u hate me so I just didn't I said.

Wait I don't hate u Taylor said.

Yes u do no kissing, touching of no nothing I just felt unloved I zei shrugging my shoulders.

u didn't tell me that are u and the baby OK I mean how long have u known he asked?

Three weeks promise I'm six weeks now I explained.

Taylor leaned in close to my lips; but turned kissing my cheek.

That's for not telling me I can't lose u Jayeln of our baby volgende time please tell me how u feel so I can fix it Taylor zei stroking my hand.

u can't fix my insecurities as I grow into a walvis of my growing hormones that would mainly be aimed at you. Here is your way out go and you'll never see me again I zei tears swelling my eyes.

OK first off vlaamse gaai, jay stop watching Teen Mom and seconde I don't care about your weight u will always be beautiful to me because u are carrying my child inside you. As for the hormones bring em because I know u don't mean anything door it. Third I'm not going anywhere OK after staying with me this long I know you're a keeper Taylor zei wiping my tears.

I love u I zei pressing my lips against his; Taylor turned us so I'm straddling him when my phone buzzed on the table. I reached for it not breaking the kiss when Taylor's hand grazed my mocha colored hips making me jerk a little; hello I zei in the phone.

It's Dr. Malcolm she said.

Oh yes Dr. Malcolm is everything OK I asked?

Yes the baby is fine your first ultrasound appointment is in two days on March thirtieth at nine can u make it she asked?

Yes thank u I zei and hung up.

So was that the baby doctor Taylor asked?

u sounded like my five jaar old nephew but yes my appointment is in two days at nine and the correct term is Obstetrician I said.

That's a big word I like baby doctor Taylor said.

I just laughed before kissing him again this time no interruptions.