is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i love u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i love ally so much shes my life i want her door me.


When u look into my eyes, what do u honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted off with the tears I've cried..

wonders when her dag will come...dont want to think about im afraid to because she can go anytime and if she goes without saying i love u then my life is over so i hold her tight so if she does go i can say i love her before she goes away and drifts away from me

i love this one person sooo much i cant explain it in words :) xxx its to hard to say it all in this short little time i no u have time but u might just forget so i kiss u and hold u and stand door u to toon u how much i love u it doesnt matter how much u love me i love u way meer (: