Michael, I cannot get over you. u are not the man that possible to get over at all. I got so close to u for the last two years. I have literally lived with u sharing your events, your joy and sorrows and tonen to u my excitement, my admiration and my tears. u became another part of me. u got under my skin so I merged with u and I cannot live already without feeling u in me. It happens that I don’t sense space and time between us, everything fades away, and only u and I exist in the entire world. It seems that I am reaching u and I am able even to feel the warmth of your body. I devote my thoughts, my poems to u without getting your reaction back. But anyway, I feel our intimate connection. Everywhere I go, everything I do I still feel the presence of you. u seem to me the only one man I could live with and couldn’t do without. No matter how worn out I am, since u are with me my spirit lifts up easily. I love you.

Emotions, true, original emotions that’s what catch people. And you, my darling, opened u hart-, hart and flew your emotions widely onstage. u carried me into your world of sweet dreams, spotlights, and sincere love. Your soul was so generous to share your excitement. And what I love when u perform. u are so much alive and possessed onstage that I can’t take my eyes off you. This is similar to sex, when u see your partner excited, watch his wild reaction u become meer emotional right back, then u and your partner merge as a whole and that where the real pleasure and bliss are. I can imagine what u were feeling while performing.