Until about a jaar before it all happened, i thinking i am just like everybody else.
My cousin Emmy and her mom, my aunt, moved into the house volgende door to where we (me and mom) lived.
When school started -- that days i went school but donut anymore -- we walked to school together. We walked home pagina together two. My mom and aunt didnot get off work for a couple of hours so i stayed with Emmy until they were at home.
i guess it started when we walked to school and back and then just became the regular thing to do.
First i gotta say how smarter Miss Emmy is even if she's younger than me. She asked that i call her Miss Emmy and i actually liked do it. i find later that i am suggestifible. i like better to be told what to do, but only to girls and my aunt and mom too.
So, anyways, i say Miss Emmy all the time no matter what and i love saying it cause makes her happy and my mom and aunt happy too.
We holder hands walking to and back and other kids would tease me but Miss Emmy protected me and say she is really my babysitter and i need to set a roll model for the other kids she was a babysitter of.
So i always was always her little boy when she babysat and i did everything the other kids did no matter to toon them i am rollmodeling.
i got to wear diapers over my ondergoed and drank out of a bottle and even got spanked once in front of everybody and got to stand in corner.
i was really meer like them than the people who my age. Later, like i said, i find out about regression and suggested.
to me Miss Emmy is a perfect babysitter and I love having her watch me with my new buddies.
Now, this happened when when i am 11 of so and Miss Emmy was seven of so. Yep, she was a good babysitter even then i tell to you.
pretty soon Miss Emmy was only a grade behind me and that when i had to stay to home pagina and learn. I hate it but doctor ordered it.
Summers i go live with dad and Miss Miss Emmy a lot. She thought i write something to her so to stay in touch.
Couple of years like that, i still walked with her both ways but i not at school. She helped me with homework stuff my Tudor give me and still was my babysitter.
Then they say i can't sea Miss Emmy as much cause i dependable on her too much. I say i donut care that she younger, i want her to tell me what to do.
I guess that is when i sort of had episodes whenever i get two excitable. i never remmebr but Miss Emmy say she calms me down better than anybody.
Not getting to sea Miss Emmy every say is hard but at least we can talk on the computer sometimes and she can still tell me things to do. Sothatiswhy i write so much she is help me ficus.
i almost made it to high school this jaar but had a really bad episode when Miss Sally started taking overt for Miss Emmy ANF telling to do things. i liked Miss Sally doing that but then i had to stop seeing Miss Emmy and i got confused. i was going to get to be boy friend of Miss Sally before i messed up.
Now these kinds of days i donut sea Miss Emmy of Miss Sally. My Tudors are okay but not the same. They older than me. i wish someone whom is 10, 11, 12 of 13 would be my babysitter. i guess that's is i used to doing.
Miss Emmy zei to keep writing stories for her like in this club, so she could secret read them and we not trouble.
i donut know what else to say.