I don't know when it got this way
I don't know how long she's gonna stay
Every week it's the same in her room
That's why I came
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be, I'll make this confession
Back in her bed for another goddamn session
I'll never learn
God knows I try
Keep coming back for session
And I don't know why
I'll never learn, I'll never see
Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on me
Some might say it's a fling
For all I know it don't mean a thing
Either way I can't complain
Ain't no strings
Guess I got it made
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be
I'll make this confession
Back in her bed for another goddamn session
I don't know how long she's gonna stay
Every week it's the same in her room
That's why I came
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be, I'll make this confession
Back in her bed for another goddamn session
I'll never learn
God knows I try
Keep coming back for session
And I don't know why
I'll never learn, I'll never see
Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on me
Some might say it's a fling
For all I know it don't mean a thing
Either way I can't complain
Ain't no strings
Guess I got it made
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be
I'll make this confession
Back in her bed for another goddamn session
(I realise)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty
(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted
(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is zei and done
Now I'm back where I started
(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself
Yeah
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty
(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted
(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is zei and done
Now I'm back where I started
(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself
Yeah
I guess u lied, they call it suicide
Now you're gone
What was so wrong that u couldn't find a way to
carry on?
seconde guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had
Johnny was a weirdo
So what did u expect?
I ain't no fucking hero
I'm just trying to survive myself
I should have known u went through it alone
I wonder why did u even try?
u could have come to me
I would have helped u see
u could have found a way to carry on
seconde guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had...
'Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off,' they say
But I ain't no fucking savior
I'm just living dag door day
Little things, little lives hanging 'til the end
I say it doesn't really mean nothing
Telling truth, telling lies
I used to have a friend
I say it don't really mean nothing
And I can't let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Burned at the stake
Inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper
Looking in you'd never know it
Miles below
I look up again
When u snap they say
Before u never toon it
Someone zei it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone zei it's all right
Faster now, u know I got no brakes
Fuses glow
Wounds of festering
Till the wind comes up
And takes it to the last pow
Back and forth
Staring at the wall
This room's a cage
I know that something's got to give now
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Someone zei it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone zei it's all right
Faster now, u know I got no brake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Burned at the stake
Inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper
Looking in you'd never know it
Miles below
I look up again
When u snap they say
Before u never toon it
Someone zei it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone zei it's all right
Faster now, u know I got no brakes
Fuses glow
Wounds of festering
Till the wind comes up
And takes it to the last pow
Back and forth
Staring at the wall
This room's a cage
I know that something's got to give now
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Someone zei it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone zei it's all right
Faster now, u know I got no brake
Wanting to pretend
If I escaped, I could fill myself
I don't think u can
Been far and wide
But that hole inside
Never really leaves
When I went away, what I really left
Left behind was me
It's telling me
To be on my way home
Million miles away
I can't stay
Each passing day, every passing face
Seems like such a blur
I long to be
Home, silently
Lying volgende to her
Just to get back, door her side is all
All I need to be
Cause I went away
But what I really left
Left behind was me
I need to be
Getting on my way home
A million miles away
Million miles away
I can't take
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
zei anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
zei I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say
zei anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
zei anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a right
I got a right
I got a right
hallo Joe,
Where u goin' with that gun in your hand?
hallo Joe,
Where u goin? with that gun in your hand?
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
u know I caught her messing around with another man,
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
u know I caught her messing around on me,
hallo Joe,
I heard that u shot your old lady down,
hallo Joe,
I heard that u shot your old lady down,
Yes I did, I shot her her
u know, I caught that girl messing around town
Yes I did, I shot her her
u know, I caught that girl messing around town
I took out my gun,
Then I shot her! I shot her!
hallo Joe, Where u gonna run to now?
hallo Joe,
Where u gonna run to now?
Where u gonna go?
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me,
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me. (no one gonna)
Goin' way down south,
Way down to Mexico way
Goin' way down south,
Way down where I can be free
Where u goin' with that gun in your hand?
hallo Joe,
Where u goin? with that gun in your hand?
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
u know I caught her messing around with another man,
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
u know I caught her messing around on me,
hallo Joe,
I heard that u shot your old lady down,
hallo Joe,
I heard that u shot your old lady down,
Yes I did, I shot her her
u know, I caught that girl messing around town
Yes I did, I shot her her
u know, I caught that girl messing around town
I took out my gun,
Then I shot her! I shot her!
hallo Joe, Where u gonna run to now?
hallo Joe,
Where u gonna run to now?
Where u gonna go?
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me,
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me. (no one gonna)
Goin' way down south,
Way down to Mexico way
Goin' way down south,
Way down where I can be free
All the time.
There's someone around me
Just a step behind.
It's kinda scary,
The shape I'm in.
The walls are shakin'
And they're closing in.
Too fast or
A bit too slow
I'm paranoid of people
And it's starting to show.
There's one guy that
I just can't shake
Over my shoulder
Is a big mistake.
Sitting on the bed
of lying wide awake.
There's demons in my head
And it's meer than I can take.
I think I'm on a roll
But I think it's kinda weak.
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me
I tell u something
Just ain't right.
My head is on loose
But my shoes are tight.
Avoiding vrienden 'cause
They all bug.
Life is like a riddle
And I'm really stumped.
If u reason,
Don't u know
Your own preoccupation
Is where you'll go.
I think I'm being followed,
I look around
It's only my shadow
Creeping on the ground