Here is the last chapter! I would like to say thanks to everybody that read and commentaar gegeven my fanfics specially to Cassie R. that helped me chosing the song. Thank u Cassie! HOPE u LIKE IT!
Begin Again-Colbie Caillat
Finnaly the kiss ends and the magic dissolves in the air. They could feel jitters coming. Ziva solves to break the silence.
-What was this, Tony? -She says almost whispering.
-I'm sorry Ziva, I...
Rosa, the nurse is looking at them with that little-pretty smile as when she watches those mexican soep operas, that she loves.
-I understand, it was the tension of the moment sorry, I shouldn't have asked...
-Popcorns would be great now, doctor. -Rosa says quitly to the doctor.
-Don't worry about it, how do u feel? -Tony asks.
-Exhausted...
-But is it something that hurts you? Are u breathing well?
She loves to see him worried about her.
-Calm down, Tony, I'm fine. I'm only tired...
The nurse approaches to them.
-Señor DiNozzo, maybe it's better u go now, señorita David needs to rest, u may come tomorrow to see her, actualy u SHOULD come tomorrow to see her...
The doctor gives her a nudge.
-Rosa...Don't be a machmarker -He whispers.
-Sorry, doctor I couln't avoid.
-Bye, Ziva.
-Bye... -She says.
Ziva rests the head on the hoofdkussen, kussen with an absent smile. Rosa is looking at her and laughs.
-What? -Ziva says trying to hide what she's thinking.
-Nothing, señora. Sleep, u need to rest.
Ziva can't stop thinking about that kiss. She can't deny that it was the best kiss of her life. She finds herself curling her hair with a finger thinking about him. "Oh camon Ziva, u look like a teenage..." She thinks.
Ziva wakes up in the morning, Rosa is already there arranging something in the medicine cabinet.
-Sorry, señora, I didn't want to wake u up.
-You didn't, Miss Rosa. And please, don't call me señora I hate that formalities. Just Ziva.
-Ok, Ziva, but like that u can't call me "miss" just Rosa. So tell me, did u see him today, already?
-Him.
-Yes, your charming prince...
-I don't know what u are talking about.
-Yes, u do. Señor DiNozzo...
"Oh damn, is that obvious?" Ziva says to herself.
-We are only friends, Rosa.
-Yes, of course u are. vrienden use to kiss each other on the lips...Why don't u tell him?
-Tell him what? There's nothing to tell...
-Look, señora... Ziva. El verdadero amor solo se encuentra una vez en la vida. The true love is only found once in a lifetime.He zei that he can't imagine his life without you. Think about it.
Rosa leaves Ziva alone. She's thinking about it... about how they always try to protect each other, about what she feel and what she thinks he feels.
"I can't get u out of the sunlight,
I can't get u out of the rain,
I can't get u back to that one time,
Cause u and me are still recovering."
Maybe they should go slowly, maybe she shouldn't tell him. Actualy she thinks that she shouldn't even love him. "I don't deserve him, after all the things I did to him..." She says to herself. But she do, she love him, first she need to tell him, and then they will go slowly... she need to calm down, her life has been a race.
"So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race..."
She asks to herself if after everything they've been through, after Jeanne, after Michael, they can begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go..
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had..
I never knew what I had.."
She thinks if he ever notice what she feels for him. "Of course he did, Ziva... you're so obvious..." (She's not very accustomed to talk with herself so much...) She thinks about all those times that she finds herself counting every every seconde to see him.
"See I look for u in the morning
Cos that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cos that's when I want u the most
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race"
Everytime she see him, the only thing she wants to do is to hold him in her arms, to kiss him and never let him go. All that she wants it's to begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go...
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
of is it too late to come back
of is it's really over,
If it's really over..."
-Hey, sunshine, how are u today?
-Hi, Tony. I'm fine. -She says.
-Look, Ziva... I bring u something...
Ziva was waiting for a movie of something like that...
-This is for you. -He says holding a bunch of flowers.
With this she feels her hart-, hart beating faster.
-Tony... I... I don't know what to say... I never expected that u would... give me flowers.
-You didn't like it...
-What... no, I loved it... I'm just... impressed.
-Ah ah... Ziva David is impressed! Tony DiNozzo you're incredible. -He says with that ironic smile.
-And very convinced too. -She says smiling.
He sits on a chair near to her bed.
-Ziva, is something wrong?... u look strange today...
-I... I need to say u something...-Her stomach has a node.-It's now of never, so here it goes. Look I don't know how to say this to you, because this is not a thing that I say all the time.-The words are threatening to leave her mouth. -I love u Tony, I always did, since the first moment that I saw you, I try to deny it everyday, I try to hide it, but I can't no more. I love you, I realy do.
Tony is propped looking at her.
-Sorry... I... I... shouldn't have zei this. If u don't feel the same but it's ok I....
-Shhh... Look, there's something I want to say u too, you're beautiful, you're inteligent, you'te sexy, you're nice, you're strong, you're amazing, you're my ninja...You're all that I need. When u were almost dying in my harms last day, for the first time I felt how it is to don't have nothing. When I saved your life, I saved my heart. You're everything to me. I don't matter to leave my "playboy" life, I don't matter to never be with another woman again, I don't matter about rule number 12 of about you're father. I would do anything for you... even watch that horrible hebrew movies. I love you, Zi.
He presses his mouth on her lips so softly that it seemed that he was asking her premission to kiss her. A tear slip door her face.
-Zi, are u crying? I never saw u crying...
He holds her in his arms. They could be holding on forever. She's crying in front of him, she really is...she was needing that, she was needing that since she met him. He can feel her sobbing, and her tears watering his shirt.
-Sorry, Tony. -She says surrounded door his embrace.
-It's alrigth, cry Ziva, u don't need to be ashamed to cry, it's good to you. I'm here, rigth here and u know I'll always be.
Rosa is watching them, she's crying her eyes over.
-Rosa, are u crying? -The doctor asks.
-Look at them doctor...
"But this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But itI's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go...
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had..."
There they are. A "crazy ninja" and a "playboy" finnaly realising their emotions. This is not a happy ever after. This is only a beginning, a very happy one. And maybe the lovestories exist, we only have to believe them, and to find strength to begin again.
So... hope u like it please comment.
P.S.:TIVA FOREVER!!!
Begin Again-Colbie Caillat
Finnaly the kiss ends and the magic dissolves in the air. They could feel jitters coming. Ziva solves to break the silence.
-What was this, Tony? -She says almost whispering.
-I'm sorry Ziva, I...
Rosa, the nurse is looking at them with that little-pretty smile as when she watches those mexican soep operas, that she loves.
-I understand, it was the tension of the moment sorry, I shouldn't have asked...
-Popcorns would be great now, doctor. -Rosa says quitly to the doctor.
-Don't worry about it, how do u feel? -Tony asks.
-Exhausted...
-But is it something that hurts you? Are u breathing well?
She loves to see him worried about her.
-Calm down, Tony, I'm fine. I'm only tired...
The nurse approaches to them.
-Señor DiNozzo, maybe it's better u go now, señorita David needs to rest, u may come tomorrow to see her, actualy u SHOULD come tomorrow to see her...
The doctor gives her a nudge.
-Rosa...Don't be a machmarker -He whispers.
-Sorry, doctor I couln't avoid.
-Bye, Ziva.
-Bye... -She says.
Ziva rests the head on the hoofdkussen, kussen with an absent smile. Rosa is looking at her and laughs.
-What? -Ziva says trying to hide what she's thinking.
-Nothing, señora. Sleep, u need to rest.
Ziva can't stop thinking about that kiss. She can't deny that it was the best kiss of her life. She finds herself curling her hair with a finger thinking about him. "Oh camon Ziva, u look like a teenage..." She thinks.
Ziva wakes up in the morning, Rosa is already there arranging something in the medicine cabinet.
-Sorry, señora, I didn't want to wake u up.
-You didn't, Miss Rosa. And please, don't call me señora I hate that formalities. Just Ziva.
-Ok, Ziva, but like that u can't call me "miss" just Rosa. So tell me, did u see him today, already?
-Him.
-Yes, your charming prince...
-I don't know what u are talking about.
-Yes, u do. Señor DiNozzo...
"Oh damn, is that obvious?" Ziva says to herself.
-We are only friends, Rosa.
-Yes, of course u are. vrienden use to kiss each other on the lips...Why don't u tell him?
-Tell him what? There's nothing to tell...
-Look, señora... Ziva. El verdadero amor solo se encuentra una vez en la vida. The true love is only found once in a lifetime.He zei that he can't imagine his life without you. Think about it.
Rosa leaves Ziva alone. She's thinking about it... about how they always try to protect each other, about what she feel and what she thinks he feels.
"I can't get u out of the sunlight,
I can't get u out of the rain,
I can't get u back to that one time,
Cause u and me are still recovering."
Maybe they should go slowly, maybe she shouldn't tell him. Actualy she thinks that she shouldn't even love him. "I don't deserve him, after all the things I did to him..." She says to herself. But she do, she love him, first she need to tell him, and then they will go slowly... she need to calm down, her life has been a race.
"So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race..."
She asks to herself if after everything they've been through, after Jeanne, after Michael, they can begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go..
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had..
I never knew what I had.."
She thinks if he ever notice what she feels for him. "Of course he did, Ziva... you're so obvious..." (She's not very accustomed to talk with herself so much...) She thinks about all those times that she finds herself counting every every seconde to see him.
"See I look for u in the morning
Cos that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cos that's when I want u the most
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race"
Everytime she see him, the only thing she wants to do is to hold him in her arms, to kiss him and never let him go. All that she wants it's to begin again.
"Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go...
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
of is it too late to come back
of is it's really over,
If it's really over..."
-Hey, sunshine, how are u today?
-Hi, Tony. I'm fine. -She says.
-Look, Ziva... I bring u something...
Ziva was waiting for a movie of something like that...
-This is for you. -He says holding a bunch of flowers.
With this she feels her hart-, hart beating faster.
-Tony... I... I don't know what to say... I never expected that u would... give me flowers.
-You didn't like it...
-What... no, I loved it... I'm just... impressed.
-Ah ah... Ziva David is impressed! Tony DiNozzo you're incredible. -He says with that ironic smile.
-And very convinced too. -She says smiling.
He sits on a chair near to her bed.
-Ziva, is something wrong?... u look strange today...
-I... I need to say u something...-Her stomach has a node.-It's now of never, so here it goes. Look I don't know how to say this to you, because this is not a thing that I say all the time.-The words are threatening to leave her mouth. -I love u Tony, I always did, since the first moment that I saw you, I try to deny it everyday, I try to hide it, but I can't no more. I love you, I realy do.
Tony is propped looking at her.
-Sorry... I... I... shouldn't have zei this. If u don't feel the same but it's ok I....
-Shhh... Look, there's something I want to say u too, you're beautiful, you're inteligent, you'te sexy, you're nice, you're strong, you're amazing, you're my ninja...You're all that I need. When u were almost dying in my harms last day, for the first time I felt how it is to don't have nothing. When I saved your life, I saved my heart. You're everything to me. I don't matter to leave my "playboy" life, I don't matter to never be with another woman again, I don't matter about rule number 12 of about you're father. I would do anything for you... even watch that horrible hebrew movies. I love you, Zi.
He presses his mouth on her lips so softly that it seemed that he was asking her premission to kiss her. A tear slip door her face.
-Zi, are u crying? I never saw u crying...
He holds her in his arms. They could be holding on forever. She's crying in front of him, she really is...she was needing that, she was needing that since she met him. He can feel her sobbing, and her tears watering his shirt.
-Sorry, Tony. -She says surrounded door his embrace.
-It's alrigth, cry Ziva, u don't need to be ashamed to cry, it's good to you. I'm here, rigth here and u know I'll always be.
Rosa is watching them, she's crying her eyes over.
-Rosa, are u crying? -The doctor asks.
-Look at them doctor...
"But this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let u break my own
Yes, I know we've zei a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But itI's not too late to take them back
So, before u say you're gonna go...
I should probably let u know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had..."
There they are. A "crazy ninja" and a "playboy" finnaly realising their emotions. This is not a happy ever after. This is only a beginning, a very happy one. And maybe the lovestories exist, we only have to believe them, and to find strength to begin again.
So... hope u like it please comment.
P.S.:TIVA FOREVER!!!