Feeling someone standing over me I awoke in to my surprise and happiness it was Eric. I'd butted heads with him as I sat up in shock. "OW!"
"Sorry Eric I didn't think it was you."
"I see expecting someone else I suppose." ". . . It's not like that E."
He chuckles "Now I'm not so sure." I felt the blush rise in my cheeks I moved it out and my thoughts and senses kicked back in. Looking down I came to the realization that I was in a hostpital bed, my eyes then scanned the whole scenary. I was in a hostpital.
"Eric?"
"Yes?" his voice filled with cautiousness and concer and the slightest hit of fear.
I turned to him and asked, "Why are we in a hostpital?"
"Well u see u hit your head pretty hard and you've got some wicked scars on you. I sorta found u banaged up on side of the road." he leaned back in the leather chair volgende to my bed fixed me with a glare like no other. "Mind telling how that happened?"
I stared at the covers not wanting me his eyes before I thought everything out, to be sure that he was in fact lieing and wanted the actually explation. Searching my brain I racked around and finally the memory came. I recalled being beat the heck out of door Eliza, and just as I blacked out Jarred and some guy came in. It was Eric.
"You were guy who came in with Jarred weren't you? We are in the Instuite, aren't we? Did Jarred force u come here?" I looked at him waiting for his reply.
"Kate u didn't answer my question."
"And u didn't answer mine."
He clenched his teeth together and zei "I will give u your antwoorden only if u explain to me what happened with Jarred and Eliza."
We starred at each other I was the one to crack, "The found me after sometime you'd left and after Jace was being attached door some RavenDog I tried to escaped, which turned out to be an epic fail. And the volgende I knew I was awoke to being beat door Eliza soon enough I blacked out door the time u came."
He kept quiet trying to keep his anger under control, he clenched his fist. "Yes we are in the Institute and sort of. He asked that I come and after he gave a little persuadtion I decided whatever he had for me would be best to see and not wonder about. If I hadn't came Kate u would be dead. Jarred and I-
I scoffed "Spare me what so your working Jarred now?! Is that it?!"
"Kate u don't understand."
"I understand, Eric. I understand so what are u and Jarred best friends?" I asked harshly.
"He's an old partner of mine. And I left the Hunters to protect u after Brandon died ok?! I'm loyal to your brother even after his death."
"For all I know u could be working Jarred now." I asked my voice cold and hard.
"Oh so u don't trust me now?!"
I looked at him and shook my head "No. No I don't, I can't. Knowing u were. . .one of them."
He kept quiet for a few seconden hen stood "Well I guess I don't know u as well as I thought I did." I looked up at him his jaw clenched tight his face zuur, zure with disgust. "Take care of yourself, basicly don't die, Katelen." Wig that he walked out. I didn't bother to watch him leave. I lay back in my bed "Wait geleden Kate, wait geleden to screw things up. He was your one only chance of survival." I sighed
"Sorry Eric I didn't think it was you."
"I see expecting someone else I suppose." ". . . It's not like that E."
He chuckles "Now I'm not so sure." I felt the blush rise in my cheeks I moved it out and my thoughts and senses kicked back in. Looking down I came to the realization that I was in a hostpital bed, my eyes then scanned the whole scenary. I was in a hostpital.
"Eric?"
"Yes?" his voice filled with cautiousness and concer and the slightest hit of fear.
I turned to him and asked, "Why are we in a hostpital?"
"Well u see u hit your head pretty hard and you've got some wicked scars on you. I sorta found u banaged up on side of the road." he leaned back in the leather chair volgende to my bed fixed me with a glare like no other. "Mind telling how that happened?"
I stared at the covers not wanting me his eyes before I thought everything out, to be sure that he was in fact lieing and wanted the actually explation. Searching my brain I racked around and finally the memory came. I recalled being beat the heck out of door Eliza, and just as I blacked out Jarred and some guy came in. It was Eric.
"You were guy who came in with Jarred weren't you? We are in the Instuite, aren't we? Did Jarred force u come here?" I looked at him waiting for his reply.
"Kate u didn't answer my question."
"And u didn't answer mine."
He clenched his teeth together and zei "I will give u your antwoorden only if u explain to me what happened with Jarred and Eliza."
We starred at each other I was the one to crack, "The found me after sometime you'd left and after Jace was being attached door some RavenDog I tried to escaped, which turned out to be an epic fail. And the volgende I knew I was awoke to being beat door Eliza soon enough I blacked out door the time u came."
He kept quiet trying to keep his anger under control, he clenched his fist. "Yes we are in the Institute and sort of. He asked that I come and after he gave a little persuadtion I decided whatever he had for me would be best to see and not wonder about. If I hadn't came Kate u would be dead. Jarred and I-
I scoffed "Spare me what so your working Jarred now?! Is that it?!"
"Kate u don't understand."
"I understand, Eric. I understand so what are u and Jarred best friends?" I asked harshly.
"He's an old partner of mine. And I left the Hunters to protect u after Brandon died ok?! I'm loyal to your brother even after his death."
"For all I know u could be working Jarred now." I asked my voice cold and hard.
"Oh so u don't trust me now?!"
I looked at him and shook my head "No. No I don't, I can't. Knowing u were. . .one of them."
He kept quiet for a few seconden hen stood "Well I guess I don't know u as well as I thought I did." I looked up at him his jaw clenched tight his face zuur, zure with disgust. "Take care of yourself, basicly don't die, Katelen." Wig that he walked out. I didn't bother to watch him leave. I lay back in my bed "Wait geleden Kate, wait geleden to screw things up. He was your one only chance of survival." I sighed
I'm cheerful on the outside yes, but under this huge hyperfilled, cheerful girl is a fragile antique.
On the outside some see me as normal of energetic maybe the one appel, apple with a hole in the barrel.
I'll plaster a smile every now and then to toon the me-the fake me- to disguise the actual one pulling the strings.
As I stand before the mirror starring at myself I see that figure looming behind me his hand on my shoulder.
And at that moment my mask breaks and I'm stunned at my actual self.
I'm filled with depression, sadness, anger and haterid.
Never did I want to ever see the true me.
The mirror breaks and the man volgende to me whispers "Your mine." I look down in defeat.
Dropping to the ground-on my knees-I begin to cry.
He got the better of me and now I am no more.
"I'm a monster." I say to myself through a sob.
On the outside some see me as normal of energetic maybe the one appel, apple with a hole in the barrel.
I'll plaster a smile every now and then to toon the me-the fake me- to disguise the actual one pulling the strings.
As I stand before the mirror starring at myself I see that figure looming behind me his hand on my shoulder.
And at that moment my mask breaks and I'm stunned at my actual self.
I'm filled with depression, sadness, anger and haterid.
Never did I want to ever see the true me.
The mirror breaks and the man volgende to me whispers "Your mine." I look down in defeat.
Dropping to the ground-on my knees-I begin to cry.
He got the better of me and now I am no more.
"I'm a monster." I say to myself through a sob.
I am a broken-winged eagle
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Let us hold hands in joy
Let us sit on the warm white sand
And let us watch the sun set tonight
We're gonna be a pair
We're gonna fly away
And let nobody go into our minds
Toni-i-ight
We're gonna slowly stand up
Listen to the waves
Roar and wash into the sand
And I'm gonna lean on you
Oh where were the times?
Where were the moments?
It seems like last year
When I kissed u and locked eyes
The sun's settin
But we're never gonna leave each other
Not if we stay together
Like ever...like forever
Watch the sun set
Watch the waves roll into each other
Oh my dear,
We're gonna never be separated
Sun sets,
Waves roll,
We're gonna sleep...
Side door side.
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my hart-, hart broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took u a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
u blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet u knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if u werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of u to stop by
but please go home pagina now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see u again
i wont be there when u fall
just know that i
wont pick u up again
flippy
Again I own absolutely nothing, and I do hope u smile laugh and get inspired because those are just wonderful feelings and it's the purpose of all of this.
Enjoy!
