this novel is a killing novel for me ,cause I don't know how I could express it in words but I want to write it
the novel made up with three parts each part has several chapters ,so I hope you like it

the main story :
well I don't know how could I start the story is very long but here's abridgement

it's about a very sad cruel woman
she saw her mother get killed when she was young ,then her family separated a part ,she had to marry a rich oppressive man to save her father from his disease ,after her daughter's birthed ,her life turned to disaster ,she felt that she's crazy cause she seeing hallucinations and other creepy stuff ,one day she found out that her husband want to kill her daughter ,her husband locked her with her daughter in the basement ,when he was going to hurt her daughter she tried to stop him but he pushed her from the balcony ,she died ,but she can still walk and think ,she had a second chance to change the life with girls like her and take her revenge from her husband ,so she turned from a nice girl to a bloody girl


I hope that would be interesting enough to make you read the chapters