It will be only these 2article today, because me being sick and all :( :S . I can't really focus for the moment, I'll put 3 artikel back up when I'm feeling better.I promise :D
I woke up in bed again, starting to think that it was all dream. That I was still Franco’s prisoner till I saw an IV cable with blood running into my veins. I jumped up on the bed.
“Bella, Bella. It’s okay, your veilig now” I heard Alice sousing me down. I looked around the room and noticed that Jasper walked in looking at me. Alice came sitting volgende to me and just hold me tight.
“Is it over” I whispered soft
“Franco is death, your veilig now Bella” she zei with a little joy in her voice.
I just looked at her still not believing what she just said.
“Alice can I have a minute” I heard Edward’s voice soft. My hart-, hart just skipped a beat just hearing his voice.
Alice stood up letting me go and walked out of the room. I was still starring right in front of me, not looking where Edward was of went. I could hear him approaching me.
“Bella” he zei soft like it was the wind who zei my name
I gently turned myself towards him and I saw so much pain in his eyes that I started to sob really hard.
“Bella, please don’t cry” I heard him say and he grabbed me tight against his chest.
I pushed him away.
“I’m sorry” I zei sobbing still hard
“Bella, there’s nothing to apologize for” he zei sad to me
“Just stop it, I want u to be mad at me. I hurt u over and over again, I didn’t trust u enough to tell u what’s going on” I yelled at him still sobbing hard
He grabbed me tight against his chest again, but I didn’t wanted him to. So I started pushing him away again but he wouldn’t budge, he didn’t let me go. If I was hurting him he didn’t mention of showed it.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” I kept saying with sobs while struggling to get out of his arms again.
“Bella, stop it. Stop doing this to yourself” he zei upset
I stopped struggling but I kept sobbing against his chest.
“I don’t want your forgiveness, I will understand if you’ll leave me” I kept saying with sobs.
“Bella, first of all there’s nothing to forgive and I will never leave you, u are the love of my life, my soul mate and seconde I want your forgiveness for what I have done. I ...” he started to say with his sweet and gentle voice, but I interrupted him
“Forgive you” I zei with a gentle sob looking at him surprised. “what are u talking about”
“Bella, I wasn’t there for u when u needed me the most. I didn’t listen to you, I didn’t trust u and worse I lied to you” he zei upset looking at the ground now.
I looked at him and my hands grabbed his face so he would look at me.
“I don’t need to forgive you, because like u zei there’s nothing to forgive. My love for u never changed, for me, u are still the only person that can make my hart-, hart beat” I zei to him loveable.
He looked at me with his black sweet loveable eyes and just out of the blue he kissed my lips. My hands were still on his face when I kissed him back then we both stopped and just looked at each other.
“I want to toon you, how I’m feeling, but only if u want me too” I zei gently still with my hands on his face.
“Show me Bella, I wanna know” he zei back sweet
I nodded and closed my eyes focussed on my shield and on Edward.
I stopped after a while and opened my eyes looking at Edward.
“Oh Bella” he zei and then just kissed me.
I could feel my hart-, hart beating just on the way he kissed me but then I stopped him and pushed him away a little.
“what it is, my love” he zei worried
“Nothing, just give me some time” I zei back calm.
“I will give u all the time u need” he zei back sweet and calm too.
He grabbed me tight to his chest and I just stayed there while his hands were around me. For the first time since a while I felt veilig again.