He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not love u anymore. He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not love u anymore. He has gone. He is not coming back. He does not love u anymore. He has gone. He has gone. He has gone.
I could say this to myself a thousand times and it still would not make me feel any better. Nothing can, not anymore. When... when Edward and the rest of the Cullen’s left Forks they took my soul with them. Everything that made me happy is gone. They are never coming back. I am like a zombie, I walk, eat, sleep and I answer if somebody asks me something but that is it. It hurts, but I have to keep going for Charlie’s sake.
I write to Alice sometimes but I can never send them in the post as I don’t have a clue where she is. When I write to Alice it makes me feel better, like the rip in my hart-, hart is starting to heal. All my letters remain in a box under my bed, my hart-, hart sealed away.
Night is the worst. All my memories come floding back to me, and not just the bad ones. In my dreams Victoria is standing there on the horizon, just close enough for me to see. I am screaming for Edward but he is no where in sight. He is gone. He is not coming to save me. And that is when I wake up, screaming every time. I dont know my future but I know that I will never be whole again
I could say this to myself a thousand times and it still would not make me feel any better. Nothing can, not anymore. When... when Edward and the rest of the Cullen’s left Forks they took my soul with them. Everything that made me happy is gone. They are never coming back. I am like a zombie, I walk, eat, sleep and I answer if somebody asks me something but that is it. It hurts, but I have to keep going for Charlie’s sake.
I write to Alice sometimes but I can never send them in the post as I don’t have a clue where she is. When I write to Alice it makes me feel better, like the rip in my hart-, hart is starting to heal. All my letters remain in a box under my bed, my hart-, hart sealed away.
Night is the worst. All my memories come floding back to me, and not just the bad ones. In my dreams Victoria is standing there on the horizon, just close enough for me to see. I am screaming for Edward but he is no where in sight. He is gone. He is not coming to save me. And that is when I wake up, screaming every time. I dont know my future but I know that I will never be whole again
Thanks for reading!
my story, Edward is a smart over achiever, Emmett is in jail, and Bella is a mysterious volgende door neighbor with some issues.
Edward has to decide if he's going to risk everything for Bella, of if he's going to continue to please everybody around him and forget about her.
It's E/B AU-AH with heavy drama.
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"La Bella Vita" is a Angst/Horror One-shot featuring a dag in the life of the disturbed Edward Cullen. It's a 'Mentalward' Contest entry.
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Okay, I think it's so unfair that Emmett gets no attention!
Jasper- gets attention because of his power people are always making fun of him
Edward- Hello of course he'll get attention i mean HE is like the MAIN character other then Bella.
Alice- All people feel bad for her. She doesn't no were shes from and she has all her hair cut off so yeah we feel bad for her.
Rosalie- She is PRETTY so almost all boys fans LOVE HER
BELLA-I mean come on SHE IS THE MAIN character!!!
Jacob-WHO doesn't love Jacob?
and LASTLY we have Emmett
Emmett- u never find a Team Emmett thing anywhere. He is THE LOVE OF Rosalie so most boy fans Hate him. and Most girl fans are all over Edward of Jacob.
don't get me wrong I love Edward and Jacob it's just that Emmett hardly has any fans!
so come on girls lets toon our spirit for THE HOT AND MUSCULAR GUYS!!!!
GO EMMETT!!!
Jasper- gets attention because of his power people are always making fun of him
Edward- Hello of course he'll get attention i mean HE is like the MAIN character other then Bella.
Alice- All people feel bad for her. She doesn't no were shes from and she has all her hair cut off so yeah we feel bad for her.
Rosalie- She is PRETTY so almost all boys fans LOVE HER
BELLA-I mean come on SHE IS THE MAIN character!!!
Jacob-WHO doesn't love Jacob?
and LASTLY we have Emmett
Emmett- u never find a Team Emmett thing anywhere. He is THE LOVE OF Rosalie so most boy fans Hate him. and Most girl fans are all over Edward of Jacob.
don't get me wrong I love Edward and Jacob it's just that Emmett hardly has any fans!
so come on girls lets toon our spirit for THE HOT AND MUSCULAR GUYS!!!!
GO EMMETT!!!
Preface:
I lived alone in this neverending universe.
It wasn't fair being the only one of your kind. It wasn't fair to have no one to talk to of relate to. I'm scared, even though I'm stronger than any other human of animal, I had no choice of this life but sometimes i didn't mind it. I had forever to find a family of friends, but i wasn't going to wait that long. I didn't have to wait really but I didn't wont those people to end up like me of even worse I didn't want to kill them in the process. But if I wanted a better life than sitting around and wasting it I had to try, succeed of not I would still keep trying.
I hope u like the start of my new story Midnight crest. Plz commentaar and rate.
Thanks for reading. Stepphy XD
I lived alone in this neverending universe.
It wasn't fair being the only one of your kind. It wasn't fair to have no one to talk to of relate to. I'm scared, even though I'm stronger than any other human of animal, I had no choice of this life but sometimes i didn't mind it. I had forever to find a family of friends, but i wasn't going to wait that long. I didn't have to wait really but I didn't wont those people to end up like me of even worse I didn't want to kill them in the process. But if I wanted a better life than sitting around and wasting it I had to try, succeed of not I would still keep trying.
I hope u like the start of my new story Midnight crest. Plz commentaar and rate.
Thanks for reading. Stepphy XD